personally i really love this suit

bts;; maknae line’s petnames for their gf

Originally posted by tanktoptiger

jimin ☆

baby or my love are definitely jimin’s go-to petnames. obviously he worships the ground his girlfriend walks upon, so he’ll choose something more delicate, which will show his love for you. he’s so soft for you that these are usually all he refers to you as, aside from your name of course.

Originally posted by 2hear

taehyung ☆

taehyung really strikes me as more of a babygirl or sweetheart type of person. since he’s very much into more aesthetic looking things, i’ve always canon’d him to be into aesthetic sounding things as well, if that makes sense. i just think it suits him really well also, which is another reason.

Originally posted by kawaiimoonlight

jungkook ☆

babe, in my opinion, is what jungkook drifts toward in terms of petnames. it can be quite playful depending on the tone, which i find very fitting for him. baby is another i can see him using, due to how endearing and soft it is. baby is used in more romantic or serious settings, whereas babe is quite casual and works just about any time.

Peter’s homemade suit

Can I just talk about how proud Peter was with his homemade Spider-Man suit? In the beginning of the film, he wasn’t aware that Tony Stark made him a suit so the kid brought his own costume. When he was filming everything he said “Okay, Peter. You got this. You got this.” while looking at the mirror looking nervous but excited at the same time because out of all the people, he was going to help Mr. Stark fight Captain America. 

So when Happy said, “What are you wearing?” Peter was so confused and the camera showed him looking down to his outfit while saying in such an innocent way, “It’s my suit!”

You can tell it in his tone of voice that this was something he was very proud of. He most likely even sewn it himself. It’s something a 15-year-old with not much allowance can come up with. It wasn’t about just looking cool (for a kid), it was something that he would be wearing around comfortably, swinging here and there. I mean, it’s made up of a hoodie, long sleeved shirt, and joggers. Tony may have made fun of it and called it pajamas, but it’s something Peter was happy about because he designed it himself and you can even notice the spider symbol on his hoodie chest was drawn using a sharpie. He didn’t have resources but he improvised.

His homemade web-shooters? According to the Art of the Movie book, his web shooters have two separate cases that contained two chemicals and when he presses the button, it mixes as it moves forward to produce his webbing. That’s pretty darn neat that he came up with it and manufactured it himself. And I absolutely loved the fact that he was making his web fluid during chemistry lab class in secret when his teacher wasn’t looking and that’s just pretty realistic because again, he didn’t have the materials at home. He’s a dumpster diver and I wouldn’t be surprised if his web-shooters initially came from that.

And his mask? It can squint and everything and then I realized, he made it especially like that because his senses are dialed to 11 and he needed to focus because there was just too much input for him. As much as possible, he’d like to prevent sensory overload. I liked the fact Tony took this into consideration as well since the new suit was able to do that too.

Peter’s a resourceful kid and I loved that about him. So when Happy showed him the new and improved suit made by Tony Stark, he was so over the moon and went “Oh my god. I-I… I don’t understand. Is it… is it for me?!” It was just so pure and the innocence around it was amazing.

And honestly? He deserved it. He deserved it so much and I’m so happy for him that he got a multi-million dollar suit and yet he still kept his first suit.

[Article] BTS Is Back! The K-Pop Kings Talk Their New Album and Ever-Evolving Style

Just ahead of the release, the members sat down for an exclusive interview with Vogue to break down their new look and evolving personal style. Despite a long day of filming and dance rehearsals, they were in good spirits, laughing and chattering happily. “Let’s go!” J-Hope said. Here, we do.

Q. Tell us about the new visual concept for this album. What kind of style did you pick to express it?

Suga: It’s about boys falling in love. There are four versions of love, and we shot four different photos to show them. Though each one is different, the same feeling of love comes through in every shot. There’s a sense of playfulness, of friends hanging out comfortably at home in their free time, and that kind of fluttering feeling. Visually, we cover a lot of ground.

The lyrics and the music themselves are about finding your fate. In this album, we cover a wide range of songs: There are high-energy ones, very hip-hop ones. It’s quite diverse. To match it, the style covers a range of colorful, sporty, leisure, and boyish clothes. They go well together: powerful music, colorful clothes.

