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Oh my god, in last night’s Bob’s Burgers, Bob takes Gene to a laser light rock show at the planetarium (super important to Bob, because it was his favorite when he was a teenager, and this is the last night before they’re closing the exhibit because it’s old and no one goes anymore, also it’s Bob’s birthday), and Gene has no idea what he’s in for, but he gets pumped for it anyway ‘cause Bob’s so excited about it, and finally they get in there and they’re watching it, and Gene has a sensory overload and kinda starts freaking out ‘cause he can’t handle it, so Bob takes him out and they sit in the car for a bit.  Gene’s angry because Bob didn’t tell him it would be so loud and scary, so Bob offers to play the album for Gene at a normal volume, and Gene starts to enjoy it, so he reclines the seats, takes out the cigarette lighter, tells Gene to pretend it’s a laser, and starts drawing in the air, explaining the plot to him (it’s like a full on Pink Floyd or Rush-esque rock opera about a bunch of robot overlords telling rockers that they can’t play music anymore, and one Rebel rising against them).  Gene gets really into it and decides he wants to see the finale of the laser show (which Bob regards as a life-changing experience), so they sneak back into the planetarium (there’s no re-entry allowed) with a few tricks that parallel the story from the album, and watch the climax of the show together (Bob fashions some earplugs for Gene out of a napkin).  On the way home, Bob’s asking Gene how he liked it, and Gene says “I loved it!”, Bob asks him to speak louder ‘cause his ear’s are shot, and Gene yells, “I LOVED IT, DAD”.  Bob yells back “I love you too, Gene”.

I FUCKING!!! CAN’T!!! DEAL!!!! WITH HOW GOOD THIS SHOW IS!!! I know i don’t talk about Bob’s Burgers a lot but this show is flawless and charming and gross and funny all at the same time, the characters are written like people with actual fears and anxieties, and unlike a lot of comparable shows, the comedy doesn’t come from the family being pitted against each other, it’s always the family against the world… I love it, I love it, it’s so pure and refreshing and still somehow manages to be funny without sacrificing it’s heart, and I fuckin’ love it, please watch Bob’s Burgers holy CRAP okay I’m done.

Soooooo, judging solely by a hat and these panels


I’m now wondering if we’ll get to meet another crewmate of Roger in Wano 

hmmmmm

  • me: *literally just sees One picture of myself*
  • me: *has a full-blown existential crisis*

Omg. I just found out, Thomas Sanders (@thatsthat24) and I were born on the exact same day, the exact same year. April 24th 1989.

I’m kind of losing my sh…oe over here. Yep. My shoe is gone.

It’s kinda funny to me that there are people in fandoms who genuinely never, ever like the villains/antagonists in shows, games etc. when I’m the exact opposite and 90% of my favourite characters, regardless of franchise, are villains or at least anti-heroes. I wonder what it’s like to be like that? Always only rooting for the good characters and liking only them, like you’re supposed to? I’ve always liked villains and villainy characters the best, even when I was a small child - that still seems to be the same, even today. I don’t know why, just seems to be my preference for whatever reason. Not that I don’t like good characters, ‘cause I definitely do! But I always find that I’m more prone to being interested in the morally questionable, garbage section characters, no matter how interesting and well-written the good guys are. If the good, pure cinnamon roll guys are in the ‘aww yea nice’ category for me, the bad guys are ‘10/10 would adopt, perfect fuck-up in every way, would love forever’. Both are great to have, but well… villains, man. Doubt that’s ever gonna change.

i’m gonna be going on semi-hiatus until i finish my courses…don’t leave me guyss i’ll be back!!!

So I told some of you that I was gonna post some more JakexMC fanfiction a couple of days ago, and I feel absolutely terrible for not having done so yet. I’m trying my best to finish and post at least one, but I’ve just had a really bad week, and have had a hard time focusing when I’m trying to write, so I’ve ended up writing part of a really sad fic instead of the happy ones I promised. Like I’ve been experiencing one bad thing after another, and now my depression has kicked in, so I’m struggling a little bit, anf I feel like I’m one more bad thing away from bawling my eyes out, and it just really sucks. Anyway, to those waiting, I just wanted to say that I’m really sorry about not posting anything yet, and that I’m aiming for getting something posted either tonight or tomorrow. I also just wanted to say that I hope you’re all having a lovely day/night, wherever you are, and that I really love this fandom. I can’t wait to see what everyone else is up to this week!

It’s raining a lot today, and this week in general. Its incredibly gloomy and grey outside, but I feel my soul blooming inside of me. Rain isn’t the only thing that has been coming in downpours this week. These last seven, or eight, days are going down in the history of my life as a changing point.

