please don't say you love me

I channeled some of my rage and despair into this piece today, it helped a little. To all my sisters marching tomorrow, stay safe, be aware of your surroundings but most importantly, show them that we will not be stopped, we will not conform. This battle rages on. Stay Angry, my friends.



EDIT: by popular demand, I made this illustration available as a print and other merchandise, if you’re interested please visit my soc6 page right over >>>> here <<<< thank you for all the love and support. And to all of you that are marching today with me, say it loud sisters, stay strong and stay safe!! <3

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White Day  ♡ (˘▽˘>ԅ( ˘⌣˘)

Today, July 4th 2017, would have been the day that Saffie-Rose Roussos, the youngest victim of the Manchester attack, would have turned 9. According to her father, her dream was to be a star, she wanted to be famous like Ariana. So I’d just like to say Happy Birthday Saffie, wherever you are, rest easy - and I ask you to reblog this and give a little girl her wish, and make her name known on her birthday.

i believe in the normalization of platonic love and affection; and i also believe in the normalization of letting people say no to affection. let people say “i’m sorry, i don’t like to be touched” without others getting offended. let people set boundaries without others questioning why they don’t “believe in platonic love.”

just like… some of us have good reasons for not wanting to be touched and tbh a good enough reason should just be “i don’t want to be touched.” please ask first, please don’t be offended if we ask you not to touch us, please stand up for us if you see other people violating our boundaries.

and if you have a friend like me who is touch-shy - we still love you! just be patient. chances are, we’ll warm up over time and you’ll see us shift our boundaries for you. we’re trying most of the time. and if you’re having a hard day, just tell us you need physical affection - 9/10 times if someone says “i just need a hug” i will willingly and gratefully give it; it’s just difficult for me to initiate said hug without a verbal prompt. we’re not cold, we’re not mean, and we still want to be there for you!

touching friends is so great! saying “i love you” and other cheesy things to friends is awesome! please be really gentle with your friends who need different boundaries with this!! we love you too and we want to be there for you but sometimes we can’t be there in the same way! sorry ): okay thank you for listening have a nice day!

(Technically it’s the 15th since it’s 1:38am)

So there’s one bit near the end of the Genocide Run that hit me pretty hard, personally. And as with most things that hit me very hard emotionally, it was a random almost throwaway line that wasn’t written to be focused on that much. But whether it intentionally held the meaning I took from it or not, it doesn’t change the fact that I DID take meaning from it.

When Flowey is monologuing near the very very end of the game and explaining what he went through, he talks about how he lacks the ability to feel anything for the people around him, and how desperately, frantically, he wishes he did. He talks about how, at first, he tried to help people. He talks about how at first it seemed to help, but every time it was time to let go, to move on, he got scared and couldn’t do it. He’d panic and reset instead. And how then he’d be right back where he started. And he would try helping everyone again.

But it became hollow. Everyone always said the exact same things, and did the exact same things. And nothing changed. And nothing new ever happened.

And eventually, just out of sheer desperation for SOMETHING new, he decided to kill everyone. And how that was at first a relief, but even that grew stale and empty as he did it over and over again. Until he was left with nothing, and there was nothing to care about, either for better or worse, but he couldn’t let go either. So he was trapped in this world where nothing ever changed, and he couldn’t make himself leave.

It’s a sad story, but it’s also a bit of a gut punch because of its implications.

Maybe in time, the person playing the game, the actual human being behind the keyboard, not the pixel character they control, would find themselves in the exact same situation. Eventually, things in a game stop changing. Characters always say the same things, do the same things. And maybe in time, as boredom takes over, the player would also try a genocide game just for SOMETHING new. But eventually even that will become empty and lead to nowhere after you do it enough.

I can’t really say if that’s true or not. I can’t say it’s false either.

But It’s 2 years now. And a lot of us are still here. And more importantly a lot of us still care. Quite deeply in fact.

And maybe we won’t care forever, maybe the same thing will happen, or more likely, we’d be the ones able to let go and move on to other things and let go. Maybe there’s no escaping that.

But it’s been 2 years, and at least for now, we’re still here.

