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I don’t like to unintentionally wake up at 3 am. People said that’s the time the forces of evil are strong. I guess it’s true. My demons are my chaotic thoughts, my regrets and hideous fears which are just there in the corner, follow me like a shadow, always ready to consume me. They seep in my brain, run in my veins and inseparable with the air I breathe. They make the darkness at 3 am darker. But I need some sleep, it’s the only thing that doesn’t hurt.. So I curl up in bed, pull the blanket around me, slowly close my eyes and whisper I’m stronger than the darkness inside me…
—  Written at 3am by Ben Amour