J-Hope: It’s very colorful and sporty, overall. I think there’s a slightly retro feel, too. Among the seven members, I think we each kind of bring out our hidden boyishness through our clothes.

Suga: It’s totally different. When we did You Never Walk Alone, we wore a lot of casual clothes. This time, it’s a lot flashier. Super colorful, yet more high-end and comfortable at the same time. More of that comforting feeling.

J-Hope: Right, this time we wanted to show more of that boyish style.

Q. How would you describe BTS’s style in general, looking back across your work?

Rapmon: Just style.

Jimin: Truthfully, we have a very energetic style, I would say.

Q. A lot has been said about the kind of individuality you hope to express as a band. Is that something that comes into play with your style, letting each member’s own persona come through?

Jimin: Of course; it’s important. With each new album, we do a lot of fittings. And each time we do those fittings, we talk a lot and always share our thoughts as we go. We put a lot of effort into looking for clothes that express ourselves and the feelings we want to express with each album’s concept. We want to show that, [but] without losing our individuality either.

V: I don’t think we have one signature. With each concept, we change it up completely and the styles have been so diverse. For “Boy in Luv,” we wore school uniforms. For “Blood, Sweat & Tears,” it was a range of suits and white shirts. As artists, we have to change our style to match each concept. We’re always changing, ever changing.

Q. Do you have a favorite piece you wore for this comeback?

Suga: I loved all the oversize shirts.

Jungkook: Me too. There’s a loose, navy chiffon shirt I wore with slacks that was particularly light and comfortable. I liked that a lot.

J-Hope: I liked wearing those basketball jerseys, and those ultra-colorful sweaters, too.

Rapmon: There was a really big windbreaker that I liked because it was so big.

V: I liked everything, but the accessories most of all. Particularly all the rings and earrings, I liked those the most.

Jimin: For me, it was the bright red shirt from “DNA.”

Q. Who do you think has changed the most since you debuted?

J-Hope: V?

Suga: V has changed a lot, and Jimin changed a lot.

Rapmon: Jungkook, too.

Q. In what way?

Jimin: We’ve all gotten old.

J-Hope: Our maknae line [the youngest members] has changed a lot. They are the youngest and looked it when we debuted, but now, they look more grown-up.

Jin: Like Jimin. Overall, his face changed from cute to sexy.

Q. What do you want most for this comeback?

Suga: To make the Billboard Hot 100 is my dream.

J-Hope: Let’s get it! Dream!

Rapmon: I would like all the members to be healthy.

J-Hope: Health!

Suga: It’s the most important thing, really.

Jimin: I would like to be 3 centimeters taller.

V: For real. I want to have wide shoulders like Jin.

Jimin: Me too [laughs]. For real.

Suga: If everyone could be happy, I would be happy.

J-Hope: Peace!

Jungkook: For me, I’d like to travel a lot. Anywhere would be great. And if I could learn to speak English and Japanese well, that would be great, too.

J-Hope: I also would like the members to be healthy and happy. And everyone else, all our fans.

Q. Any last words for your American fans?

J-Hope: Of course, American Army.

Suga: No matter what, our American Army is so big, and we are so very thankful to them. From now on, we want to put on even cooler performances, be cooler, be better, so look forward to it. Please, always look forward to it.

V: Thank you! We love American Army so much!

Q. Tell us about your personal style. What are you into lately?

V: In my case, I like to pick one piece that pops against everything else. I like flashy shirts, or I’ll wear a simple shirt with a fancy necktie. I also like vintage pieces, more standout ones. I’ll go to certain boutiques and look for clothes without labels. You can find a lot of nice unbranded shirts, and I wear those a lot.

Jimin: To be honest, I don’t think much about style, or “oh, this is my style,” that sort of thing. I follow my mood, which is so different day to day. Generally, I like a wide range of styles, but lately, I’ve been reaching for comfortable, simple things. Simple slacks and shirts.

