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Honestly? Shout out to those who have been abused by mentally ill people

Who know that it isn’t their abuser’s fault for being mentally ill

Who feel bad for hating their abuser because they’re mentally ill

Whose abusers fluctuate between idealizing and devaluing them

Who feel like their abuser should have known better

Who feel like they can’t be angry at their abuser because ‘they couldn’t help it’

Who say it was just their abuser’s mental illness making them be abusive

Who can even empathize with their abuser because of their own mental illnesses

(this is not to say all mentally ill people are abusive, but to offer support and recognition to those who have mentally ill abusers)

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the happy time spent together in gyungbokgoon,
I will treasure it.
I’m thankful to the people
who spared their precious time!

Heathens (System Parody)

All my friends are systems, take it slow.

Wait for them to ask you who you know.

Please don’t make us let our protectors loose

You don’t know the half of what they’ll induce


Welcome to the room of people

Who have rooms of people that they call headmates

Behind one face

Just because we act like we’re the core

Doesn’t mean our brains will change 

From a headspace

You’ll never know the facet sitting next to you

You’ll never know the alter sitting next to you

You’ll think that I’m a singlet sitting next to you

But after all I’ve said, please don’t forget. 


All my friends are systems, take it slow.

Wait for them to ask you who you know.

Please don’t make us let our protectors loose

You don’t know the half of what they’ll induce


We don’t wanna be normal, can’t you tell

If you try to integrate us, we’ll raise hell

Yeah, we got headmates, not to mention

We know things above your comprehension

You’ll never know the facet sitting next to you

You’ll never know the alter sitting next to you

You’ll think that I’m a singlet sitting next to you

But after all I’ve said, please don’t forget.


Watch it.


All my friends are systems, take it slow.

Wait for them to ask you who you know.

Please don’t make us let our protectors loose

You don’t know the half of what they’ll induce



I guess you’re not so normal after all

You assumed that this is your downfall

But now we’ve got so much to discuss

It looks like you might be one of us

You have this one life. How do you want to spend it?

Apologizing? Regretting?

Questioning?

Hating yourself?

Dieting? Running 

after people

who don’t see you?

Be brave. Believe in yourself.

Do what feels good. 

Take risks.

You have this one life,

make yourself proud …

Blessings & More … Our Journey to Balance 

Songs from Paramore’s Self-Titled Album

Aries: Fast in my Car

No one’s the same as they used to be
Much as we try to pretend
No one’s as innocent as could be
We all fall short, we all sin

But now we aren’t looking backward
We won’t try raising the dead
We only see what’s in front of us
We only see straight ahead 

Taurus: Proof

My heart is bigger
Than the distance
In-between us.
I know it ‘cause I
Feel it beating.

Baby, if I’m half the man I say I am,
If I’m a woman with no fear
Just like I claim I am,
Then I believe in what you say
There’s nothing left for you to do
The only proof that I need is you.

Gemini: Daydreaming

Living in a city of sleepless people
Who all know the limits and won’t go too far outside the lines
‘Cause they’re out of their minds.
I wanna get out and build my own home
On a street where reality is not much different from dreams I’ve had
A dream is all I have…

It’s not that I won’t remember where I’m from
Just don’t wanna be here no more
It’s not enough
(We’re only half alive)
I’m gonna go
(We’re only half alive)
Where the rest of the dreamers go
(We’re only half alive)
Where the dreamers go

Cancer: (One of Those) Crazy Girls

Now I walk under a pink sky (ooh),
Lovers float along and pass me by.
I pour my heart out to your voice mail,
Let you know I caught a bus
To your side of town.

If you’re not here when I break in,
I’m gonna go to your closet,
Just so I can smell your skin.
As the chemicals swim,
I know I’ll never love again,
I swear I’ll never love again!

Leo: Ain’t it Fun

Where you’re from
You might be the one who’s running things
Well, you could ring anybody’s bell and get what you want

You see, it’s easy to ignore trouble
When you’re living in a bubble

So what are you gonna do when the world don’t orbit around you?
So what are you gonna do when nobody wants to fool with you?

Virgo: Last Hope

I don’t even know myself at all
I thought I would be happy by now
The more I try to push it
I realize – gotta let go of control

And the salt in my wounds isn’t burning anymore than it used to
It’s not that I don’t feel the pain, it’s just I’m not afraid of hurting anymore
And the blood in these veins isn’t pumping any less than it ever has
And that’s the hope I have, the only thing I know that’s keeping me alive

Libra: Anklebiters

Why do you care what people think?
Are you hooked up to their leash?
You know anklebiters
Ate up your personality.

Fall in love with yourself.

Why you wanna please the world
And leave yourself to drop dead?
Someday you’re gonna be
The only one you’ve got.

Scorpio: Part II

What a shame, what a shame we all remain
Such fragile broken things
A beauty half betrayed,
Butterflies with punctured wings.
Still there are darkened places deep in my heart,
Where once was blazing light, now
There’s a tiny spark.

What a mess, what a mystery we’ve made
Of love and other simple things,
Learning to forgive,
Even when it wasn’t our mistake.
I question every human
Who won’t look in my eyes,
Scars left on my heart formed patterns in my mind.

Sagittarius: Grow Up

Stood in line for so long just to picket
Something I will never understand
Aren’t you tired of always being mad at the world?
Won’t you just admit you don’t care?

We get along for the most part
Me and reality, the light and the dark
We live alone, two different worlds
Me in a fantasy, you in your memories
But we get along

Capricorn: Be Alone

So what if I don’t have,
A lot to talk about?
I shut my mouth and keep it,
Locked until it counts.

We could be alone,
Yeah, we could be alone,
But never get too lonely.

See, I ain’t one to climb
Some social ladder too.
Some Shangri-La
That all the cool kids will abuse.

Aquarius: Now

Feels like I’m waking from the dead
And everyone’s been waitin’ on me
'Least now I’ll never have to wonder
What it’s like to sleep a year away
But were we indestructible?
I thought that we could brave it all (all)
I never thought that what would take me out
Was hiding down below.

Wish I could find a crystal ball
For the days I feel completely worthless
You know I’d use it all for good
I would not take it for granted (granted)
Instead I have some memories… For the days I don’t feel anything
At the least, they will remind me not to make the same mistakes again.

Pisces: Hate to See Your Heart Break

Love happens all the time
To people who aren’t kind
And heroes who are blind
Expecting perfect scripted movie scenes
Who wants an awkward silent mystery?

For all the air that’s in your lungs
For all the joy that is to come
For all the things that you’re alive to feel
Just let the pain remind you hearts can heal.

welcome to the room of people
who have rooms of people
that they loved one day
docked away

just because we check the guns at the door
doesn’t mean our brains will change
from hand grenades

you’ll never know the psychopath
sitting next to you
you’ll never know the murderer
sitting next to you
you’ll think
“how’d i get here,
sitting next to you?”

but after all i’ve said
please don’t forget

all my friends are heathens
take it slow
wait for them to ask you
who you know

please don’t make
any sudden moves
you don’t know
the half of
the abuse