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“Do you want me to leave?” Jumin’s words were said in shock with his eyes fluttering around the corners of the room to avoid meeting her. He couldn’t believe it, couldn’t believe her. He wasn’t supposed to be there, and yet here he was seeing everything. Now, just what did he do to deserve this?
“I do, actually.” She responds firmly, and his face distorts momentarily to a confused expression with brows furrowing. The figure next to her even shifts at her tone, eyes darting between her and Jumin. She’s never been this forward with him, but she wasn’t going to let him see her like this. And oh, he would have given up everything for her if she asked him to. He was always at his best with her, and despite knowing that this was going to happen at some point, it still takes him by surprise. Her voice doesn’t falter when she speaks again. “We can’t have you seeing things you’re not supposed to, are we?”
“My apologies.” He’s not sure what to make of everything at the moment, not when he suddenly realizes how he had been putty in her hands ever since he had met her, and now confirmed that even further when he feels his heart drop looking at her as she was. It takes him a moment to register that now she’s approaching him, a sweet grin upon her features as she begins fixing his hair dotingly.
“I’m just messing with you, honey bunny. But it’s bad luck for the groom to see the bride before the vows, you know.” And the tension of the room is broken, for she laughs gently and moves to adjust his tie. “Guess we’ll just have to be the exception, won’t we?”
“I guess so.” A pink blush manages to overtake his features while he smiles with her, along with a warmth pooling at his chest that he had never been familiar with until he had met her; and would never feel with anyone else besides her. He thinks he looks rather embarrassing all flustered like that, she however found it one of the most beautiful things in the world. The moment is short lived, however.
“Miss, we still have to finish pinning up your hair.” Her stylist is the one to tentatively break the moment between the two with an awkward grin that reminds the two of the day they have ahead of them, and he can’t help but blush even more realizing that someone had just witnessed the two of them share such a moment.
“Okay okay, Jumin we’re officially kicking you out!” She says excitedly, and Jumin doesn’t think he’s ever been so happy to be kicked out of somewhere before. “But I’ll be seeing you down the aisle, so… see you soon.” And it’s there she presses a kiss to his cheek before pushing him out of the room to leave him awestruck.
Just had a weird spur of the moment headcanon. But bear with me for a sec... AU, where RFA is in highschool with MC, and MC is with Jumin, and one day MC is sick and doesn't show up, so Jumin sneaks into MC's room to bring her stuff and fluff ensues.
Haha, that sounds super cute! Depending on how close they were (I’m assuming they were super tight in the au you were suggesting) I don’t think it’s unlikely. (I accidentally read this wrong the first time and wrote them as good friends that fall in love??? I’m sorry I can’t read to save my life sometimes??? *facepalm* I hope you enjoy this anyway) Maybe it would go something like this? (Also I’m making them all the same age because I’m a lazy):
MC was feeling abysmal as she closed the door to her bedroom, cradling a tissue box in her arms as she returned to bed. Looking to her phone, she noticed class was over in the time she had inadvertently passed out on the couch downstairs. She opened the messenger to ask Jumin for the homework– as they shared most of their classes being honor students–when her window slid open of its own accord to reveal a familiar head of dark hair. Her hand flew up to cover her mouth as she laughed at his unceremonious entrance, unrepentant as each limb and a bag followed.
“Oh my God, Jumin, you did not.” She managed in between giggles.
His deadpan expression softened into a sheepish yet devilish smirk. “You have your ways of avoiding your mother, I have mine. Please excuse the intrusion.”
She waved him off, unperturbed. They’d been climbing in each others houses for years now, they were hardly strangers. “You could have just emailed everything to me, you didn’t have to come all this way. I don’t want to get you sick too.” MC insisted with a sniffle. More than that, she didn’t want him to get in trouble with his father over something so trivial.
“Where’s the fun in that? I’ll be fine.” He grinned, removing a neat folder from his bag with everything she needed to catch up, she was sure. “For you.”
“Thank you,” She placed the small stack of papers on her nightstand. “How long did you have to fight Zen to be the one to bring it to me?” MC asked dryly.
She was delighted to hear Jumin laugh, holding up his hands from their original position crossed over his chest. She loved it when it was just the two of them. He always seemed so comfortable, so liberated compared to his usual withdrawn reticence. “You got me, I had to beat him at rock paper scissors before he relented. Which makes no sense considering we live a block away from each other. In terms of efficiency, I was the most viable option.”
MC smiled. Jihyun was right, he was ever the scientist. But she thought the practicality was adorable, and it made him a lot more honest than most. It was refreshing that she never had to wonder what he was thinking since he was always open about it.
“Wait just a second, you must be thirsty after running here and climbing that tree. Let me get some water,” She exited before he could protest and returned with two water bottles, one to keep her hydrated and the other to make sure he was drinking properly too. Though she doubted he had problems with his health considering how he regimented just about everything.