There is also the possibility I’ve considered, that since the insane success of the game was never expected or anticipated at all, that the level of love it caused in gamers was a complete and utter surprise, maybe their ability to never fall into that cycle of apathy and just how long they can keep going, caring as hard as ever, will also be a complete surprise that was never foreseen.

Or even more simply, maybe Flowey just needed to be shown, as with so many things, he was wrong about that too.

Who knows. Honestly I can’t say how things will look in time. It could either way.


But at least by year 2 we were still here.

  • what she says: I'm okay
  • what she means: Can I say my shit? Can I say my shit? I've got lots of shit to say. I've got lots of shit to say. I can't fit my hand inside a Pringle can, I have a huge amount of trouble fitting my hand inside of a Pringle can. I can get my hand like four inches into the can but then I have to tilt the can into my mouth but then a bunch of crumbs have accumulated at the bottom of the can so they all go spilling onto my face. What I'm trying to say is the diameter of Pringle cans is way too small. I'll say it again. The diameter of Pringle cans is way too small. Two radiuses of a Pringle can is way too small. If you feel me, put your hands up, Come on! If you feel me, put your hands up! Look at all these hands that are way too big to fit inside of a Pringle can! Your hands are too big to fit inside a Pringle can, your hands are too big to fit inside a Pringle can. You think you can, I know you can't, you think you can. Pringles! Listen to the people, I am sure ninety percent of the complaint letters you get are about the width of your cans?! Just... make them wider?! I've overdone the Pringles thing, sorry. I want to have a daughter. I want to have a daughter so I can finally have someone around the house who can fit their hands in the Pringle can. Yes, I'm still on the Pringle cans thing! Yeah! I'll move on, alright? But that is priority número uno. I don't go to the gym because I'm self-conscious about my body but I'm self-conscious about my body cause I don't go to the gym. Irony can be so painful. That's a Catch-22. Let's do this! I went to Chipotle, I went to Chipotle, got myself a chicken burrito. I went down the line and I got all these ingredients and at the end of the line the guy tried to wrap the burrito but half of the shit inside the burrito spilled out. He still wrapped it. I was like, dude you should have warned me! You're a burrito expert, you should have told me halfway through: "Hey, man. You might be reaching maximum burrito capacity here" Do you fucking think I want a messy burrito? No one wants a messy burrito! The whole appeal of the burrito is that all of the ingredients are contained within the confines of the tortilla. I wouldn't have gotten half of the shit if I knew it wasn't gonna fit in the burrito! Alright? Look I wouldn't have got the lettuce if I knew it wouldn't fit! I wouldn't have got the cheese if I knew it wouldn't fit! I wouldn't have got the peppers if I knew it wouldn't fit! I wouldn't have got half of it! Like, I'm okay with small mistakes, if you've got no more chicken I'll take pork. But I'll blow my dad before I eat a burrito with a fork. I wouldn't have got the lettuce if I knew it wouldn't fit, I wouldn't have got the cheese if I knew it wouldn't fit, I wouldn't have got the peppers if I knew they wouldn't fit. Man, I wouldn't have got half of it, like half of it, like, half of it, like, half of it, like half of it right now,I think it's time I think it's time, I think that we break this down. I can sit here and pretend like my biggest problems are pringle cans, and burritos. The truth is, my biggest problem's you. I want to please you but I want to stay true to myself. I want to give you the night out that you deserve but I want to say what I think and not care what you think about it. Part of me loves you, part of me hates you, part of me needs you, part of me fears you. And I don't think that I can handle this right now, handle this right now. I don't think that I can handle this right now. I don't think that I can handle this right now, I don't think that I can handle this right now, I don't think that I can handle this right now. Look at them, they're just staring at me like, "come and watch the skinny kid with a steadily declining mental health and laugh as he attempts to give you what he cannot give himself." I don't think that I can handle this right now, I don't think that I can handle this right now. They don't even know the half of this right now, they don't even know the half of it. But I know I'm not a doctor, I'm a pussy, I put on a silly show so I should probably just shut up and do my job so here I go. I wouldn't have got the lettuce if I knew it wouldn't fit, I wouldn't have got the cheese if I knew it wouldn't fit, I wouldn't have got the peppers if I knew they wouldn't fit, I wouldn't have got half. You can tell them anything if you just make it funny, make it rhyme and if they still don't understand you then you run it one more time. I don't think that I can handle this right now (Haa!) I don't think that I can handle this right now (Hoo!) If you think that I can handle this right now (Haa!) Right now (Haa!) Now, handle this right, handle this right, handle this right now.Thank you, good night! I hope you're happy.
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[KOR/ENG LYRICS] Best Of Me by BTS & The Chainsmokers

