please come back to me!!!

Me: *Literally minding my own business, actually starting to believe the Anti hype was over*

Jack: “Well, I’m bored, time to go drop a few more Anti hints cause why da fuck not!”

Jack: *reblogs Anti fan art with Zalgo text*

Me: “BOY, I SWEAR TO FUCK, I WILL COME TO BRIGHTON AND PHYSICALLY FIGHT YOU IF YOU DON’T STOP GIVING US HEART ATTACKS, AND ANTI, I WILL DROP KICK YOUR GLITCHY ASS RIGHT BACK INTO HELL WHERE YOU BELONG!!!!”

Also me: “OH MY GOD I’M SO EXCITED! ANTI, I LOVE YOU, PLEASE COME BACK BEAN! JACK AHHHH YOU’RE KILLING ME, BUT I’M HAVING SOOOOO MUCH FUN, PLEASE DON’T STOP!”

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🍊 tell me how ur day is going
🌼 tell me abt ur crush !
🍊 tell me ur plans for the summer
🌼 or ur plans for next weekend
🍊 tell me what u would wear to a festival
🌼 or just what ur wearing today !
🍊 suggest some films and tv I should watch
🌼 or books I should read

I’ll be waiting for you when you’re ready to love me again,
I’ll put my hands up,
I’ll do everything different,
I’ll be better to you.
—  Adele ‘I’ll be waiting’
We all have that one person we’d stay up late for. Only them. Why? Because they’re the only person who can make you smile through a text. The only person who gives you genuine butterflies. The only person you’d lose sleep for.
—  And now you’re gone
Sometimes I still get these urges to contact you.
It feels like pure desperation…  Like my skin is crawling and my eyes are burning and I just want you back in my life so badly….
And I don’t know why? Where these sudden urges come from?
Why do I still do this, even after all this time?!
It’s like I'm getting out, I'm almost clear…. and then suddenly I feel like I would do absolutely anything just to have you back in my life again.
Even for a single moment…. Just to see you, talk to you - ANYTHING!
It’s like I don’t WANT to be out, I still want to be in love with you because in my mind, loving you equates to happiness and I just want that back… just for one second.
But I have to remind myself it’s not healthy. 
Loving you is not like it used to be - it's not real anymore.
It’s not happy, it’s not positive…. and it’s gone and I can’t go back.
All I can do is put the phone down, blink back the tears … and keep moving forward.
—  Ranata Suzuki