Have you ever watched ducks, and cried? Because they’re capable of flocking together, and nobody had told them to do so, and they grow up together, eat together, live together, and they’re perfectly fine like this, at ease, just… swimming, together. And I stood there, and looked like a goof, and cried because the ducks were so perfectly in sync, so entirely fine with just swimming and living and feeling fine with others of their kind, like people would never be.
-opinion time- I actually don't think you should bottom your first time! Topping is kind of a... Guaranteed pleasure thing? And bottoming takes some getting used to. While I /definitely/ prefer bottoming now, it hurt my first time and even a couple after that and I wish my first sexual experience wasn't assosiated with literal butthurt? It put me off of sex for a bit, as I was really sore the next morning. -a very gay boi