pierce the veil saved me

You may see tattoos, piercings, and rebellion, but their fans see acceptance, individuality, and revolution. You hear screaming and insults to your precious society, their fans hear hope and criticism of your distorted society. This is not a genre of hatred and insults, this is a genre of self-love and acceptance. This is punk music.
—  S.S.

Here are a few of my heroes. Andy biersack, vic fuentes, kellin quinn, oliver sykes, lawrence taylor and My Chemical Romance. Andy, oli, vic, kellin and MCR have been there for me in the darkest of times. 2013 was a time when i didn’t want to live anymore. I had given up. Those amazing people and their bands helped me to get through everything. I thought that was the worst time but i was wrong. The battle has just started. All the voices in my head, all the hallucinations and all the traumas i have had take my power. I break down crying and screaming… feeling like burning inside. Still i stand up every day. Every day starts with these bands… even now i have the breakdown and i’m listening to bmth. I knew this wouldn’t be easy. DID, dissociative identity disorder is what i have. I’m afraid to get close… to have new friends. I’m a lunatic for those who do not know what DID is. This would never have been my choice…to get DID. Every help i can get is needed.. cause i can’t do this on my own…i lose the battle often but never the war. The feeling of drowning, burning inside and being so anxious and scared all the time feels like hell. But this is what life is.. without these 6 bands i would have given up long time ago💔 while she sleeps is so important to me… all the lyrics and meanings are important for the whole system❤️ thank you andy, oli, vic, kellin, lawrence, MCR for saving me❤️

Me

I’m literally so scared for the future.Im afraid of failing everything,all my friends have an idea of what they want to do in the future and I’m just stuck here,not knowing what to do,fearing every move i make,drifting in and out of deep depression.Drugs make me forget about all those things and I can just be happy for a while.I’m scared I’m going to fail all my exams,not get into a college or even finding a job.To be quite honest,I don’t think I’ll even make it that far…

does music ever hit you so hard that you get really emotional and you can’t function so you just sit there for hours

Mitch Lucker of Suicide Silence (R.I.P.), Kellin Quinn of Sleeping With Sirens, Vic Fuentes of Pierce The Veil, Danny Worsnop of We Are Harlot (previously in Asking Alexandria), Ronnie Radke of Falling in Reverse (Previously in Escape The Fate), Oliver Sykes of Bring Me The Horizon and Austin Carlile of Of Mice And Men (Previously in Attack Attack!)

All of whom are heroes in my eyes