“Thanks.” His voice was quiet, low. The sound of it never failed to soothe her, even now as her head throbbed slightly from oversleeping.
There was a comfortable silence for a while, their gazes wandering, most often to each other. A light blush often colored their cheeks whenever either was caught staring, accidentally or not, and Jumin’s hand came up to rub the nape of his neck.
MC was curious at the sight of the gesture. He only did that when he was nervous. “Is something wrong, Jumin?“ Was his stepmother acting up again? “You know you can always stay here if you’re not comfortable at home.” She said softly, her hand reaching out to cover his in the hopes of comforting him. She had wanted to talk some sense into his parents for a long time, but she knew they would only take out whatever she said on him the moment she was gone. She hated how powerless she was to stop it. Anything she could do to help, he had but to ask.
He shook his head. “No it’s not that, but thank you, MC.” His words were suffused with a warm gratitude that was somewhat shy. “It’s…actually…” His gaze moved to the floor, lips pursed until he managed to force the words out. “Would you have preferred it if Zen was the one to come instead of me?” She could see the faintest of blushes coloring the tips of his ears.
“Much as I would appreciate whoever came to deliver the things I need, I think I’d have to say no.” She hedged. His head shot up immediately to stare at her in surprise as her hands fiddled with the sheets, pulling at a stray thread on one of the corners as she her face flamed.
A slow smile she didn’t see overtook his face, more radiant than any he’d worn all his life. “Truly?” He asked.
She nodded, mortified and unable to look at him and down-spiraling as usual. God he was going to think she was one of those crazy kids at school desperate to get his attention for all the wrong reasons, nice going you idiot. As if he doesn’t have enough girls hitting on him on a daily basis! Way to ruin everything, all he wanted was a real friend and you had to take it too far, stop being selfish and–
Her thoughts were halted in their tracks when she felt the velvet brush of lips and the lightest pressure on her forehead, her eyes widening and her cheeks darkening even further. All she could do was blink and stare at his crisp white collar, mouth slightly agape as he took a step back. He was blushing a bit too, despite his indulgent smile.
“Before you self-destruct,” He began, knowing all too well how she overthought things sometimes. Her brows would knit and her face would scrunch up in quiet horror in the most endearing way, though he always halted her before she could go too far with it and come to the wrong conclusion. “I like you too,” He revealed, his voice no louder than a murmur.
“O-oh.” Was all she could manage to say. Holy crap holy crap holy crap this was not a drill, Jumin liked her plain ass back. At this rate, she was going to need a hospital for an entirely different reason. She had liked him for a long time, but never wanted to make him uncomfortable with the expectation of something more considering the kinds of experiences he’d had with women all his life.
“But the most important thing right now is your health,” He continued, wrapping a spare blanket from the closet around her shoulders. “We can address this more as soon as you’ve rested. In the meantime, don’t hesitate to call on me if you need anything.” His voice was as stern as it was sincere, largely because MC was stubborn to a troublesome degree about asking for help. He didn’t want her to hesitate, even if all she wanted was to talk. “Feel better, MC.” Shooting her another one of his delightful small smiles, he climbed back out and down the tree, heading home to tell his father about another impromptu student council meeting no doubt.
Her hands came up to cover her face, trying to hold in the shrill scream climbing up her throat. He had to be the cutest combination of awkward and charming she’d ever seen. Hoping it wasn’t a fever dream and giddy for tomorrow, she got to work on the day’s assignments so that she could go to bed early.
She pulled the blanket he had retrieved for her closer in the hopes that she would warm more quickly, which made her notice it was her favorite one: the gray one. The one she had draped over his shoulders when he’d appeared one night, eyes wide and terrified; desperate to be as far away from what she assumed to be his home. It had been raining heavily and she hadn’t known him all that well yet, but he had seemed trustworthy enough at school. So she pulled him inside without a second thought despite the lack of explanation. She then led him to the living room and asked him to wait in the quietest voice she could manage, only moving when she saw him nod imperceptibly. She didn’t ask him any questions, just prepared Earl Grey tea–thank God Jihyun had gushed about him to her– and chose the blanket because it had matched his striking eyes. The ones that had seemed so dull and clouded when she first met him, like the mist that guards a heavily fortified fortress. After pouring the tea and setting up the couch for him to stay the night, she remembered asking him if he wanted a book or a movie or something to help him fall asleep, to which he replied that she pick her favorite movie. The next two hours was spent watching Disney’s Beauty and the Beast. She’d hoped the music and the intricate artwork would help him grow drowsy, but it was clear he was wide awake throughout even though he was still as a statue. She would have been worried if it hadn’t been for the sound of his even breathing filling the silence. He’d seemed remarkably poised and implacable at school, like nothing could ever faze or deter him. So what on Earth had the power to make him withdraw into himself to this degree?
