please don't do it okay

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I said no to Marion Guthrie’s plan despite having no alternative and at the risk of losing the entire endeavor because I refuse to situate a man in a position where he might interfere one day with my ability to repair things with you.

I’m happy for you, I really am… But that doesn’t mean that I don’t wish that I could change your mind and make you want to be with me again. I can’t change your mind and the more I think about it, the more I wonder why I want to so damn bad.
—  Okay

Campaign to stop associating jack as obsessed with hockey since birth and making it seem like his parents trained him to be a hockey player? Give me childhood jack whose parents let him explore his interests and jack with a happy childhood whose hyper fixation on hockey came with anxiety in his teen years

The second we found our love again was the same second we remembered that in a month our hearts will be miles away. So we both didn’t say anything, but we knew.
—  We knew

I stopped writing about you all the time and stopped thinking of us as much.

So why is it that when I do, it hurts so bad? It feels like every single mistake I’ve made crashes down on me at once until I can’t breathe anymore.

It feels like goodbye.

But babe I miss you so much. I’m not ready to say goodbye yet…

—  I guess this is it.
I destroying myself to fix the ones I love. Until I'm completely gone and there is nothing left of me for them to love. Then they leave...
  • Me: I like McHanzo sure, but IDK man, I'm just not that into it like everybody else...
  • Me: [sees anything McHanzo related that contains Bottom!McCree]
  • Me: [kicks down the McHanzo fandom's door while holding up my Bottom!McCree cup]
  • Me: <i>GREETINGS I HAVE COME TO QUENCH MY THIRST</i>
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Okay… So… I looked through my inktober art tags and felt like sketching some people’s ocs again while trying to deal with life for the past few weeks haha… These pictures aren’t as accurate as they should be (I should snoop research more. I tried to keep them accurate. Some more accurate doodles will arrive in the future once I know more, hehe…). Since I know my phone camera is not so nice, I scanned them and this is the result: horrible. Either way, I think this is a good way to get back into drawing…

Also, I hate to bother them, really. But I must credit (and promote!) the owners of these wonderful ocs! (if you can’t read the names on the pictures, here they are in order):

@renza15 @throwaninkpot @icebats-universe @pinkkittehisajediknight @aceofstars16 @dragonanne @fair-and-finn @jupiterlandings @takeabreathandsmile @queenoftheskittleholics

The last thing I expected was to break down in the shower seven months after we ended, crying because I did it all wrong and I can’t change the way we left things. How much would it cost you for one conversation? Because I’d give you everything I have if it meant we’d talk like we used to for twenty minutes.
—  Cigarette breaks

I used to tell you how much I didn’t want to lose you. I didn’t realize it wasn’t a matter of want, turns out I couldn’t lose you… I can’t lose you.

Too bad I already did.

—  I knew losing you wasn’t an option but now it’s too late