Infelizmente não sei quem eu sou, pois sou tantas coisas de uma só vez. Mas hoje eu resolvi ser um espaço em branco numa rede social mesquinha, consequentemente também me torno um notebook de um escritor amador contemporâneo, sou lágrimas e frieza, mas também sou concentração e ação sútil. Poderia ficar me definindo em coisas que particularmente me angustiam, mas resolvi não ser nada tão real, pois eu não quero ser ponto se eu posso ser várias virgulas, eu não quero ser sorrisos amarelos se eu posso ser um olhar profundo, não me desce ser algo que já não se é faz tempo e que para mim nunca ninguém conseguiu ser, por isso me proponho vir a ser a vida que brota do peito, o coração que bate, os pensamentos que atormentam e as palavras que eu escrevo para mim mesmo. De mim mesmo para os meus olhos marejados.
A small gift for @saane of her Paz because A) she’s super adorable and it’s Shark Week and B) because I enjoy seeing her art on my dash and twitter feed and hope she keeps on going as long as she has jars of pickles to eat.
i realized that i could be thinking about sad ideas for Mabel and Pacifica but then i realize all of the cute shit they could be doing such as:
they celebrate both Hanukkah and Christmas because why the hell not more gifts
the two of them driving around in Grunkle Stan’s car singing off-key along to Taylor Swift’s 1989 album
Pacifica taking Mabel to a fancy restaurant and Mabel being a total dork the whole time (“ohmygosh is there a fork for every time you take a bite of food?”/ “why are all the waiters wearing suits and ties what if they spill stuff on them?” / “this classical music is sooo boring Paz why aren’t they playing Sev’ral Timez”) and Pacifica doesn’t even care
Mabel knitting them matching sweaters (and Pacifica secretly believes her sweater is the most priceless thing she’ll ever own)
sleepovers every other week because that’s their thing
Pacifica trying to make the first move like “can i kiss you?” and then Mabel just smothers her with kisses
when they’re older they move out of Gravity Falls and go to a big city and live in a shoebox apartment. Pacifica doesn’t even care if they’re eating microwave meals every other evening she’s just so glad that she’s free and happy and she’s got Mabel.
well, I did it. It’s almost 5 am, and it’s my very first oneshot in a really, horribly and way too long while. I wrote this on mobile so it might have mistakes. also it has to do with Pacifica being hit by her parents, so you’ve been warned.
O futuro não me importa, o que importa é daqui pra frente.
Tem dias que simplesmente você não se sente bem, questiona tudo, se magoa com qualquer bobagem. Tem dias que tudo o que você quer é ficar sozinho trancado no quarto, sem ver ninguém. Tem dias que você daria tudo pra ter um abraço ou alguém que ficasse do seu lado pra dizer “vai ficar tudo bem”. Tem dias que você chora e tenta entender porque nada dá certo. Tem dias que você se sente a pior das pessoas, achando que sua mãe merece um filha mais dedicada, que suas amigas merecem uma amiga mais animada, que seus professores precisam de uma aluna mais aplicada. Tem dias que tudo dá errado, e você só quer dormir por anos, ouvir suas músicas e chorar tudo que está engasgada. Tem dias que são horríveis, longos demais. Tem dias que tudo que você precisa é somente um pouco de paz.
Teen Pacifica headcanons. Just give me them all, angst, fluff, romance, family, friends, school, etc. (Me: *Putting off homework for the finer things in life*)
Hey Nonnie! I know you were looking forward to these sooner, but I have school and finals and basically one of my friends doesn’t believe I’ll graduate this year so.
But Teen!Paz headcannons? I’m BEYOND down. Let’s get some bullet points going because I love being organized!
Teen!Paz is a genius, okay? There is no doubt in my mind that she’s a straight A, AP student kinda gal.
She’s not just head cheerleader, she’s the head cheerleader. With co-captain Mabel Pines their Junior and Senior years. Because yes, the babies come back.
She’s also Class President for Freshman and Sophomore years. She decides to run for Dipper’s Vice President in their Junior and Senior years.
She’s captain of the debate team Freshman year, she drops it because there’s a lot on her plate the next year.
Dipper tries to get her to join Chess Club Junior year. She went to one meeting, beat everybody in the club within the afternoon except Dipper, and decides she never wants to go back because she was bored out of her mind. I fully believe that Pacifica’s ‘rents made her learn Chess.
Not technically Teen!Paz, but I believe that her ‘rents made her play violin at a young age, so she did orchestra in elementary school/sixth grade, but then she quit to focus on mini-golf.
Oh, she’s captain of the girls golf team her Sophomore year, but she realizes it’s ruining her enjoyment of the game.
SHE FIGHTS WITH AN AXE AND NO ONE WILL CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE! She uses axes, golf clubs, baseball bats, hammers/mallets, basically any kind of long-distance, big, item she can swing and hurl at the supernatural/evil people.
She and Dipper start dating the summer before their Sophomore year, she doesn’t make it obvious to her parents, but everyone in town knows because Paz doesn’t really wanna keep it a secret. I never understood why people did that other than for the angst of it all.
Paz and Mabel have sleepovers every Friday during the school year at the Shack, during the summer, Paz is rarely at her own house.