When the movie was over she turned off the lights and found the newest book she’d intended to read, pulling up a chair deliberately in between him and the front door. Soon after that, his eyes closed and the next time she looked up he was sound asleep. Her jaw set at the sight, remembering the strange but strong scent of perfume that clung to his chest when she’d wrapped the blanket around him. If anybody came looking for him–no matter who it was– she was going straight to the police. That morning, they left the house and she accompanied him to retrieve his things before they left for school as if nothing had ever happened.
To this day, she thanked her rarely lucky stars that her own family had been gone for the weekend and she had been able to let him stay somewhere safe for the night.
After the incident she noticed little changes in his demeanor each day; a pencil appearing on her desk before she could ask for one, a question she’d written while taking notes answered in an elegant script on her page when she returned to class from the restroom, notes brought to her house when she was ill just like today. His attempts at conversation were still tentative, but much more apparent than before, and she always responded with her full attention. It didn’t take long for their conversations to run deeper than they ever would have imagined, engrossed to the point where entire hours would pass without their knowledge. Soon they were inseparable; she couldn’t remember being so close to somebody all her life.
She buried her face in the blanket, the memory from two years ago bittersweet. Her heart would always break at the thought of what he might have lost that night, but she always hoped he would remember it for the same reasons that she did. The start of a wonderful friendship and the slow emergence of a lifelong love.
I’m sorry I kind of got carried away with this AU idea, but I hope you like it anyway??? Thank you for enabling my endless thirst somebody please protect this boy he is all I think about.
Oh yes! I do! Not as many as Saeran but I do! Here are a few;
- Like his twin, he loves eye contact during sex - He likes sex to be slow and passionate. - He also likes to refer to it as making love because that’s what he does to you. - You are the only thing existence when you two are intimate. - Loves teasing. - Like shit this boy just LOVES to take it slow. - Loves to eat you out - Loves hearing you during sex - And watch your face as you orgasm. - It is the most beautiful thing to him. - Does have a public sex kink tho. - He loves to role play - Does not get horny easily and can/will wait it out. - Will deny himself orgasm.
watched the movie for better accuracy and its quite interesting and
then I listened to the musical and I saw a musical version of it.
I not do all for research but it was good so I did not mind.
hope this is what you wanted !
are in a relationship with MC and they know what profession she has.
MC here I can rewrite it for a male MC if anyone wants that
was really happy as he found out that you are a musical actress after
that he would keep his eyes open for a chance to act with you.
one day he sees the perfect chance for that they plan to play
heathers and they hold auditions.
is really exited and he auditions as J.D while you want to do
both are getting really exited after you get the parts.
spams the chat and annoys everyone with countless selfies of himself
are more moderate about it but you are more then happy to play with
Zen as he is but you try to keep professional.
practice a lot with Zen he really loves to rehearsal with you
specially “Dead girl walking” you two practice that song a lot.
says its just for practice but you know he just has too much fun with
performance is a great success even when the ending makes Zen really
emotional but he just loves doing a musical with you.
waits for more opportunity´s like this your fans and his fans join
forces since everybody ship you two really hardcore.
is proud that his girlfriend is a musical actress he loves to see
is happy that you got the new role but then you tell him you play
with Zen as your male lead.
really does not like that so much specially when he watches the movie
and then he hears the songs.
of all he finds the story kind of scary and the love scene really
brothers him but he does not want to stop you either.
is really conflicted but he decides to support you since he knows he
can trust you but he definitely can´t trust Zen.
is jealous that you will have some intimate scenes with Zen and he
does not like how much time you spend with him.
often picks you up from rehearsals and he keeps an close eye on Zen.
know how much it´s bothering Yoosung so you invite him to a dress
likes your performance a lot till the song he fears the most -Dead
feels really bad when he sees what you are doing with Zen even when
you told him before head how it´s done.
just feels bad about this the rest of the rehearsal he thinks why you
are with him when you could be with someone like Zen for sure.
the show you see how bad Yoosung really feels you tell him it´s just
pretend you not even really kiss you offer him to do the song with
him and he agrees even when he is nervous.
this he understands it a bit better.
when you will have to make sure he knows that you are only love him.
soon as she knows that you are also a musical actress just like Zen
she is fangirling just as hard about you.
loves all your performances so much she goes to every single one of
Jaehee hears that you are auditioning for the same musical as Zen she
double fangirls and she is almost more exited then you are when you
get the part.
supports you 10000percent she insists on you to watch the movie with
her and she has bought the cd as well.
are very well prepared for the role thanks to her.
even does rehearsals with you at home she can play all roles once you
makes sure that Zen does stay professional with you since Jaehee
knows that you are 100percent professional.
