patrick atkins

Now I'm Nothing / Terrible Lie
Nine Inch Nails
Now I'm Nothing / Terrible Lie

I’m gonna smash myself to pieces
I’m gonna fuck myself up
I’m sifting through ashes of what I have become
I gave myself away, now i’m nothing
I let it slip away, now i’m nothing
All that I can do is break myself in two
I fucked it all alway, now i’m nothing
Wave, wave, wave, wave goodbye
Wave, wave, wave, wave goodbye

Hey God!
Why are you doing this to me?
Am I not living up to what I’m supposed to be?
Why am I seething in this animosity?
(Hey God!) I think you owe me a great big fucking apology
Terrible Lie!

Hey God!
I really don’t know what you mean?
Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
I let my hatred grow all the more extreme
(Hey God!) Is this world really as sad as it seems
Terrible Lie!

Don’t tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don’t tear it away from me, I need someone to hold on to
Don’t tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Please don’t tear it away from me, I need someone to hold on to
Don’t tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don’t tear it away from me, I need someone to hold on to
Don’t tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don’t tear it , please, don’t tear it, please don’t tear it, don’t tear it, don’t!

Hey God!
Theres nothing left for me to hide
I’ve lost my ignorance, security and pride
I’m all alone in this fucking world you must despise
I believed your promises, your promises and lies
Terrible Lie!

You made it throw it all away
My morals left to decay
How many you betray?
You’ve taken everything

My head is filled with disease
My skin is begging you please
I’m on my hands and knees
I want so much to believe
I want so much to believe
Goddamn it!

You fucking promised me!

Here’s a few pics from the Beginning Middle End exhibition opening night at the Truro arts Company! A huge thank you to everyone who came by, it was a really wonderful night. 

The Exhibition is still on until the 9th of May so if anyone finds themselves in the Cornish capital in the next couple of weeks, you know what to do!

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One Direction backstage in Minneapolis - July 26, 2015