Jungkook: Are you familiar with the term paealmot [fashion-know-nothing]? I don’t know anything about fashion. So for me, I reach for anything comfortable. I wear a lot of athleisure and workout clothes—sweatpants and sweatshirts—as I like to stay active.

Jin: I like to dress warmly, comfortably as I go around. Naturally I like easy fashion. My style is clean, polished, and gentle looking. Or you could say I prefer to wear big sweatshirts and hoodies.

J-Hope: I’m into streetwear, and more colorful looks. These days, bags have become more of a thing for me—these mini cross bags are so great.

Suga: These days I’m wearing a lot of Jordans, those sneakers. I’ve been wearing a lot of slippers, too, and comfortable clothes in general. I really like that kind of oversize fit.

Rap Monster: These days, I’m most into staying comfortable. I do have a lot of interest in Japanese brands, so I’ve been looking at cool Japanese hyungs [older brothers] and carefully studying their style. Brands like WTAPS, Visvim, I like a lot.

Q.  What is one item you can’t live without?

V: I like old-school, vintage-style glasses a lot. As for accessories, I really like them all.

Jimin: I like accessories a lot. Hats, caps, beanies, I like all of them. I also look for special standout earrings, rings, necklaces … I like to layer them on heavily.

Jungkook: I don’t like accessories all that much, except for hats. I like bucket hats and beanies a lot, and I sometimes wear rings or bracelets. I’m the kind of person that if I put it on once, I’ll leave it on forever.

Jin: I like silver accessories. I think they suit me well.

J-Hope: I like hats a lot—bucket hats, sun caps, beanies, and fitted caps. And like I said before, I like bags a lot. I like shoes that stand out, too. Lately, I’ve been wearing a lot of running shoes, the kind that look good with very wide pants.

Suga: I also love accessories, especially bracelets and rings. King rings, the really big ones. I’ll wear a lot of them at once.

Rap Monster: I like hats. As for a favorite … I like all of them, though? Really. I wear hats all the time.

Q.  How much interest do you have in fashion?

Jin: “How do I mix and match these things together … ” I tend to stand in front of the closet worrying like that.

Q.  Who is your style icon right now?

V: I don’t have a big role model at the moment, but later on, I would like to channel [actor] Ryoo Seung-bum [who is known for his unique style].

Jimin: I don’t have one exactly, but I like to look on the Internet for cool, well-dressed people and get inspired that way.

Jungkook: I am my own role model. I want to follow myself.

Jin: [Actor] Kang Dong Won. The clothes he wears, it’s the fit and style I like.

J-Hope: I like A$AP Rocky. How to put it … he dresses on-trend, but he also dresses for himself. He’s made his own style. It’s hip, but has a clean, polished kind of feel. That whole A$AP Mob style, I like.

Suga: Like Jungkook, I don’t really have one. I just look for what I like and what I feel comfortable wearing.

Rap Monster: Cool hyungs I look up to, even people I pass on the street in Seoul. People dress so well here, it’s easy to get inspired.

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I have nothing to hide from you. Nothing. Porchey is a friend and yes, there are those who would have preferred me to marry him. Indeed, marriage with him might have been easier. Might have even worked better than ours. But to everyone’s regret and frustration the only person I have ever loved is you.

Victor’s Haircut

Am I the only one who thinks Victor might’ve cut his hair simply because he outgrew his old look? I know there’s a lot of symbolism in some cultures behind cutting hair–and I’d argue it’s at least associated with one type of change or another in general–but I just don’t know. To me, it’s just as likely that he no longer had an androgynous look and surprised the world by emerging looking like a suave, dashing man. It would certainly help to cultivate a more sophisticated image (as we all know Victor was always pretty sharp in the past when it came to his public image), or at least would re-vamp it.

Originally posted by vicchan

It could also be a mix of the two. Victor very clearly seems the type who doesn’t want to be repetitive, and I can see him growing bored with his long hair.