Korean

When you say that you love me
난 하늘 위를 걷네
영원을 말해줘
just one more time
When you say that you love me
난 그 한 마디면 돼
변하지 않는다고
just one more time

넌 내게 이 세계의 전부 같아
더 세게 아프게 날 꽉 껴안아

우리가 나눈 something
And you can’t make it nothing
잊지 않아줬으면 해
넌 내

하루하루
여름 겨울
넌 몰라도

You got the best of me
You got the best of me
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

나도 나의 끝을 본 적 없지만
그게 있다면 너지 않을까
다정한 파도고 싶었지만
니가 바다인 건 왜 몰랐을까
어떡해 너의 언어로 말을 하고
또 너의 숨을 쉬는데
I’ll be you 날 쥐고 있는 너
난 너의 칼에 입맞춰

그러니
take my hand right now
이런 내가 믿기지 않아
속으로만 수천 번은 더 말했었던 그 말
그대는 날 떠나지 마
You got the best of me
You got the best of me
꿈인지 현실인지는 딱히 중요치 않지
그저 니가 내 곁에 있다는 게
Thanks

하루하루
여름 겨울
넌 몰라도

You got the best of me
You got the best of me
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

넌 나의 구원 넌 나의 창
난 너만 있으면 돼
You got the best of me
니가 필요해
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

비가 내리던 나
눈이 내리던 나
모든 불행을 멈추고
천국을 데려와
쉽게 말하지 마
너 없는 난 없어
넌 내 best of me
The best of me

그냥 나에 대한 확신을 줘
그게 내가 바란 전부이니까
우리의 규율은 없다 해도
사랑하는 법은 존재하니까
Who got the best of me
Who got the best of me
누구도 몰라
but I know me
내 최고의 주인인 걸 넌

You got the best of me
You got the best of me
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

넌 나의 구원 넌 나의 창
난 너만 있으면 돼
You got the best of me
니가 필요해
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

When you say that you love me
난 하늘 위를 걷네
영원을 말해줘
just one more time
When you say that you love me
난 그 한 마디면 돼
변하지 않는다고
just one more time

English

When you say that you love me
I walk among the skies
Say that it’s forever
just one more time
When you say that you love me
I only need you to say that one thing
That nothing will change
just one more time

You are like the entire world to me
Hold me so much tighter it hurts

Between us there is something
And you can’t make it nothing
Say that you won’t forget
You and I

Day by day
Summer Winter
Even if you don't’ know

You got the best of me
You got the best of me
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

Though I’ve not seen the end for me too
If such an end exists, would that be you
Though I wished for tender waves
Why didn’t I know that you are the sea
How am I speaking your language
And also breathing your breath
I’ll be you you who’s grasping on
I meet your lips on the knife

So
take my hand right now
I don’t trust such a me
The words that I’ve said to myself more than a thousand times
Can you not leave me
You got the best of me
You got the best of me
It’s not really important if it’s a dream or reality
As long as you are by my side
Thanks

Day by day
Summer Winter
Even if you don't’ know

You got the best of me
You got the best of me
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

You are my salvation, you are my window
I just need to have you
You got the best of me
I need you
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

It rains on me
It snows on me
Halting all the unluckiness
Bring me to heavens
Don’t say that it’s easy
There’s no me without you
You are the best of me
The best of me

Be sure of everything about me
Because that is all I wish
Even if there are no rules to us
Because the way to loving exists
Who got the best of me
Who got the best of me
Nobody knows
but I know me
My best master is you

You got the best of me
You got the best of me
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

