please come back some day

hm i should track Takashis and Kurons tag again or 

i keep coming up with increasingly absurd different-first-meeting AUs and someone really needs to stop me before i write something we all regret

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I’m been meaning to do a Follow Forever for… well forever! I’ve been a TW fan ever since the show premiered, but it wasn’t until last summer I started fooling around on tumblr. Since then I’ve found some amazing people, i’ve learned a lot of new lingo and i’ve spent more hours than i’d like to count crying over the perfection that is Dylan O'Brien and tinkering around in photoshop to produce graphics (which i suck at) and gifs (which i suck at slightly less).

I’m now closing in on 3300 followers -  a number that quite frankly humbles me. I want to thank you all - i don’t know why you clicked the little plus beside my url, but i’m forever grateful! i cherish each and every one of you <3 And I also want to thank some of the amazing people that help make my dash a wonderful place to be :)

My most special pumpkins - i love you the best :) and i’m pretty sure i’ve forgotten some great people because i’m kinda ditzy and sometimes people change urls and i get confused… so please check out my blogroll as well.

the hottest girls - my special pumpkins

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Do You Wanna Build A Snowman - Supernatural Version

Do You Wanna Fight Some Demons

Dean:
Sammy?
(Knocking)
Do you wanna fight some demons?
Come on let’s go find dad
I haven’t seen him in some days
Please come back to old ways
It’s the family business, after all
We used to be Hunters
And now you’re not
Because you went off to law school
Do you wanna fight some demons?
It doesn’t have to be a demon!

Sam:
“So get this, Dean”

Dean:
Okay, cool

(Knocking)
Do you wanna fight a demon?
Or gank a ghost, we just got a call
Since I’ve been back from Hell, you’ve become something new
I’ve started talking to
the Impala,
while you’re AWOL
(I love you, Baby)
I know you’re meeting Ruby
I wish you would tell me why
(66 seals, 66 seals, 66, seals)

(Praying)
Castiel, I know you’re out there,
Something happened in the cage!
They say Sammy has no soul, but where did it go?
Can we fix him!?
I need my little brother
It’s always been Sam and Dean
What am I gonna do?
Do you wanna fight some demons?

Please leave a message.
Call me when you can.

Please leave a message.
Call me when you want me again.

Please leave a message.
I don’t know if you’re screening these calls or sleeping. Either way, I’m aching. I guess three in the morning was a bad time to realize I still love you.

Please leave a message.
I’ve been telling our story. Slowly, bits and pieces. Not all of it. There are some things that I will lock inside me forever. If they knew everything, they could love you like I do. I don’t want anyone to be able to love you like I do. I am selfish and I miss you so much that breathing hurts.

Please leave a message.
You probably think I’m a psychopath, calling you like this. Will you kiss me again anyways?

Please leave a message.
My bed feels empty without you. This is not the first night or the last. It’s just lonelier than usual, I guess. Come back.

Please leave a message.
I listen to the ocean some days.
Others, I can’t help but to remember how you and I were a sinking ship.
It’s hard to tell which one of us made it to the lifeboat.

Please leave a message.
I’m sorry.
For calling so late,
for not liking your mother,
for leaving.

Please leave a message.
One last thing.
I’m sorry that I love you now.
I’m sorry that I ever did.

—  Voicemails I’ll leave you in the middle of the night.
Only You

My heart pounds only for her
A simple girl, as it were
There is so much that she makes me feel
Why is it taking so long to heal?

I must be mad to think there’s still a chance
Clearly I’ve not learned from the past
But I can’t help it, I’ve fallen into a trance
Falling, sinking, fading fast

Anything to stop the pain
But I know there’s nothing else to gain
Keeping the memories, remembering the time
When loving you wasn’t such a crime

I don’t think you even remember my name
And I have none but myself to blame
I don’t know how long I can live like this
Regardless, I wouldn’t be someone you would miss

Our time together means the world to me
Please come back-my final plea
Maybe I’ll get another chance some day
With a new beginning that doesn’t end this way

by Abhay

archiveofourown.org
If You Were A Human, My Love - damnslippyplanet - Hannibal (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
By Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter
Characters: Hannibal Lecter, Will Graham
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Vampire, So is a blood warning really necessary?, Anyway:, Blood, Pretty much just vampire-flavored smut, If you’re looking for plot please come back another day, Although some FEELINGS snuck in here amid the smut, Emotional Idiots In Love, Vampire Hannibal Lecter
Summary:

Will knows perfectly well Hannibal can’t glamour him, which just makes it all the more alarming that he moves toward Hannibal without conscious thought. If it’s not a compulsion, then it’s something else that draws them together like this, increasingly frequently. Hunger, or lust, or something infinitely scarier.

 Or: In which a shameless enabler (ahem, everybreathagift) sends me a “modern vampire Hannibal smut with a human Will that enjoys providing his bae with sustenance” prompt and, well, here we are. Does what it says on the tin, really.


The vampire smut prompted by @hannigramandromancek, it is up.  (Although TBH it turned out less smutty than originally intended because, as usual, the boys insisted on having FEELINGS), but hopefully it will still provide some amusement to some folks.

anonymous asked:

Do you think its possible for God to give up on me while loving me? I'm a 21 year old man and failing miserably at my struggle against pornography and masturbation. I don't bother act like I'm worth anything anymore but some days i can barely take it. God delivered me from suicide 4 years ago but those thoughts are coming back some days. Pray for me please.

I think a big part of your problem friend is that you’re starting to value yourself based on your struggles and not based on your inheritance. The more you allow those struggles to define you and the more you base your worth on those struggles, the more likely you are to keep struggling with them because you have attached your value to those things.

Psalm 103:10 teaches us that He does not treat us as our sins deserve or according to our iniquities. As His children, we don’t have the right to treat ourselves any less than He treats us.

He convicts, He doesn’t condemn. Condemnation attaches your sin to your identity while conviction reminds you of your new identity.

Example of condemnation: You sinned, therefore you are a sinner and deserve the punishment of a sinner.

Example of conviction: You sinned, and you are royalty. Royalty doesn’t sin. You still have a royal inheritance but stop behaving beneath yourself.

With that said beloved one, my encouragement to you is to begin to treat yourself as someone who does not struggle with those issues that you mention. Mark my words friend, you will begin to rise to the identity you know you should be at rather than causing yourself to continue to sink to the identity that you feel you can’t escape.

Blessings on you

-Eriq