the day of the opening show she got the best place possible.
got you a huge bouquet of flowers and she is just so sweet to you he
is your biggest fan ever and you offer her to become your manager
since she is obliviously the best for the job.
has some mixed feeling about you performing with other guys but Jumin
knows you love your work so he will not stop you.
supports you when ever he can even when you are not wanting him to
pull strings for you.
just rather make it with your talent then with Jumins money and he
likes how devoted you are.
is happy that you got a lead role and he does not mind so much that
Zen plays a role too at least till Jumin hears he will be the male
lead and there are kisses and a love scene in the musical.
does really not like that he feels like Zen is not professional
enough to play with you as their partner.
talks to you about this he wants you to put the role down but you
really want to play it and you also see that Jumin only focuses on
that love story part even when that is only a small part of the play.
you show him the movie and then he understands it a bit better and
then he does some research -aka he asks Jaehee- about love scenes and
kisses in musicals and he finds they all make believe so that makes
it easier for him.
rents out the entire theater for his visit on the opening night –
even when you told him not to do that-
also made sure that Zen knows that he does only act with you and
nothing more -he threatening his with bringing Elizabeth the 3rd
to his next performance if Zen does not behave-
first was a bit worried since you are a public person and with his
job he has to life in the shadows.
still supports you 100percent and more then often you are wearing so
heavy makeup that no one recognizes you anyways and you are more shy
then Zen too and you are really so important to him that he accepts
your Job after a while.
when he sees how much passion you put in to your work he ends up
really enjoying your plays even when he only watches Videos of your
you tell him about your new role he is happy and he does not really
mind that it´s with Zen.
knows that Zen is a good guy and you both are professional actors.
later does some research about Heathers and he sees the movie , what
his much darker then he expected.
he also finds out about that love scene and that brothers him he does
trust you of course but he just can´t stand the image of you doing
that with Zen on stage even when its only an act.
tell him over and over again that you only love him and even show him
how you make it look real.
still feels a bit insecure but he does not stop you.
the opening night he is actual their for the first time ever you are
surprised to see him after the show is over and you jut are so happy
you hug him and kiss him and their he knows he never actual had
anything to worry about.
likes your profession and he loves to see you on stage -yes he can
see is this-
is their by every performance you give and he loves taking pictures
of you in costume.
made your set card and he always supports you 100percent in what ever
role you want to play.
is is your biggest fan no doubt about it.
does not brother him at all when he hears that you get to play with
Zen after all he is also a friend of Zen.
trusts both of you too so he does see nothing wrong with a love scene
or a kiss scene maybe it is was a stranger but he knows Zen and he
knows that Zen is a professional.
comes to your opening show and he enjoys it even when the love scene
brothers him a bit in the end.
would never tell that to you though so he comes backstage and you ask
him what he thinks and he tells you how much he loved the play.
you notice that he is slightly bothered by something so you ask him
if he is alright he does not really tell you his thoughts but you
think you get him and give him a kiss and tell him that you are only
loving him that works on him and he goes back to be cheerful again.
does not mind that you are musical actress but he does mind that you
play with males.
took him very long to trust you but he does not strangers and its
only worth with males.
often tries to stop you from plays where you play with a male lead.
love being a musical actress though and you tell him that its all
just show he is not very happy with it but he really does not want to
loose you so he just lets you do what you want.
does not go to your show though since he would not be able to stand
not much different when you get the role in Heathers and actual it´s
a better at first that he knows Zen.
when Zen has a certain flirty attitude Zen always keeps his distance
and when Saeran tells him to back down he is not offended.
when he finds out that there is a love scene and how it will look
-since he looked a video from a stage play of it-
makes him really angry he really does not want you to do this at all
he feels really betrayed by you to do this to him.
show him the whole scene to show it´s just make believe there is not
much actual skin contact nor is it as bad as it might looks.
does not mind it when you do it to him but to Zen seems still quite
bad to him.
when you ask Zen to show it with you for him it really does not make
you want to play the part and that one scene is just a small part of
it so what can you do?
try to convince the director to chance the scene a bit so you are not
really to see or that you are not lighted so much but there is no way
the sake of Saeran you want to give the role up even when you want to
play it you don´t want to make Saeran sad.
already pulled threw a lot for the sake of your carrier you know it
hurts him its not really worth it to make him feel bad.
Saeran hears you talk to Zen about this on the phone how you want to
give it all up just for him since you just love him so much he
realizes that it was stupid of him to be jealous like this you love
him you will not cheat or leave him for anyone.
just a act so he tells you to not quit and that you better play the
best Victoria their ever was.
course you promise him that and you also tell him again that he means
the world to you and that you are really happy with him.
keeps an extra close eye on you still but he knows deep down that you
will never leave him even when he is jealous of your male partners.
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