penn pls

I threw up in class in front of everyone (again) and my mom was like “drink water you’ll be fine”

Then when I came home (they didn’t want me in class) she yelled at me for not really being sick and how if I’m actually sick I can’t see any of my friends and how I throw up too much

So. I start college on Monday and I’m STILL not sure if I want to change my schedule. I have three semesters left, and three art therapy courses left. I don’t want to take one this semester, but they’re offered so damn rarely that I don’t really have a choice. I SHOULD sign up but I just. Don’t want to. I don’t even want to go back to school hahahahahaha