Originally posted by trustedealcosplayandcostume

Obviously, there’s no way to know for sure with what we’ve been given, but it’s just a thought. It’s one of those things that I feel is more left to interpretation, and I suppose I’m in a minority who doesn’t think it was necessarily a big life event or something of that sort that caused him to change it. Maybe it was, maybe it wasn’t. I just kind of see it as a way to separate the past and present Victor, but still show both as a part of him.

alieneur  asked:

The best part about how you ship Mchanzo is their mutual understanding of how they show affection to eachother. Don't get me wrong, I love fluffy, lovey Hanzo but it's so sweet to see how he shows his love and adoration through the really simple or mundane things and how Jesse sees and understands it regardless of how small. It suits Hanzo's character really well and would be a great transition of some personality change in a relationship. Thank u☆

aaaa this is so nice thank-you! yes same! i love hanzo showing indirect affection!

Ok but another soulmate au

Where the first quote that really meant something to your soulmate is written on your body. Just imagine person B has something really profound like ’ You are worth more than your productivity’ or ‘Nothing kills a man faster than his own head’ as their soulmark and A has a line for a TV show like 'IF EVERY PORK CHOP WAS PERFECT WE WOULDN’T HAVE HOT DOGS!’ or a line from a song like 'I love my ass I wanna shake it!’ And when they finally meet they’re just like 'OMG THIS QUOTE SUITS YOU SO MUCH!’ or B says 'Well now my quote just looks dumb’

anonymous asked:

Hey! How are you? Omgs I discovered your awesome solangelo drawings and yeeees you're going to draw Jason Grace :D I think your style is great, so much personality and you could draw (sometime if you like maybe?) Piper McLean. Your style suits her idk. Anyway, have a great day!

Hola) Not bad, thank you)
Thanx u very much, that’s really nice! 
I love Piper ♡ I’ve been wanting to do it, so…

Imagine your OTP both loving classical music but Person A loves a composer that Person B hates. They argue all the time about who wrote the best music but their arguments always end up in a hot and heavy make-out session until Person A accuses Person B of starting these arguments because it’s an excuse to make-out. Person B responds with “I always look for an excuse to be able to kiss you. But I really do hate those stupid concertos/suites/overtures/sonatas.”

Keeping Your End of the Bargain

I promised I’d give you all another Dark fic when we reached our next milestone, and I always keep my promises. 

Just a quick warning- this is not fluff. It’s not romance. It’s not a sympathetic portrayal. This man is a manipulator, a good one, and he does what he does to further his own interests. He enjoys control, not company. And, to use Mark’s own words:

He is not here to help you. He is here to use you.

Enjoy.

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If You Like Be More Chill...

Here are some more songs you might like by Joe Iconis!

Kevin : This song is sung by Andrew Rannells (a god) about being bored in Brooklyn. Plot twist song with a catchy tune that I sing in all my free time. Features this breathtaking ending and amazing chorus.

Jeff : Jeremy Morse sings about spying on his neighbors. Its funny and awful on the surface, but gets extremely interesting. It has some amazing one liners and moments that really make you think about this character and his life.

Party Hat : MK Lawson and Eric William Morris have this amazing chemistry that is reflected perfectly in a story about a lonely girl and a cat. Its unbelievably charming and well done. The fact alone made me laugh that Eric was playing a cat.

Blue Hair : Jordan Stanley has a young boyish charm that is beautiful and gorgeous and I love this song. Its about a boy who decides he wants to make a statement and just dyes his hair blue because he can. Its actually from one of Joe’s other musicals called The Black Suits. Highly recommend. 

The Goodbye Song : Jason Williams. Deep song. Kinda sad. I sing it and pretend I’m on a stage all the time. This song is gorgeous and I don’t really know how to explain it, but its basically this song about a death and how the person dying wants everyone to be okay when he’s gone. 

Right Place/Wrong Time : Eric William Morris and Katrina Rose Dideriksen both have amazing voices that work so well in presenting the concept of the song. They sing about how they always seem to be missing their chances even when they might have talent. 

Honey : Listen as Jared Weiss tears your heart out as he sings about pining over his best friend. Its an extremely cute piece that is so well sung and portrayed. No jokes, just cuteness.

