people i want to want to want me


Super late to the party, but have some Pride icons of the babes.



okay i was tagged by @hobikenobi @parkmochibean @puppytae @beaujimin and @flower-guk to do the bias selfie tag!! thank you so much!!💖💖 (you are all so beautiful i want to cry)
im tagging @jhoseeok @13egin @jeonrude @jeonnings @hobikookie @ahoneyyboy @sugasblondehair @kimtae95s @velvetjjks @perpetually-jungshook

A Cosmic Request

On July 18th I officially turn *muffled noise* and I wanted one cosmic request. So, as with all cosmic requests, I am throwing it out onto the internet and the universe. 

For my birthday (I plan to be on the beach getting drunk and eating ice cream cake) I’d like a nice Robron moment. Yes, I’d like a smile, kiss or hug. Extra point? I’d like to see them in The Mill happy for five seconds together. 

That’s what I want. So, universe, if you can hear me, thats what I want for my birthday. 

Originally posted by itsafangirlthing

i get so skeeved out when people theorize “what humans will look like in the future” and its like this gross binary gene modifying fantasy

that basically theorizes a future where trans and non-binary and intersex people dont exist. where we all have bigger heads and bigger eyes and smaller mouths and are all mixed race but were also Always Perfectly Perisex and although gender roles are less defined theyre still There and the gender binary is actually MORE enforced rather than less

and the kicker is that this is the theory of a future where humans can modify their own dna and evolution. so its not just a future where people like me dont exist, its a future where people like me have been actively removed from the gene pool and destroyed

i know thats probably not how the real future will play out but the fact that someone wants it to and believes it will really scares me and upsets me, because i know if bad people gain too much control something Similar to it, at the very least, is a Possibility

i dont want to live in a future where queer people dont exist. i REALLY dont want to live in a future where (most) queer people only exist because they existed before we started on the path to eradicating them (specifically intersex and to a lesser extent non-binary and possibly trans people, and poly and sometimes pan people as it would go).

and i dont want to live here in the now with people who theorize a “better future” as one where i dont exist. so like, please do intersex people specifically a favor and. dont write futures like this

My beloved mutuals❤️

Please tell me what do you want to be tagged in.
I would love to tag you in stuff but it always makes me so anxious because I’m never sure if you want to be tagged or not or in what I should tag you
hahah sorry I’m an anxious mess

Even if you think it’s obvious, just let me know so I can be sure it’s okay to tag you! 
please note that I have been barely here recently so I might tag you in things you’ve already seen, so it’s completely okay to just ignore me hahha


Like this is your blog consists of

Parks and Rec, nature, memes, dogs, poetry/prose, personal bullshit, yoga, psychedelics, health sciences, music of the indie-acoustic or indie-rock persuasion, your selfies, positivity/recovery from addictions of any kind or mental illness/encouragement blogs

I don’t know why I am surprised that this is how it goes. I’ve seen how Louis himself is treated on twitter for 4 years now and it’s appalling. I shouldn’t be upset but in a way that’s the very reason I AM upset. All I ever do with that twitter account is stick up for Louis. But of course twitter fandom doesn’t take kindly to any idea that Louis is his own person. Treating him like a real person & wanting him to have credit for his hard work, instead of treating him like a character for their entertainment has never been their strong point, has it?

What if Gladio’s harsh ass anger and attitude was all due to guilt for what happened to Ignis?

It’s slowly occurring to me that when Prompto left the group in Altissia to help Noct get closer to Leviathan, Gladio and Ignis were the two left…

And after the implication of what we see in the teaser for Episode Ignis… Where was Gladio? WHY WASN’T HE THERE TO BE BY IGNIS’S SIDE?

I feel like… Prompto and Gladio’s being overly concerned for Ignis and trying to help him by being up his ass all the time, and snapping at Noct for walking too fast and shit is because they were guilty because they weren’t there.

They were not there to protect Ignis, and because of that Ignis was overwhelmed and taken down by MTs and Ardyn fucking hurt him. Of course blinding him was a brilliant stroke, took away one of the most important things to Ignis, his sight. He can’t observe and protect Noct if he can’t fucking see.

