Today I realized I like being alone during highschool, that being alone doesn’t make weird or depressed. Just different from them.
And it’s okay because I don’t want to be like them and talk only about my love life, parties, drugs, alcohol and bad decisions. Or do stupid jokes that hurt others…I like being kind, somewhat sarcastic and especially… I love being myself.
I’m staying with the friends that share hobbies and likes with me, with those I dont have the opportunity to spend classes with but I can chat with, all the fucking day without cringing or getting bored and have to froce a smile.
I mean, I’m going to stop trying to be someone I’m not.
I feel like my self confidence just jumped to the sky today. So I wanted to share it the people that read what I write…Even if it’s not really interesting :)