Paz convinced McGucket to let them back into the mansion, he bought her a second pony. When the Northwests got their money back, she made her parents let McGucket stay. He’s Uncle Fidds, now. He’s not allowed to move out/be kicked out without Paz being notified of why, because she will sic the gnomes on the mansion if he does.
The gnomes started chasing after her that first summer after Weirdmaggeddon, they wanted her as their queen. She refused to marry them and beat them with a mini-golf club. She’s basically their queen but minus the marriage thing. So yeah, she’ll make them do things for her. Like painting her nails. Shmebulock has gotten really good at nail art.
She’s pretty good friends with Candy and Grenda and they’re invited to Northwest Fest with the Pines every year, and all Mabel and Paz’s sleepovers. Paz even sets Candy up with a kid from her AP stats class.
I DON’T HAVE MUCH IN THE WAY OF ANGST BUT SHE AND DIPPER GET TOGETHER BC LIFE-OR-DEATH SITUATION MMKAY?!
Robbie is practically her big brother and he tries to make her edgy and she’s featured in one of his bands tracks with Mabel as a back-up scream-i mean singer!
She and Wendy talk about Dipper and axes and girl stuff, sometimes, but they aren’t super close.
Stan teaches her how to fight with her fists with assistance from Dipper and Ford as well.
Ford helps her with her homework when she gets lost/confused.
Family movie nights at the Shack on Saturday nights.
When she’s stressing about finals/exams in general Soos makes her take study breaks and tells her jokes until she’s laughing so hard she can’t breathe, tears are rolling out of hers eyes, and she’s on the ground.
Pacifica is a bridesmaid for Melody and Soos’s wedding. Mabel is the maid of honor.
UHM! I’m getting a little dried up here let’s see! She ends up tutoring Gideon at one point, they share hair-styling tips and basically she, Mabel and Gid become this team of fashionistas and they constantly quote the Mean Girls rules.
Paz gets super smashed at a party before she gets with Dipper, and Grenda and Candy save her from some jerky dudes and basically they bonded for life.
I headcannon that Paz was never physically abused because her parents had an image to uphold, but she was certainly mentally and emotionally abused, which left her with depression. Then Weirdmaggeddon happened and she had some PTSD. She sees a few therapists until she finds one that clicks, and she had to take some meds her Sophomore and Junior years, but she gets better and is allowed off her meds for her seventeenth birthday. She still sees her therapist to keep from getting “bad” again.
Her first official date with Dipper Pines was to an old-time drive-in to see “The Breakfast Club” (yes I’m aware those are from different time periods).
Pacifica knows all the words to the movies “Clueless” and “Legally Blonde” by heart.
Robbie influenced her taste in music pretty heavily and she’s pretty in some punk rock bands.
This is like, a lot, now. UHM! Her first kiss with Dipper happened before they were officially together, and it happened in a game of “Truth or Dare” with Mabel, Candy, and Grenda. So yeah.
You’d think Paz would be into the Kardashians and all but she’s way more interested in Mythbusters and The Big Bang Theory and Ghost Harassers marathons with Dipper and Ford.
Dipper teaches her how to play DD&MD, she beats him with beginner’s luck and refuses to play ever again.
I probably have more but this feels really long and I have THINGS TO DO AND NONNIE IT’S BEEN LIKE HALF AN HOUR WRITING THESE THINGS!
But thanks cause it’s really nice to get my headcannons out of…well, my head.
Feel free to let these inspire fic, just tag me so I can read them!
Pacfica getting Mable Smile Dip not knowing it's dangers and having some
Admin 2: Ayeeee, here you go. This was silly to write and gets a little bit trippy. Enjoy! :>
Pacifica was confused.
She had recalled that when they were younger, Mabel had told her the story of her experience with Smile Dip and how it had been life altering. So of course, being the dutiful best friend that she, was after a failed date, she went out of her way to procure some.
Sure, she could have gone to the grocery store and bought Mabel chocolate or ice cream, something mundane that could easily appease her.
Metal Gear Fans:
Is anything real? What's a hallucination? What ISN'T a hallucination? Skullface and BB just buddies now? What's EVEN GOING ON!? ARE THEY GOING TO GET RID OF EVERYONE'S VOICE? IS THAT LIQUID? IS HE STEALING A METAL GEAR THAT LITTLE SHIT? BIG BOSS WHAT THE /FUCK/? DID YOU SEE THAT FUCKING POSTER? DID YOU SEE THOSE FUCKING ROBOT THINGS? WHAT? IT IS LIQUID I FUCKING CALLED IT! BUT WAIT? WHY WAS PAZ ALIVE? WHY IS KAZ BLIND OR WHATEVER?? HOW CAN WE TRUST ANYTHING ANYMORE
I'm an English teacher working in Japan and when I asked some of students what they thought about GZ, they said they hated the stuff that happened with Paz. When I asked why they hated it, the response given was something I did not expect. They felt they were victims of "寝取られ" (Kinda means cuckold) and that the "used goods" deserved what she got. I'm still kinda amazed at the dichotomy of reactions between the two cultures. Also your daily Spelunky and BoI streams have been a great joy.
Dipper sneaks ringing bells in Mr. and Mrs. Northwest's nightmares. They stop using the bell on Pacifica, but when Paz realizes why, she tells Dipper to that she can handle it on her own. (Prompt for Unlikely Friends?)