You are my salvation, you are my window
I just need to have you
You got the best of me
I need you
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

When you say that you love me
I walk among the skies
Say that it’s forever
just one more time
When you say that you love me
I only need you to say that one thing
That nothing will change
just one more time

Trans cr; Denise @ bts-trans
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PROMPTS
  • "I'm the monster that is attacking your group and they've elected you to be the sacrifice to me. 1 ) Your friends are dicks and 2 ) wow you're cute. I don't want to hurt you now pls calm down."
  • "I've been kidnapped and held in a really dark room. I don't now how long I've been here but.....you're coming for me right? Please?"
  • "You're part of some mysterious government branch that's pulled me out of prison try and hack - what us this Russia? China? Anyway. You say it's impossible, so f u Imma do it out of spite. Now we're on the run from scary spies. Can I go back to prison now this is way more than I asked for."

the-gold-kitsune  asked:

Hey, I know your probably really busy and stuff like that, but I was wondering if you could draw Scrooge holding the boys and Donald while saying "Don't talk to me or my nephews ever again." It's ok if you don't want to I just thought it would be very cute and sweet. Please and Thank you. Also, I love you art you are truly amazing and your style for the ducks is incredible.

Yeah, but this needed to be made.

Doodle requests are closed AND finished :D

Wonder Woman, a summary
  • Amazons : Diana, don't risk your life
  • Diana : i'm gonna steal all those armory stuff and kick a God's ass
  • Everyone : Diana stop being so attractive
  • Diana : *gains +10 beauty everytime someone says that*
  • Steve : there's a sniper in that clock tower
  • Diana : i'm going to fucking blow off the tower
  • Soldiers : don't go into the no man's land !!! It's very dangerous !!!!
  • Diana : hold my drink and fucking watch me
  • Arès : kill that woman please
  • Diana : *lifts a goddamn tank*
  • me : do you even catch a breath
  • Diana : *does the little smiling head tilt*
Deadpool (2016) Sentence Starters
  • "Shit... did I leave the stove on?"
  • "You're my hero!"
  • "No, no, no, THAT I ain't."
  • "I had another Liam Neeson nightmare."
  • "You know, they made three of those movies. At some point you have to wonder if he's just a bad parent."
  • "What the SHIT?"
  • "I'm gonna wait out here, okay?"
  • "Fake laughter. Hiding real pain."
  • "I'm about to do to you what Limp Bizkit did to music in the late 90s."
  • "Yeah, technically, this is murder."
  • "Love is blind, ____."
  • "This shit's gonna have nuts in it."
  • "You're a lovely lady/man, but I'm saving myself for ____."
  • "That's why I brought him/her."
  • "Do you like what you see?"
  • "Your face is the stuff of nightmares."
  • "Like a testicle with teeth."
  • "You will die alone."
  • "You look like an avocado had sex with an older, more disgusting avocado."
  • "So, am I suppose to just smile and wave you out the door?"
  • "Think of it like spring cleaning."
  • "Life is an endless series of trainwrecks with only brief, commercial-like breaks of happiness."
  • "Finish fucking her the fuck up."
  • "Language, please."
  • "Suck a cock!"
  • "I'd go with you, but... I don't want to."
  • "If your right leg is Thanksgiving and your left leg is Christmas, can I visit you between the holidays?"
  • "Maximum effort."
  • "I'd say that you sound like an infomercial. But not a good one, like Slap Chop, more Shake Weight-y."
  • "Do you want any clothes that are not monochromatic? Have fun at your midnight showing of Blade II."
  • "Listen ___, if I never see you again, I want you to know that I love you very much."
  • "Wanna get fucked up?"
  • "Have you decided what you're gonna say to her?"
  • "Fuck me!"
  • "I don't have time for your goody two-shoes bullshit right now!"
  • "Why such a douche this morning?"
  • "Why don't you do us all a favor and shut the fuck up."
  • "Today was about as much fun as a sandpaper dildo."
  • "Oh, I wouldn't do that if I were you."
  • "You can't buy love, but you can rent it for three minutes!"
  • "That's the shit emoji. You know the turd with the smiling face and the eyes. I thought it was chocolate yogurt for so long."
  • "You're really gonna fuck this up for me?"
  • "You've got something in your teeth."
  • "Do you have an off switch?"
  • "We have everything we need now."
  • "I swear to God, I will find you in the next life and I'm gonna boom-box Careless Whisper outside your window."
  • "Ever had a cigarette put out on your skin?"
  • "That was not mean! I'm proud of you!"
  • "I'm gonna need all the guns."
  • "What the fuck is wrong with you?"
  • "Seltzer water and lemon for blood."
  • "It reeks like old lady pants in here."
  • "Your crazy matches my crazy. Big time."
  • "Four or five moments. That's all it takes to become a hero."
the signs as sweet things I wanna say to the people in my life
  • aries: you always manage to put a smile on the faces of those around you.
  • taurus: you always know exactly how to say things to warm people's hearts.
  • gemini: you are very beautiful and funny, please don't forget that.
  • cancer: you have this wonderful ability to make people feel better about anything after one conversation.
  • leo: you manage to shine a light on the good in the world, even when you're engulfed in the darkness.
  • virgo: you give so much love to everyone in your life, it seems at times that there is infinite love in your heart.
  • libra: you have this charming sense of humor that captures the attention of every person you meet.
  • scorpio: you care so deeply and so fully about so many things, and trust me when I say that it isn't unnoticed.
  • sagittarius: you remind the people around you of the love and laughter and fun in life when they lose sight of it.
  • capricorn: you give the best advice, and people should listen to you more often than they do.
  • aquarius: you are very loyal, a close friend could tell you that they killed someone and you'd offer to dig the grave.
  • pisces: you are, above all, a beautifully fierce friend who would die for those you love.
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Every MareCal Moment in King’s Cage
⇀ the epilogue part 1 / ??

