pharmacy night


So I’m back from my France trip! Here’s some photos from my insta lol.

Dont ever look up reviews for the company you work for.

So i work for a mail order pharmacy and last night i got damn curious. I googled the company i worked for. For laughs i said. People are always saying how horrible the reviews are gor us and they didnt lie. But the thing is while reading the little sob stories and complaints i noticed how privelged these people were. They were complaining about stuff we couldnt even help with. Things that were out of our hands. But like most privelged first world people they expect us to be able to do everything to make them happy even illegal shit. People don’t understand next time you are mad because Walmart wont do something a small business would its because big business cant do it most of the time legally. Like Medicare requires us to treat everyone equal. The FDA requires certain legal documents to be regarded as such. Most of my job is listening to people complain about how unfair things are. I put them on mute and say oh well its unfair that i dont have a unicorn.


i ran out to the pharmacy to get night-night cold medicine and a few other things and got drenched. but it’s cool because i got to see a guy with a great ass wearing great jeans… tight enough to see the shape, just loose enough to see the jiggle.

what? i’m sick and miserable and need to take my pleasures where i can find them!

also, there’s a new flavor of talenti. cinnamon peach biscuit. color me intrigued.

Thoughts and dreams...

Apparently I’m a morning person now… even when I try and sleep in late, my internal clock keeps waking me up around 830am. I’m wondering if it’s actually the roofers working on the building next door that’s causing it.

I filed a complaint about the pharmacy issue last night, I haven’t heard back, but I intend to pursue that to the fullest. Reading online, apparently the 24hr pharmacy has a tendency to just take the phone off the hook late at night sending everything to the voicemail even after it’s full. :| NOT acceptable.

My chest feels clear this morning so far, i’ve cleaned out a ton of green crud from my nose, but the sinus pressure in my forehead is down too. Maybe I might get away with this one without ending up in the hospital!!!! Here’s hoping! The nights are always the worst part but.. we’ll see :)

I had a weird dream last night, made weirder by today’s news.

I used to be a huge nascar fan, even went to a bunch of races! In fact, one of the first races I ever went to was one of the first races Dale Jr ever raced at the nascar level, the 97 Fontana busch race! We had pit passes so we got to meet him and I’ve got his autograph somewhere, but at the time, well… no one thought he’d be anything special to be honest. When they rolled his car off the hauler, you could tell they were working off of hand me downs and scrounging up anything they could find! They even had a bucket out for the crew like a tip jar to help buy them lunch lol. It was fun though, it was fun walking through the BGN pits back then, you could talk to everyone from the crew chiefs to the drivers, and it was a great experience…. I probably still have the photos somewhere!

But the reason I bring that up is last night I dreamt I was invited over to the a bbq at a friends house and Jr was there, and my buddy Ed who i went to the race was there, and it turned out to be a retirement party for Jr where we all swapped stories of how we met and our favorite moments and stuff like that.

Why is that so weird? Because I haven’t watched a nascar race or thought about nascar in years and years. I don’t even follow anyone on here who posts about it, or on facebook either. So … outta site outta mind. I’ve had 0 thoughts about it either, just… hasn’t come up.

Why is it even weirder? Today he announced his retirement apparently!

Freaky when stuff like that happens :| But, good for him for putting his health and safety first, and his kid too. He had a good run.

im frustrated w/ myself because i didnt get my effexor last night (thanks, pharmacy) and so i was super out of it this morning and there was a lot i wanted to talk about at therapy that i didnt; i talked about derealizing but not the fact that i get visual distortions and idk if it even matters

i do like the new therapist, though. shes easier to talk to than my old one i think


I don’t usually walk to the pharmacy at night, but when I do, I try to go around the same there have been Red Robin sightings on the same block. Maybe he likes a quiet place to read his library books?

Mother Novak, bent over the edge of the bed in her slip. Her spine claws through the purple silk like the ribs of mountains, austere and lonely. You wonder how many people died trying to cross the plains of her back, how many prisoners she made from her grim heart. Your mother, with her glass eyes and spider fingers, a string of white pearls wrapped round her wrist like a rosary, praying into the cold silence of her bedroom. In the mornings, her room smells of dust and decay, like the insides of a pink lung.

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I work in a pharmacy and the other night one of our regulars came to drop off their script for their ADHD medication . They were on their phone with headphones in but nonetheless very polite as usual. They dropped their rx & license with the Rph and then walked away. Rph called their name….then 2 more times. They were so distracted that they didn’t hear her b/c by then they had taken their headphones out. They came back 10 minutes later and she it gave it to them. Then they came back again and said “I’ve come to pick up my ADHD meds and I’ve lost my license” and burst out loud laughing. It was good to see that they had a sense of humor about that. They were on the far end of the spectrum and I just wish people who don’t believe that ADHD is a real condition could meet people like that and develop a better
understanding that they’re not making it up.

This could be about me.