[Joining team flash] gave me and Grant a chance to start a heavy bromance. I was actually campaigning for Julian to get with Barry or have some sort of a man crush. I called the writers and said, “Wouldn’t it be a really cool storyline that he’s actually got a secret crush on Barry?” They didn’t go for it. Or not yet anyway.
“I spent the day at the beach today and kept catching myself looking at other women and wondering why my thighs met in the middle when theirs didn’t or why their bums looked proportionate to their waists and why nothing jiggled when they ran to catch the frisbee like everything of mine does…and then I gave myself a stern telling off. Fair enough I’d like to be a bit healthier but that doesn’t justify comparing myself to every other woman I come across. I’m happy (and kick-ass) the way I am.”
You shouldn't have to change the way you are just because people are stupid. Cunt punch and run man.
Oh I’m not gonna like. CHANGE MY CORE AS A PERSON DRASTICALLY.
But a lot of people from my audience are literally children, and their sarcasm-meter is nonexistant.
Fair enough. I’ll tone down a bit the jerk-ish answers I give. And make it clear when is sarcasm lol.
I know os not my fault that they’ don’t get sarcasm and is not my fault they’re so young. But I guess, that to be fair, I’m the one that has to look after that and avoid any issues.
A lot of people look up to me and want me to be the perfect role model they think I am.
I’m anything but perfect. I don’t plan to be.
Last year I was just some random gurl making silly videos on youtube and all of sudden I gotta take care of a fandom (that’s almost half a million holy crap) I’ve never had that many eyes onto what I do and say. Guess it also goes on your tolerance with me and how I am.
A lot of people see youtubers not as persons but as idols, which is wrong. You gotta understand a lot of us are normal human beings trying to make content for your entertainment. We have our faults and I’m not gonna be the kind of ass that hides them. I’m stubborn af sometimes. I’m also not gonna be the kind of jerk that blocks everyone who criticizes me for what I say or do. I’m all ears to criticism.
But as I’m trying to change for good here, I guess you guys could also put a little more of effort from your part and be patient and comprehensive with me. In June I’ll have my first anniversary as a youtuber, I’m pretty new to this stuff.
“I stay away from the title of ‘role model.’ I want to be a more realistic role model — not a perfect Barbie role model. Like, I’m myself, and I’m not pretending to be perfect, ever. I don’t ever want people to think that I ever want to try to be perfect. I want to encourage people to be themselves and express themselves however they want.”
when you’re truly in love, for me, it’s…you’re my lighthouse! you’re somebody who holds me high, keeps me safe, you’ve got my fuckin’ back…. you also love me whole, wild, and free. you let me do me, and I’m gonna let you do you! and I’ll be the home that you return to.