Not to sound….corny but i actually really do believe in magic and spirituality but i feel like so many people have told me to be realistic or think it’s entirely stupid. I feel like i won’t be able to get to that next level of learning about what I possess until I stop internalizing all the stuff ppl say about it. I’m torn between completely falling into fantasy things and legends and learning tarot and witchcraft and then also telling myself to be realistic and stop acting childish like it’s not childish at all to want more u kno? Anyway this is my dumb post