pj and i

Welp I doodled TH!PJ sooner than I thought! But I wouldn’t be able to post it until after the hiatus so I thought about submitting it to you! ^^
I’m excited to see what TH!PJ will do within this AU! (And yeee that’s original PJ in the corner complaining… but I love the design you did! ^^)

I hope you have an amazing day!
- @7goodangel

Star: This is soooooo amaaaazing 7goodangel <3 =w= I love your sketch so much and there’s original PJ >w> so complaining person! 

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I think this video just inspired me to finally cure my writer’s block.
Please watch this. 

I have decided that I want to exist solely in t-shirt dresses, plaid flannel, and leggings - though I’ll throw in the occasional skinny jean for variation.

I just want to be COMFORTABLE in clothes that feel like pajamas all day long. Is that so much to ask? (Musings brought to you by the fact that I bought my first t-shirt dress. If it works out, I’m getting five other colors and then just buying a crap ton of crazy leggings and tights. You guys. I’m gonna be so flipping cozy.)

Wow, I finally changed my pj shirt, it’s a revolution.😂

I’ve got like 3 assignment due in the matter of two days next week… as in Monday and Tuesday…
So… send the positive vibes my way, you know the drill, thank you in advance.😇🌞🙌🏻✨

howlingremus  asked:

odd question, but what's it like having a sister on tumblr?

if you would have asked me this in like… 2011-2012 i would have been mortified that @ginnweasley followed me tbh. I was still really struggling with who I was and dealing with a loootttt of internalized homophobia and like not in a good place with who I was and tumblr was part of that escape. Honestly, I basically came out to pj by talking about my sexuality in my about page on here and then telling her to follow me lmao. But for me having her on tumblr in like a safe place where i can be 100% myself but still be closeted irl because of how scared I am is like oddly comforting?? Like I haven’t come out to anyone offline yet because 1) i live in a really rural and closed minded place so, fear and 2) i wish it wasn’t something that i have to do so anyway coming out to her informally on here without having to sit down and be like “yo pj i like girls thank u and goodbye” was super nice for me idk so that’s like the nicest thing about it but

it’s also super cool to be able to share a little slice of the internet with her that i feel like is super stigmatized like idk most people i know offline view tumblr as like a hub for ~social justice warriors~ which obviously isn’t a bad thing and there is a lot of amazing online activism done on this website but idk tumblr is viewed so negatively so being able to like verbally talk out loud about this website with pj is nice too 

also i love calling her out on here it’s like next level sibling rivalry shit basically i love pj and i’m glad that we’re close enough to share my little online safe space and idk if this answered your question but!!! sorry for getting all ~deep~ on ya here

it’s a sleepover!!

I was tagged by @ladykheft to do this question game; thank u comrade! 

Nicknames: KK, Kate 

Height: 5′6

Time right now: 7:00pm

Last thing I googled: The hell is going on anymore? (The current state of the US is very hard to keep track of ok)

Fave music artist: Oh gosh this is always hard! Um top right now 5 are Ghost, In Solitude, Tribulation, Taake, and Alcest

Song stuck in my head: Soil of the Corpse by Korpiklaani 

Last movie I watched: The original 1970′s Wicker Man. One of my favorites

Last TV show I watched: Forensic Files

What I’m wearing now: Black sweatshirt that says, “go to hell for heaven’s sake”, Pj pants, and socks

When I created this blog: My senior year of high school, it’s changed a lot since then (god I’m old)

The kind of stuff I post: Who the hell knows? Metal bands I like, art, movies, bad jokes. It’s a disaster 

Do I have other blogs: Nah, may make one for video games but I probably won’t.

Do I get asks regularly: Eh 

Why did I choose my URL: Based off the awesome Tribulation song

Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw

Pokemon team: Valor, but I got pressured in haha

Fave Colours: Dark purple, blue, grey, and black

Average hours of sleep: ????

Lucky number: 21

Favourite Characters: Most of the characters in Lord of the Rings. Ice Bear from We Bare Bears. Like most of the cast from Overwatch

Dream Job: I’m trying to go to grad school for child and adolescent psych, so something related to that

Number of blankets I sleep with:

Following: 335

I tag: @thethroneoffirenowbelongstome, @lucifer-is-the-light, @nerdgal-dorkski, @poisondracula, @coldestcaress and anyone else who wants to do it!!

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*shrugs* I-I have no idea either… but I completely blame nekophy (senpai) for this…

Palette couldn’t solve the puzzle… but the answer was right in front of him..

Palette Roller belongs to @angexci

Paper Jam belongs to @7goodangel​ (I am so sorry ;;;w;;; forgive me…)

Ink - @comyet​, Reaper - @renrink​, Dream - @jokublog​, Geno - @loverofpiggies​, Goth - @nekophy​…

anonymous asked:

Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?

Well… I have talked to people and seen public conversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guess I’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that I haven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school. 

I just can’t update constantly like others - even though some others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keep going around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting to me… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have. 

I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to go around better… but anyway - back to your question. 


While I love seeing interpretations and do not want people to be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s proving that a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lot of people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, did get PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from the beginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is my fault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something to make it not as bad as it is now… 

It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume the first thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really am not needed for my own character at points. 

It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stop interpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him as an innocent child to ship with Fresh. 

And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it. 

But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too late for me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life that PJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopeless battle to me. 

And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so then I can fully say my thoughts on this. 

So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuff it out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that already with saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me, frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in the first place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care about artists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like they have a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of those titles. 

People misspell my username all the time - I actually claimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.

People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ” when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki. 

People still go around arguing others on the canon ship of OmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people are pointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going around with information.

Even just basic personality traits… and these things are happening on sites that I do not nor want an account for. 

I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’t know… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? I want to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story… and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - but close. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his role with another character. I’m still weighing options.

Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much time and thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…

And what happens?

…well.

You said it Anon. 

They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now people think it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not much free-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just back talking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it. 

As an artist and a character designer…

It makes me not want to show designs, characters, and stories ever again online.

Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one… why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress, frustration, and time… why even try it again?

I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it, it didn’t really matter. 
I think I should have stuck with that thought process. 

In conclusion, there are some major things to take away here. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the point of arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get the different AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained from this – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority of PJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my original character that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took my character and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaning is lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put my foot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeating things over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. I just want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could be focusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they all claim as truth.

Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creating characters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The Amino UT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has made many artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandom entirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at what they are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’s player’s videos of it again. 

And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’s personality and actions. 

I do not want anyone to experience what I had.