Lisa : Katrina Rose Dideriksen sings about feeling like you’re not enough to be with a girl. It is actually the best thing. Katrina brings this amazing emotion and power into it that just wow. Honestly, its a gay anthem. (Also from The Black Suits)

Velociraptor : Liz Lark Brown sings about being a velociraptor and its hilarious, but actually a metaphor for societal expectations and where we all belong in the world??? She has an amazing voice and there’s some parts where you laugh and some parts where you have to furrow your eyebrows and really appreciate it.

The Actress : Katrina Rose Dideriksen yet again. It follows the struggle of this girl and what she has to do to become an actress. The meaning behind this song is so impressively portrayed and once more leaves your jaw dropped at Joe Iconis and his writing. Its funny and charming as well. 

These are just my personal favorites! Feel free to message me or send in an ask telling me what you think of these songs, which are your favorites, or even recommend some more! Happy listening!

anonymous asked:

Hey Emma, what stores would you recommend buying planners from?

Hellooo! Here are a few:

  • Emma Studies Printables - woo! It is me! Obviously, I feel my planners are quite useful for students in terms of being functional and practical. You can download mine and either print them yourself (say add them in to a discbound notebook, a filofax/kikki k planner, or a binder) or you can use them on your laptop or ipad/tablet as a digital organiser. If this is an option, let me know any designs or layouts that you find optimal so I can add them to the shop :-)
  • [daily] Simplified Planner - this is the planner I’ve been using for the last couple of months and I really like it. I didn’t think daily planner was useful for me but I think it is fantastic considering that some of my tasks are scheduled (e.g. lectures, tutorials, meetings, etc) and others are just “to be done” and can be added into the task list. 
  • Day Designer - another lovely planner by the looks of things! I’ve not used it myself but the layout looks so nice!
  • Passion Planner - massively recommended by sooo many people! I think the whole idea and layout is great and perfect for any kind of person.
  • Erin Condren - another planner which is highly recommended. Massively customisable which is awesome when most planners don’t suit your personal needs.
  • Appointed - I’ve been a fan of their simple and minimalist design for a while but love their 2018 planners. I would definitely consider it if I hadn’t had two already :’-)
  • An Organised Life - I recently received the weekly planner from here. I am super excited to test it throughout 2018, however, I am a bit unsure if I will enjoy going back to weekly planning. The only reason I didn’t go for the daily is that it is basically just a blank page and I really like the structured layout from the Simplified Planner I currently use.
  • Mossery Co - a selection of super cute planners and at a great price! You get the option to monogram them with is so lovely. I have a detailed post on what I thought here.
  • Moleskine - a highly recommended brand by a lot of people! A great alternative to using their plain ones as a bullet journal.
  • Kikki K - lots of different options which is great for finding something specific to your needs! You can also just buy the planner and then create or buy your own inserts. They also sell regular weekly and daily planners.
  • Bando - some super cute planners! A bit more colourful and fun if you aren’t a huge planner fan.
  • Rifle Paper Co - I seriously love these planners but find the paper a littttle bit thin. Wouldn’t be a problem if you were planning to use a ballpoint pen and no highlighters or anything but probably not best if you wanted to use colours/gel pens.
  • Sugar Paper - I love this brand, it is just so pretty! Lots of nice planner otions!
  • Ella Iconic - such a great planner in terms of looks and content. If you’re interested in planning more than your day-to-day, I think this is a great option!
  • The Happiness Planner - one of the prettiest planners ever :’-) I really like the design, layouts, etc.
  • Frank Stationery - some super cute options in both daily and weekly! A good price as well.
  • Bloom Daily Planners - not entirely my personal style but I’ve seen them been recommended quite a lot!
  • MiGoals - another brand that I’ve seen recommended but haven’t used personally.
  • Urban Outfitters - lots of lovely different designs! This one is quite cute that it is undated.

