personal shit i say

first: holy shit.

second: @aaronwaltke I just wanna say I have so much respect for you. You’ve helped create an amazing show and you’re so down to earth. You’re so passionate about the fans and the fandom, always liking people’s posts and taking the time to talk with them. That’s so amazing. It always makes me so happy to see and I’m sure it makes a lot of others happy too.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

My million dollar idea is that J.K.Rowling should set up a ‘Ollivanders’ wand shop with the build-a-bear approach in which you go and get to see all the wand cores and woods with what each of them mean and how to match them to your personality, etc and they help you build you a costume made wand right there.

Maybe they even have a service in which you can get an employee make you try a bunch of wands while asking questions and helping you find your match or something.

Basically what I’m saying is we need a proper wand shop.

Shit Abled People Say #246

Lot’s of people: “you should put away your phone before you go to bed, and you wouldn’t have trouble falling asleep.”
Would be reasonable advise if i didn’t keep explaining that my anxiety gets worse at night and my phone keeps me distracted and calm until i get tired enough to fall asleep. Please listen.

queer kpop fans are not more predatory than het ones
queer kpop fans are not insulting their idols or doing them harm for imagining them as queer 
queer kpop fans are allowed to have queer headcanons (and not everyone is straight until proven otherwise like wtf)

and tbh if kpop idols can profit off of our community by taking same sex skinship way too far sometimes (and without actively supporting the community) then we should be at least allowed to enjoy it?!

let’s not demonize lgbtqiap+ fans for searching for representation and let’s not act like het fans are any less predatory over their idols
 thank you