Tears. There has been sadness, but there has been so much more joy erupting from that very sadness. I used to feel like plain dirt but I now see the petals growing in me. I can feel myself growing out of the shell of who I was and I can see who I’m becoming, who God is shaping me into. I have never been so excited, nor have I ever seen things so clearly like I do now. I have never trusted God like I do right now. I never, in a million years, thought I could trust Him like I do now.

Heaven. I’ve grown out of my fear of not being ready for heaven. I used to shake and cry for fear that when Jesus came I wasn’t going to be one of the ones following Him into eternity. Those kind of thoughts would keep me awake at night as I slowly convinced myself of this, that I wasn’t ready and God didn’t choose me and that nothing mattered. I was wrong. In just a few days God has totally renewed/reformed my mind and heart, weeded out every thought that drove me away from Him, and pulled my soul closer to Him. My praises feel more full now as I myself am filled with this reassurance.

Praise. This is small, maybe, but it doesn’t feel small to me. I never really fully grasped the concept of “praising God even when your body doesn’t want to” up until this week. I used to just dismiss it, praise Him with everything I had when I felt like it, but when I didn’t feel like “going all out” I repeat things that sounded empty and tell myself that was okay. But this week I was left home alone quite a few times, and I had to force myself out of bed because, Ely you need to go pray, you need to go praise His name. Yesterday, I didn’t feel like walking into my living room and lifting His name. Honestly yesterday I would have much rather been online reblogging things than being with Him. But I knew that wasn’t right, and I knew that God deserved to be praised even when my body wanted otherwise. As I pushed myself to praise His name, a deep desire to only do just that start to grew in me. I’m not using exclamation points but my heart is feeling like 50 exclamation points right now. Also, I used to not like praying out loud, I was either embarrassed or couldn’t get the words in my head to reach my mouth properly and ended up stumbling over my own words. I’m over that now. Heck, I’m over it and it feels good to be free of that.

I’ve been overwhelmed as of late. I’m not eloquent enough to put into words exactly how good God has been to me, or how merciful and gracious He is.

So I’m sitting in the tattooist (surprise surprise) and there’s some guy here talking with one of the artists about what he wants done. I quickly glanced behind me to be a nosey at the design and…. He’s getting a Stalin tattoo. And I’m like 🤔🤔🤔🤔

guys!!!1!1 i have a date tomorrow!!!1!

truthfully? truthfully, now

i have been craving for weeks, possibly MONTHS, to go back and watch some Bad TV. like, to catch up on shows i used to care deeply and passionately about and now hate with an equal passion, such as: 

  • agents of shield - i heard those filthy bitches brought back ward and i am SEETHING with rage!! get that nazi bastard AWAY from my beautiful daughter skye i will fight him myself!!! (i know there are like literal nazis/sympathizers up top at marvel now lmao so it’s no coincidence he’s suddenly back and looking pretty :/)
  • the vampire diaries - how are you gonna write out elena AND ben jeremy and expect me to keep going…bad enough that you can’t keep a single male/female couple as Just Friends on this show (looking at you, every boy caroline was ever friends with who then romanced her but didn’t treat her right)
  • teen wolf - remember when this show was about scott, and allison and derek were still in it? smh. listen as someone with anxiety whose parent died in early childhood i LOVED stiles stilinski w/ ALL my heart but he didn’t need to be stealing the spotlight like this OR getting with lydia - that guy-always-gets-the-girl-he-wanted thing has me so tired and frankly stiles/malia was the cutest thing ever
  • and that ultimate offender, supernatural - do i even need to explain this one? you could go read @cambionverse​ that explains my feelings perfectly. i heard via spoilers they were basically ripping off jesse’s original plotline for this season and im like…are they reading my fanfic? are they?? also i feel like theyre gonna HAVE to write out the lady character who came back this season (censored for my friend claudia who hasn’t gotten there yet iirc) bc they can’t afford to keep her as a regular forever so…what is the point of bring her back at all. 

anyway i could watch one while working on some giveaway rewards or filling up some sketchbook pages! that would be a nice calming yet productive break.

I personally don’t understand why grown men have to yell at me about doing my fucking job.

I think it’s really nice when people I follow actually vent on their blogs. Venting is healthy?? It’s your blog, I want you to express whatever you’re feeling in your own safe space. People shouldn’t give you flack for it either??? You made your blog for you, don’t feel obligated to post things to please others. If people genuinely appreciate you and the things you post they would understand that sometimes you have off days hahahaha.✌️️✌️️✌️️✌️️