There are lots of other brands too, such as Typo, Paperchase, Leuchtturm, etc, which have lovely options. Honestly places like Target, Staples, Kmart have some great options at more affordable prices. Here is a list of lots of other stationery shops in case you didn’t like any of those. Hope this helps xxx

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HELL YEA HERES A FLUFFY GARNET FOR YE

i just, i really loved her outfit in garnet’s universe like. pls gimme that sports bra and body suit tied around the waist ✨👌✨

Be Careful (Tony X Daughter!Reader, Peter X Fem!Reader)

Characters: Tony X Daughter!Reader, Peter X Fem!Reader

Universe: Marvels, Avengers

Warnings: Blood, getting shot

ANGST

Request: Hi could you do one where the reader is Tony’s teenage daughter who’s dating Peter and she’s just the type of person everyone loves but she’s also a really good hacker and fighter so she does missions sometimes and she ends up getting shot? I really love your writing.


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Originally posted by akamatthewmurdock

Peter was walking you home after your date with him. It was a normal thing for you to have dates the night before you were to go on a mission.

You were the daughter of Tony Stark, and like your dad, was extremely smart. However instead of suits and weapons, you did hand to hand combat and hacking. When Fury figured out you would hack into SHIELD’s files for fun, he signed you up before telling your father. He didn’t know whether to be mad or proud of you. At least he took it better than when he caught you kissing Peter and finding out you were in a relationship.

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(171220) @hyun_afternoon: we didn’t really suit each other. we always thought differently and while working we growled at each other without showing emotions. you harassed me and i was irritated. but, werdly, for every album, you wanted to record with me and i didn’t understand you. regardless, did you know that because of “lonely” this year i was really furious? i wanted to relieve all this pent up emotion over a glass of alcohol, but you are an extraordinary person who made me feel sorry until the end. dummy. i didn’t realize i would come to miss each and every moment where we’d talk about useless things in detail in the recording studio. i’m sorry. i should have been better. rest comfortably. let’s meet later later. you worked hard. (source: sonexstella)

anonymous asked:

prompt!(after hawkmoth is defeated) Chat confesses to ladybug and she says no to him. since hawkmoth is defeated and he thinks ladybug hates him. he doesnt go out as chat anymore. He "gets over" ladybug and dates/marrys mari. on their wedding day she tells him that she is ladybug. mari talks about how she misses chat and adrien gets really mad and it some hows leads to adrien saying to mari "I HAVEN'T USED THAT NAME IN YEARS" and mari is just like oh shit

Thank you for the prompt anon! Also…. did you ust ask me to use a meme in a reveal? Anyway this is a  meme reveal.


Marinette rushed into the room, closing the door as fast as she could without ruining her dress. She didn’t expect to spend her wedding day like this. She glances up, noticing her future husband looking at her curiously. She better start explaining before he gets another idea of her wanting to call off the wedding out of silly reasons.

(Seriously, the last time he thought she will break up with him and cancel the wedding cause he picked the wrong appetizer.)

“Adrien, I really need to tell you something.”

His green eyes grew bigger and the curiosity turned to fear. Rushing to like side Adrien, tangled his hands in a pleading gesture. “Please, don’t say you aren’t going to marry me anymore. I promise I will be better. I won’t eat the last tarts in the fridge anymore. I won’t use the last lavender bath bomb, I won’t play with your yarns again!”

Marinette rolled her eyes. God, her husband to be was such a  bridezilla. She grabbed his hands and squeezed reassuringly.

“I’m not leaving you, Adrien. But I have to confess something. Something that I should have done a long time ago. I’m sorry I never told you.”

Adrien blinked. “You don’t think my ass is cute. That’s it, isn’t it?” a normal person wouldn’t look so heartbroken over being told their ass isn’t cute, but then again, Adrien wasn’t exactly the picture under the definition of normal person.

“I think your ass is very cute and sexy, but this isn’t it.” Marinette took a deep breath.

Telling your soon to be husband that you were a superhero is hard enough, but telling him you also miss your partner who happened to be a really loyal dork in a cat suit… yeah, it just became harder. But Adrien was the love of her life and she knew he’d understand the fact that she wished her old partner would be at the wedding and her sadness over the fact that he wasn’t. He hadn’t seen him in years and missed him terribly.