WHERE WERE YOU GLADIO. We know mostly what Prompto was up to be WHAT HELL. Where you were you, Gladio, when Ignis needed you?!

okay I was tagged by both @loinwonderland and @jungianca6 so I guess I’d better do this now 😂

Rules: Answer the 20 questions and tag 20 amazing followers you’d like to get to know better

Tagged by: Those two I mentioned up there! Thanks!!! 💕

Name: Carol
Nicknames: Carol, hey you, buttface
Zodiac sign: Sagittarius!
Height: 5′6″
Orientation: Pan, heavy preference towards women.
Ethnicity: Several flavors of mayo
Favourite Fruit: honeydew melon!!!!!!
Favourite Season: fall for sure
Favourite Book: Someplace to Be Flying by Charles de Lint
Favourite Flower: Carnations and bluebonnets
Favourite Scent: that cinnamon-y fall smell. You know the one.
Favourite Colour: Pink
Favourite Animal: rats!
Coffee, tea, or hot cocoa?: Tea! Like, non-milk tea. But lately you’d think coffee.
Average Sleep Hours: Like 4-5 hours during the work week. Like 1337163891 hours on my days off. I sleep the entire two days off.
Cat or dog person?: dogs are superior
Favourite Fictional Character: Ymir, hands down, across the board.
Number of blankets you sleep with: I think I have three right now? I like sleeping in a cold room with a lot of blankets.
Dream Trip: Some really far, really clear ocean (Texas beaches are ugly??)
Blog created: 2010 ||l’OTL
Number of Followers: It’s literally only because of the giveaway i did in 2013 but…

Tagging: (If u do not feel like doing this, or you were already tagged, then just imagine instead of tagging you I blew a kiss to you into the night sky)
@fiontan @imperfecteclipse @torashiki @bossard @nanasity @ymirsbian @ataraxiansmile @bringobaggins @lupotterblogs @redstringraven @hamburger–time @goodguyjean @badboykirschtein @lolakasa @suppercut @esperanzacboronial @korrashoulders @megglytuff @julystorms @the-bob-who-turtles

i was tagged by @mianarazta and @andavs, so, here i am.  doing the thing.  like a doer of things would do.

A - Age: 28.  wow.  i had to do math to figure that out.  that is so sad for me.  it’s not a nifty enough number to remember off the top of my head, in my defense.  ask me who all the members of nsync are though.

B - Biggest fear: any kind of brain trauma that results in not being able to trust what your mind is telling you.  did i casual-forget where i put my keys or ARE CHUNKS OF GRAY MATTER JUST FALLING OUT OF MY HEAD?  I’M PRETTY SURE I NEED THOSE.

C - Current time: 8:08pm… is when i started.  things have gone.  awry.

D - Drink you had last: coffee.

E - Every day starts with: two alarms i ignore and one i have to fall out of bed to reach.

F - Favorite song: erm, there’s not enough commitment in my veins to have a favorite song but i’m ping-ponging between three at the moment.  the killers have a new song out, finally, the man.  i’m finally getting around to listening to the new bleachers cd i pre-ordered and everybody lost somebody is pretty great (as is the whole cd) and você partiu meu coração by nego do borel recently dragged me back so i could re-murder it.

G - Ghosts, are they real: can’t be.  i’m a homebody no matter where i go.  i’d have at least one weird ghost friend by now simply by virtue of being around all the time.

H - Hometown: st. petersburg, fl

I - In love with: coffee, master storytelling, sleeping.

J - Jealous of: anyone who has their shit together even slightly better than i do, aka, everyone else.  YOU WANNA GO, MAN?  ‘CAUSE I SURE DON’T.

K - Killed someone: not that i know of but i definitely knock a lot of stuff over, i could’ve final destinationed someone else’s demise without realizing it.

L - Last time you cried: wonder woman, no man’s land.  if not for movies, i would never cry.  because of movies, i’m pretty much a certified weeper.  i’m still mad at sisterhood of the traveling pants for making me bawl my eyes out in front of people.

M - Middle name: kelsey.  my dad, he just… sometimes you gotta let him have things even if no one’s happy about it.

N - Number of siblings: uno.

O - One wish: to be better at, and confident in the knowledge that i am better at, absolutely everything.  that’s one, that counts.

P - Person you last called/texted: my sister.  she texted me a picture of a greeting card with a bird on it about a half hour ago with the caption PUT A BIRD ON IT because she knows how to make me love her. 

Q - Question you’re always asked: “did you get any of that?” (in the sense of: were you paying even the slightest bit of attention?  guess what the answer almost always is????)

