I love Aldrich so much it’s not even mathematecally calculable. Scribbles of his pre transformation form, when he was still a huge bitch, both inside and out. Sulyvahn only appears once but believe me, he’s in every one of these scenes.
Omg wait! I've been like "where the fuck is Gabby" and "whos this person I randomly followed with the same placements as her". IT ONLY JUST CLICKED NOW! YOU CHANGED YOUR PF PIC AND EVERYTHING OML. WHY YOU BE TRICKING US!
I’VE HAD THIS THEME FOR LIKE… A WEEK HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
But honestly… same. I trick myself all the time and I be forgetting I changed my theme. I remember when I changed it to this I was like:
“Now you were standing there right in front of me. I hold on scared and harder to breathe…”
You sing his song while playing your guitar at your room. You’ve just called it quits ‘coz both of you felt that some things are never meant forever, just like your relationship. It has been months and you can see how he and Kendall get along so well. And you’re here in your room, still singing his songs, still wondering what he’s doing and though you obviously deny it, still caring on how the heck he is.
You peeked on your phone beside you. No calls. No texts. No DMs. No everything. He’s so moved on and you’re not. He’s so over and here you are, locking yourself in your room. You haven’t cried ever since, holding back each tear would be the hardest ones but you manage to do it. You went down to check what’s for dinner and you saw news on TV saying Kendall is spotted with Harry on the Eagles’ concert and you immediately grab the remote from your annoying sibling and turn off the TV.
“What is that!? Somebody’s getting jealous,” she teased you and you rolled your eyes.
“I’m not,” you answered, getting some chips to bring in your room. You just turn on the music player and put some headsets and listen to The Script. They’re songs somehow spoke your feelings and suddenly you hear your phone rang. Apathetically, you walked to the drawer to see it and an unknown number flashes on the screen. You sighed, expecting it was Harry.
“Hello,” you answered then yawn.
“Hey, it’s me,” spoke by the one on the other line with a slow, husky voice. You froze and felt weak. You hold on to the chair to help you grab a hold of yourself, making sure you won’t fall. You can’t speak.
“On your window?” he said and you immediately sweep the curtain and there he is, standing outside the gates.
You ended the call and can’t speak of anything besides “oh my god,”
You grab your oversized sweatshirt and ran outside, ignoring your sister asking where you will go. And he’s really there. You secretly pinched yourself so many times to check if this wasn’t a dream but its reality. You walked up to him, keeping your composure and being the toughest form of you you’ll ever know.
“Let’s have a short walk?” he asked and you nodded.
You can smell his scent. His usual fragrant, masculine perfume with a strong scent of brandy too.
“Were you drinking?” you asked him, hands on your pocket.
“Yes,” he answered. He swiped a look on you from head to toe.
“You’re getting skinnier,” he commented.
“Is that a compliment?”
“Nope. Should I say thinner so that it would sound more of a comment than compliment?”
You smiled. But your insides are melting each second of this moment. Here you are, taking the late night walks you used to have with him and the part that kills it is he manages to talk to you with so much casualness. He sounded like talking to someone he just met seconds ago and starts befriending it. More of like… strangers.
“So how’s Kendall?” you asked casually, though it really hurts inside. And you felt you’ve been hit by a car when he smirked sweetly at your question.
“She’s pretty good,” is what he just said and silence took over the both of you.
You looked at the sky and spoke…
“I hope you’re happy. I really do,”
You can’t take this anymore. No, this isn’t right. Stop denying. You know that you should be with him. You know him better than anyone else in the world. You know that he needs you and you’re the only one who could make him smile like those he used to flash to you every single morning. But pain keeps on hushing your mouth. And tears start to form on the side of your eyes so you just bow your head and prepare to return to your house.
“I’m sorry, but I think I need to go. It was really nice talking to you again,” you said. You stood up and turn your back and he’s still there, sitting on the grass, watching the stars. When you’re just couple of steps away, you heard him sing…
“I promised one day that I’d bring you back a star. I caught one and it burned a hole in my hand, oh…”
You felt tears racing from your cheeks and you cannot hide it anymore. All the pain you’ve been holding for so long was finally freed by his voice.
“Seems like these days, I watch you from afar. Just trying to make you understand,”
“Stop,” you muttered and covered your ears when somebody locked his arms around you from the back.
“I’m sorry…” he muttered before resting his head on your shoulders.
“For all the troubles and heartaches I caused. For all the hate you received. For all the days I’m being a jerk. For everything you’re heart complained. For every, little bloody things and craps, I’m sorry…”
“You've endured so much more than someone could handle and here I am, wanting a new start. A fresh one, so if you could give me that one chance, you’d be saving a life,”
You’ve faced and hugged him back and he strokes your hair as you cried every tear you kept for a while. He kisses you hair and smiles, knowing that he got everything he needs and it is you. And he sang…
OK DO FIRST OFF THAT WAS THE GUCKING BEST LKKE ORGANISATION WAS TOP NOTCH I GOT HUGS FROM LARRY I GOT CONVERSATIONS I GOT TO MAKE NOUIS GIGGLE IM SO
LITERALLY BEST ORGANISATION I WAS PNE PF YHE LAST SO WE GOT TO SIT AND WATCH THEM AND WE COULD SEE THEM MESSING AROUND BEFORE WE CAME IN THE ROOM AND BC WE ALL GOT TIME WITH THEM EVERYONE WAS CHILL SEXURITY DIDNT FUCK WITH ANYONE LIKE PRESTON WAS SO NICE???
AND YHE BOYS HOLY FUCKING AHIT THEYRE SP SWEET AND SMILEY AND LOUIS DREW A DICK ON THE POSTER ON LIAMS HEAD AND ZAYN DREW A FACE AND WAS SP SMILEY WHEN I COMPLIMENTED HIM ON IT AND ZAYN HAD A PONYTAIL!!!!!!!!!! AND HARRY KEPT MESSING WITH HIS HAIR AND HE SMELLS SP NOCE AND HES SUCH A GENTLEMAN AND I HUGGED HIM AND LOUIS WAS SO ENTHUSIASTIC WHEN I ASKED FOR A HUG AND HE CALLED ME BABE AND THEIR MANAGEMENT TOOK PICS OF US HAVING A HUG I THINK AS WELL AA ONE WITH ME STOOD WITH THEM
AND NIALL AND LOUIS HAD AN ATGUMENT ABT FOOTBALL BC MY DADS A DONCASTER FAN AND NIALL HAD JUST BEEN GIVEN A DERBY SCARD AND I SAID SOMETHING DUMB AND THEY GUGGLED
LOADS PF PROFESSIONAL PICS WE AAW ALL THEIR MESS FRON PREVIOUS INTERVIEWS AND OH MY HOD OT QAS AMAZING I GOT A SOLID COUPLE PF MINUTES WITH THEM FUCKKKKK