Because it is a choice. He need only say no. Or yes. One word holds both our fates. Choose me. Choose the dawn. He didn’t before. He has to now. 

Long Distance Little Problems #8
  • Daddy: I'm gonna be super busy tomorrow little one, if i don't answer your messages please don't worry.
  • Me: Okay Daddy.
  • Daddy: Good girl.
  • --- the next day ---
  • Me: Why hasn't daddy answered? Did i do something wrong?? Oh right. He is busy. I won't bother him while he is busy.
  • Me: I'll just say hi...
  • *accidentally sends 20 texts instead of 1*
  • Me: omg. He's gonna think I'm so annoying. *spends all day worrying*
  • --- a few hours later ---
  • Daddy: i love you babygirl
  • Me: OMG HI DADDY! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU TOO DADDYY!!
Questions to ask me!
  1. How are you doing today?
  2. How tall are you?
  3. What color are your eyes?
  4. What is your zodiac sign?
  5. When is your birthday?
  6. What is your sexual orientation?
  7. Do you have/want any tattoos?
  8. Do you have/want any piercings?
  9. Who is your best friend?
  10. What makes you happy?
  11. What are your top 5 favorite bands?
  12. What are your top 5 favorite songs?
  13. What are your favorite song lyrics right now?
  14. What are your top 5 favorite movies?
  15. What are your top 5 favorite TV shows?
  16. Favorite blog?
  17. Favorite color?
  18. Favorite book?
  19. Favorite animal?
  20. Favorite food?
  21. Are you a vegetarian?
  22. Biggest pet peeve?
  23. Are you single?
  24. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
  25. Describe your crush?
  26. Describe your dream girl/guy?
  27. Who was the last person you held hands with?
  28. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
  29. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
  30. Random fact about yourself?
  31. Do you play any instruments?
  32. What are you bad habits?
  33. Do you smoke, drink or do any drugs?
  34. Are you outgoing or shy?
  35. Do you have trust issues?
  36. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
  37. Where are you from?
  38. Where would you like to travel?
  39. Have you ever been arrested?
  40. What pisses you off?
  41. What turns you on?
  42. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
  43. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
  44. Do you believe in life on other planets?
  45. Do you believe in love at first sight?
  46. Do you believe in ghosts?
  47. Are you afraid of the dark?
  48. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
  49. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
  50. Do you regret anything from your past?