perfect benjy is perfect why is this guy's face not used more for stuff

anonymous asked:

first time with benji?

ok im so sorry for whatever ur going to read … like incredibly sorry

• so for the first while of your relationship you literally thought that Benji had 0 sexual desire
• he never ever touched your butt or used his tongue when kissing you
• he was always such a gentleman and just very vanilla and fluffy
• sometimes you would even think that maybe he was asexual? like he could have romantic desires but just not sexual ones?
• and it was like that for six months
• SiX mOnThS
• keep in mind that you are friends with all the other Bella girls who get dicc on the daily
• but then one day, you were hanging out in Benji’s dorm watching a movie. Jesse and Beca were out doing accapella stuff then going out on a date afterwards. So you guys had the dorm to yourself
• half way through the movie, you began to get uncomfortable so you started to shift
• but your bum was over his groin and you could feel it harden behind you
• you were lowkey embarrassed
• but highkey hyped
• you flipped around so you were facing him
• and you placed a hand on his chest, rubbing your hand in circles with a soft smile and pressed your hips against his
• Benji’ eyes bugged out of his head, and he quickly retreated his hips, standing up, saying that he had to use the bathroom
• tbh you felt really upset
• why didn’t your boyfriend want to be intimate with you?
• when he came back from the bathroom, you were already standing up grabbing your purse, getting ready to go
• he got really panicky
• “where are you going?”
• and you looked up into his eyes. “Do you not like me… like that?”
• “what do you mean, Y/N? I love you.”
• “No, Benji. I mean like… sexually. Do you like me sexually?”
• he just got really quiet and his face turned red
• you got really hurt and went towards the door
• until he grabbed your wrist and just yelled out “YES”.
• and you were like ??
• so he huffed loudly
• “yes, Y/N, I think of you sexually. I just- I don’t know, I didn’t want to say it? You’re a princess. And I wanted to treat you like one. When I look at you, I want to bring you out for a nice meal. I want to pull out your chair, order your meal for you, tip the waiter, and drive you home. I want to love you. And I just think about all the other guys that you could be with right now. The ones who wouldn’t take you out. The ones who would just sleep with you and call it a relationship. But I would be lying if I said that I didn’t think of you sexually. God, I think of you like that all the time. Especially when you wear leggings. Like the yoga pants-”
• and then you start laughing, cutting him off.
• he finally breathes, looking at you, he cracks a soft smile.
• he laughs too
• “I just, really love you, Y/N. a lot.”
• “I love you too, Benji.”
• and then he starts kissing you hard, holding your hands in his
• you kiss back, making him take slow steps towards his bed
• his knees finally connect with the mattress and he falls down on to it
• it’s really clumsy at first
• you guys hit your heads a couple of times but it’s also really giggly
• you don’t realize how hard your breathing until you’re both topless, just looking at each other
• no words are exchanged
• “it’s my first time”
• “me too”
• so you two explore
• your hands wander his chest
• and his run over your stomach and hips
• his lips are swollen and red
• and his eyes are suddenly very dark
• you guide his hands up to the clasp of your bra and help him get it off
• he could have died right there
• he’s never seen boobs in real life and he’s so game
• he just stares at them and bites his lips
• you giggle and run your own hands over them stopping just a second at your nipples
• he almost yelled at the sight of you touching yourself like that
• you tell him that he can touch them and he’s so nervous he’s shaking
• he starts to paw at them, slowly making a rhythm
• his eyes dart up to yours, making sure that you are feeling good
• he becomes so obsessed and connects his mouth to them, closing his eyes
• after a while, you make him pull away
• he whines softly but you remind him that there’s so many more things that he can do
• so you guys undress and just explore
• you figure out what feels good and what doesn’t
• you learned that he prefers being palmed rather than stroked
• he learns that you don’t really like to be fingered, rather just working on your clit is fine
• you guys just play around with each other for almost an hour and a half
• every few seconds will pass and one of you will mumble an “I love you”
• finally, you both feel ready to go the full way
• Benji climbs off of the bed, searching Jesse’s bedside drawer for a condom ((benji doesn’t own any bc he is a sweet pure boy))
• he finds one and rolls it on
• you are laying beneath him and he looks really nervous
• you pepper his face in kisses, reminding him that it’s ok to say no
• but he tells you that he wants to
• so he enters you and almost explodes on the spot
• you bring his hand down to your mound, trying to get you to your high faster - knowing that if you don’t, Benji will finish in seconds
• once he gets you close to the brimming point, he starts thrusting again
• it’s a lot of whimpering, “i love you’s”, and Benji whining
• when you finish, Benji literally collapses on top of you
• his skinny lil arms are tuckered out
• you help him pull of the condom and you guys just lay there for hours, cuddling and smoothing down each other’s hair