it hurts that I always try so hard for people and they don’t even care what I do for them. I tear myself apart just to make someone smile and even if it ends up hurting me instead. I always see people doing everything for others but for me, they can’t even stand up for me. It’s like if I’m just a person they go to when they’re bored someone that is not relevant or important to their lives when they mean a lot to me. I rather have no one then have people who don’t love me the same way as I love and care for them.