R - Reason to smile: was writing out an answer to this then it started thundering and now i’m typing sideways with my computer on the couch next to me because this wandered into my lap and is now snoring:

S - Song last sang: brand new, seventy times 7.  if there’s a way to get to the bridge and not shout it at the top of your lungs, i haven’t figured it out yet.  IS THAT WHAT YOU CALL A GETAWAY, TELL ME WHAT YOU GOT AWAY WITH, ‘CAUSE I’VE SEEN MORE SPINE IN JELLYFISH, I’VE SEEN MORE GUTS IN ELEVEN-YEAR-OLDS KIDS

T - Time you woke up: 8:30am.  every day we try for 8.  every day we fail.

U - Underwear color: blue.  and it has an all over tina belcher print thinking the word BUTTS on it.  i’m an adult.

V - Vacation destination: australia, 10/10 would return.

W - Worst habit: ditto leda’s: crippling procrastination.  also, uh, i do nothing to help curb my insomnia.  like, at all. 

X - Xrays you’ve had: i broke my wrist when i was a kid?  also dental ones.

Y - Your favorite food: my dad makes these salmon tacos that i would final destination murder all kinds of people for.

Z - Zodiac sign: pisces.

uhhhh, tagging: @i-sveikata, @fruit-of-my-hoechloins, @midnightisquiet, @queenshounds, @livthelion, @myotparmada, @squeeingfangirl, and all the other people i’m thinking of and don’t know i’m thinking of.  you know who you are [finger guns] and so do i, heh.

Goal: Tag nine people you want to get to know better!

The lovely @charlieweesley tagged me in this, thank you!!! (I can’t tag on my laptop so no bold questions but we’ll try our best)

Relationship status: single
Favourite colour: dark red! But also thousands of other colours
Lipstick or chapstick: red lipstick is super super rad so that
Last song I listened to: lovestruck by the vamps is currently playing
Top three shows: merlin, brooklyn nine-nine and elementary
Top three characters: remus lupin, halt o'carrick and will herondale (look it wasn’t easy, but they came to mind first)
Top three ships: merthur, peraltiago and jenny/gilan because I can’t think of anything else but also they’re pretty darn cute

I tag: @bothhappy–andsad @styalls @klainederful @observelouis @lesterdreams @floralaesthetlc @ryanperch @ciaoloueh @louiistomlinsun

i wish people would stop seeing animated movies at the result of big name studios and see them rather as the result of the hard work of hundreds of artists who dedicated their time and effort into creating something for us to enjoy

hello darlings i am sorry i have been gone so long, only two days now until im free from second year physics and can bring you the stuff that i have been planning!

i have been doing a lot of destress sketches in between revision and and doing comission work that i need to finish up, and here is one of them!

i’m getting back into the mchanzone in preparation for mchanzo week, and if you follow me on snapchat you might have seen peeks of the merman au ive been creating (if you wanna follow my username is morrowkei). there is gonna be lots of art to come, soon <3

writing fanfic like

Fic tags/warnings : angst, pining, friends to lovers, roommates, but they don’t live in the same actual room, flatmates, modern flat, domesticity, cooking, cooking breakfast, not cooking lunch or dinner, eggs, omelettes, non-veganism, dish ware, tea, drinking the tea, bickering, snark, watching tv, rupaul’s drag race, shangela, more pining, referring to boys as gorgeous, holding hands, interlaced fingers, legs touching, knees touching, fabrics, use of shoulder as a pillow, cuddling, breathing, hearts pounding, continued television watching, whispering, failing to act, time skips, sleeping, sleeping in separate rooms, nightmares, waking up, moving to the same bed, bed sharing, cotton sheets, awkwardness, hugging, comfort, a restful night’s sleep, morning breath, pretend disgust, staring into each other’s eyes, kissing, giggles, face touching, noses, butterfly kisses, fluff, lots of fluff, pressing together, frotting, frotting through pajamas, silk pajamas, flannel pajamas, friction, hardness, pleasure, sweat, ecstasy, sexual release, bodily fluids, mentions of laundry, implied bathroom usage, more breakfast, hugging from behind, feelings of surprise, feelings of contentment, happiness, hopeful resolution

Commenter: y wouldn’t u have a warning for doing the dishes? I hate being reminded of my chores, had to stop reading