“Adrien, what I want to say is that I was Ladybug.” Adrien simply stared at her with wide eyes and a slack jaw. “I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you! And it kills me cause I miss Chat Noir and I wished he was here too, cause he had been such a good friend and I’m sorry. Again.”

Adrien seemed to regain some composure and Marinette was happy he was screaming. But when his eyes looked in the distance with that seemed like sadness she began to worry.

“Chat Noir.” he said idly. “I haven’t used that name in years.”

Marinette was outraged. Did that tol shit just meme her on their wedding day? The nerve! And… wait… what did he say? Realization drowned on Marinette.

“OH MY FUCKING GOD!”

anonymous asked:

who do you think said "i love you" first (out loud)? and how?

(hi love 💛 i’m typing this with a cracked screen hope it makes sense kfjdkj)

Loving Even was the easiest thing. And before Even, Isak never knew loving another person could be so easy, so effortless, so natural. A no-brainer. Isak knew he loved Even long before he kissed down his chest in their hotel suite, long before he kissed down his chest behind his bedroom door. Isak couldn’t really tell when he “started” loving Even. There was no start. He couldn’t recall a time when he didn’t love Even. He probably loved Even the moment he laid eyes on him. And alright, i t was a bit scary but there was no before and after. There was no moment in space and time in which Isak didn’t love Even. It was just a fact. Like the sky being blue and the earth being round. It was just there in his heart and his eyes and his fingertips. All the love he had for this boy who pulled him out of a dull and empty life. This boy.

Isak loved Even. So on that Saturday afternoon after they visited Even’s mom for the first time right after the Kosegruppa Christmas party, Isak laughed and smiled and reveled in how happy Even looked after being down for days. Isak just stared and stared and stared, his heart growing bigger and bigger in his chest. i love you. i love you.  i love you. playing in his mind. And when it was time to leave, Isak kissed Even’s mother’s cheek and promised to come back. He then leaned in and pecked Even on the lips.

“You should stay,” Isak whispered. “Stay the night with your mom. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

They kissed a bit more because they could and because it felt good and because it was Christmas. Even then helped Isak into his jacket and his beanie keeping both hands on his head and making Isak smile and lean in to peck him on the cheek one last time. Then without thinking Isak blurted out a casual ‘love you’ before turning around and crossing the threshold, disappearing into the snow, with his heart in his throat and his eyes wide wide wide. 

oh my god. 

He said it. It was out there. Casual. Chill. love you. Like ‘hello’. Like ‘goodnight’. oh my god.

Isak’s ears were ringing and if Even called his name, he probably couldn’t hear him because he ran awkwardly in the snow until his fingers felt cold and his heart no longer felt like it was going to jump out of his chest. i love you. 

Isak had barely made it to the next block when he heard his name. He turned around, out of breath from running in the snow in inappropriate shoes, and Even looked even more disheveled than he was, still dressed in a light hoodie, this boy. 

“What are you doing here?” Isak asked.

“What did you say back in the house?” Even replied with another question, something like light dancing in his eyes. He was smiling so wide, Isak’s heart was bursting.

“What?” 

“What did you say before leaving?” Even asked again, this time with both hands cupping Isak’s face.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Isak mumbled, a bit flustered, a bit everything.

Even laughed then kissed him right there under the snow. So sweet. So so sweet. 

“You’re gonna get a cold,” Isak mumbled.

“I don’t care.”

They kissed like two idiots in love under the snow, limbs and souls intertwined. Isak and Even. Even and Isak. And Isak loved Even. He loved him more than anything in the world. gosh. i love you.

“I love you,” said Isak, because he did. “I said I love you.” 

“Really?” Even eventually asked, something like doubt in his eyes, looking small small small. “Me?”

Of course. are you kidding me. look at me.

“Really,” said Isak, both hands on Even’s cheeks because he wanted him to feel him. “You.”

They hugged because they were that couple that kissed and hugged in the middle of the street under the snow and just rocked each other’s bodies to the rhythm of their heartbeats. 

Even buried his face in the crook of Isak’s neck, and it was just a whisper against his skin but Isak still felt Even’s words all over his being. Everywhere, everywhere, everywhere. 

“And I love you.”