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Part of the Pandora Hearts gift exchange! This one’s for Dweebunny! Hope you have a lovely winter break! <3

  • Blake: *had enough of Yang ignoring her existence and finally confronted her* I ran away because I care for you!
  • Yang: Stop.
  • Blake: I have no other-
  • Yang: Blake, STOP!
  • Blake: I'm sorry, Yang!
  • Yang: I've left it behind. I'm over it. I have moved on already.
  • Blake: *grabs yang by her collar* Yang, I know that that's a lie. Yang, I am not dumb. Trying to find excuses not to talk to me since I've arrived... Refusing to look at me in the eye... Pretending I don't exist... I know you haven't moved on! You're still holding that grudge against me and you know it!
  • Yang: What do you want me to do, Blake? After all what you did to me? Blake, you left without saying goodbye. You just disappeared, Blake. Then when we meet again, do you expect me to say "Hey Blake, how are you?" "I'm fine. You?" "I'm good. After I left you and the team behind, yeah, I'm still good."
  • Blake: Yang, Adam will kill you.
  • Yang: I know that, Blake. From what you've told us about him, you think I wouldn't know that he could kill? I know, he'll kill me the moment I raced in there trying to save you.
  • Blake: Yang, that's what I don't want to happen. I don't want you to get killed. I want you to live. I care for you so much that I don't want you to die. I just want you to live... *starts sobbing*
  • Yang: HOW DARE YOU DECIDE FOR THE BOTH OF US? HOW DARE YOU DECIDE FOR ME, BLAKE? *fighting back her own tears*
  • Blake: *tightens her grip on Yang's collar* I know he'll come back for you. He said so himself, he will destroy everything I care about. When he say things, he meant them. At that moment, that was the right thing to do. That was the only thing I could do. And at that moment, all I could think of is that I want you to live. I care for you that much...
  • Yang: So you're saying that you chose for me to live? That's how you show you care for me? That's it? Okay, let's say what you said were true, that he will really kill me, that I will die... BUT, BLAKE, WHY DIDN'T YOU RUN TOWARDS ME? BOTH OF US CAN TAKE HIM. We could’ve fought Adam together. But what did you do? You abandoned me at MY WORST. *reminisces how she was framed up during her fight with Mercury, losing an arm, Weiss being taken away, Ruby leaving, the thought of how her mother left her as well*
  • Blake: *loosens her grip on Yang* I'm so sorry...
  • Yang: You choose to run away with Sun. Because of what, huh? Because it was the right thing to do?
  • Blake: No! Sun had nothing to do with this. But even if I choose to stay at your side that time, what do you plan for us to do? Hide? Run away until your wounds were healed? YOU JUST LOST AN ARM BECAUSE OF HIM! And then what? Who else will be sacrificed in all of this? Your family? My family? Our friends?
  • Yang: And you think I would let that happen, Blake? Apparently yes, because you didn't trust me. I told you to slow down and not to rush to your own demise because I care for you. I believed in you and I meant it when I said you're not one to back down from a fight even if you say otherwise. I have been honest to you the whole time and I trust you to do the same for me. I trust you so much that I would do anything for you. But you left. You choose to give up on me. You didn't trust me. Why won't you trust me, Blake?
  • Blake: Because I'm scared! Because that's what I do best! To run away! And I… *voice cracks*...I just really wanted you to live...
  • Yang: If that's the case, then you shouldn't have bothered saving me when I lost consciousness back then, Blake. You should've ran away and saved yourself. Because I would rather die knowing that I have saved you. Because I would rather die believing that you trusted me, Blake. *pauses a bit before continuing* By knowing that you've left me just like that proves that you don't trust me... And it hurts. It felt like you just stabbed me. You just keep on killing me over and over again.
  • --- *long pause... Blake was speechless and so was Yang...*
  • Yang: Just leave me alone. And next time, don't you ever bother me again about this. And don't you dare ask for our friends' help about us, because as far as I'm concerned, my business with you is over. *removes Blake's hands off her gently and starts leaving*
  • Blake: *stayed in her position, still sobbing* I'm sorry if that's how you feel. But I would like you to know that seeing you alive, seeing your relationship with Ruby staying strong, knowing that you're still helping us out even if you refuse to recognize my existence, I'm happy. And for that, I don't regret any decision I made. And if we have to get back to that time all over again, I still would do that because that's my way to show that I ca-- that I love you, Yang.

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Pre-order period: 2016年11月30日(水)~ 12月18日(日)

Release: 2017年6月下旬

You know what guys? I was reading ph once again and I remembered how smart and clever Mochizuki-sensei really is, writing complex and intricate plots that make us believe something but always prove us wrong. So we’ve got to be pretty careful while reading VnC and we shouldn’t take anything for granted, even things that seem obvious, because you all know that our minds will be blown once again.