Sometimes you don’t want to get married too much to a lot of rehearsing, I feel, when it comes to film, because there’s so many technicalities. So if I’m in my head, I’ve gotten settled on something, I’m gonna have to change it if I get there and something was set that’s completely different.
Summary: Due to the premature death of the King of your clan, his son, the alpha James Barnes, must assume his destiny and lead his people. As the tradition commands, he must choose some worthy omegas to make their his wives and with which he will ensure the subsistence of your clan. All the omega women are obliged to appear before their king, including you. Luckily for you, you would never be chosen… right?
It’s a sunny day and the streets of your city are exactly as you love them: full of life. People chatting animatedly next to stands full of fruit from which their grangers boast, children running through the crowd and mothers behind them yelling to the kids to behave. Inhaling deeply you are pleasantly surprised by the sweet smell of your favorite buns fresh from the oven. Decided, that will be your next stop.
Just before you mislead the two guards James especially chose to follow you around all day, of course.
Looking at them from the corner of your eye you see how bored they are, one of them can’t stop yawning while the other seems to want to nail himself with something sharp just to feel something. You smile to yourself, that’s part of your plan. You’ve been wandering around the market for hours, looking around, buying here and there but not really doing anything interesting, just making the two poor soldiers dizzy and waiting for they to get their guard down, so you can “get lost” and visit Nat once for all.
Character: James Buchanan “Bucky” Barnes / The Winter Soldier
Directors: Joe Russo, Anthony Russo
Release Date: May, 6, 2016
US Rating: PG-13 (for extended sequences of violence, action and mayhem)
Also starring: Chris Evans, Anthony Mackie, Jeremy Renner, Elizabeth Olsen, Paul Rudd, Robert Downey Jr., Scarlett Johansson, Emily VanCamp, Tom Holland, Martin Freeman, Don Cheadle, Chadwick Boseman, Paul Bettany, Daniel Brühl
Filming dates: April - August 2015 in Atlanta, Georgia & Germany
Synopsis/Character Description: When a terrorist attack is blamed on Bucky, he is finally forced out of his hiding place in Romania, where he has been lying low for two years.
This was it. This was the moment that I, and many others, have been waiting for. It was the Sand Diego Comic Con, and it was gonna be great. I had bought my tickets to go for the Marvel side of the spectrum a while back, wanting so badly to meet the wonderful cast.
It was almost shocking at the opportunity I had been given. Me, a young teenager, was finally going to Comic Con! It was almost breathtaking. I was gonna be able to meet Chris Evans, Anthony Mackie, and the one and only Sebastian Stan.
Just the thought of Sebastian made me giddy. Sebastian was a role model in my eyes. A man with great intentions and a soft heart; someone that I could trust if I ever got the rare miracle of becoming friends with him. He was handsome, and just gave off the ‘I’m a dorky guy, but I promise I’m cool’ vibe.
Being in the place was dreamlike. Stands full of fandom merchandise were everywhere, taking up the whole place. People cosplaying characters, people, and memes walked around, strutting their stuff with their foam swords, kimonos, and cosmetically changed faces.
As I walked, buying whatever fandom merch that caught my eye, I finally got to the Marvel area and almost squealed. I was so ready for this. Clutching my Winter Soldier poster tightly to my chest, I stood in line for the autographs, happy that the line wasn’t too long.
However, I could feel something creep up my spine every time the line got shorter. Little thoughts filled my head as it seemed only five more people were to get their autographs, and then it would be me.
‘What if I trip in front of him?’ ‘What if I say something stupid?’ ‘Will he eve spare me a glance?’ ‘Oh god, there’s only two more people!’
I felt myself freeze up when it was my turn. My eyes were widened at him, his slicked back hair shining within the light. The jean jacket that rest upon his shoulders seemed to hide the plaid button up, leaving the white undershirt to be exposed. His wrist was adorned with a watch, the other with a bracelet, and my heart began to pound.
Standing there, my poster clutched even tighter in my clammy hands, he looked up at him. His blue eyes were so vibrant, so light, and they held a confused, yet amused glint in them. I felt my breath leave me and I just turned and walked away, my feet fast and stumbling as I rushed to find a dark spot.
Finding dark corner, I sat against the wall, sliding down. Tears pricked my eyes and I felt my lip quiver.
‘Great going, Stupid! Now he probably thinks you’re a fucking weirdo.’
My chest tightened with my sobs, my knees pulled to my chest, my poster still clutched in my fist. Tears fell from my eyes like a waterfall, hot and fat with the despair and humiliation I had bestowed upon myself.
After a while, I was aware of light being blocked in front of me, and I glanced up. There, in all his glory, was Sebastian Stan. His eyes were concerned, the man kneeling before me, and all I could do was widen my eyes and forget how to breathe. His voice carried to me, sounding just like I thought it would.
“Hey, are you alright?”
I was awestruck, my eyelids fluttering. I couldn’t process it. Was he really here? Standing in front of me? Or was this some cruel hallucination my mind had made up? I jolted after a moment and replied, sniffling and looking at my lap.
“I…I don’t know.”
Sebastian sat down in front of me, cocking his head to the side and asking me politely.
“Do you mind if I ask what’s wrong?”
I bit my lip. Could I tell him? After a moment of contemplating, I nodded and whispered to him.
“I just…I was…really awestruck by you. You’re the coolest…and I’ve looked up to you for so long. You’re one of my role-models! And…just…just seeing you made me freeze. Like, is this even real?”
I felt more tears come and I covered my face, crying into my hands as the poster fell.
“God, I’ve waited for this moment for so long! So long…and I completely messed it up. I made a fool of myself.”
A hand on my shoulder made me pause, shyly looking at him through the tears. Sebastian was smiling softly at me and he replied to me.
“Hey, it’s alright. There’s no need to cry. You didn’t make a fool of yourself, trust me. It’s ok to be awestruck by people, sweetheart. I’m awestruck by people all the time!”
We both chuckled, and he sat beside me, continuing.
“Don’t ever be afraid, sweetheart. I’m honored that you look at me in such a way. It’s pretty flattering, so don’t be embarrassed by that. It’s heartwarming to know that I can help someone in some way, shape, or form.”
He smiled at me and I smiled back, and he gently wiped my tears away, leaning and hugging me gently. I hugged him back and whispered to him.
“Thank you so much.”
We pulled from each other, and he smiled widely at me, grabbing my poster and a silver sharpie from his pocket.
“Always a pleasure to help, Miss…?”
“(Y/n). My name is (Y/n).”
He beamed and signed my poster, writing a little message on the bottom before ruffling my hair and helping me up.
“Remember, (Y/n). It’s ok to be embarrassed and awestruck by someone…just don’t let it get to you like it did today, alright?”
I nodded and he patted my back.
“Have a fun rest of the day, (Y/n).”
“You too, Sebastian.”
He smiled at me one last time before walking away. I looked at my poster, reading his message.
‘Be confident in yourself, (Y/n). Even the bravest of heroes can fear.’