I hate when people refer to my drug addiction as “partying”. The party stopped long ago before the addiction began, it hasn’t been partying since the very beginning of my drug use. I may be high, but it isn’t fun anymore, certainly no where near a damn party. I need to invade my veins with smack and my lungs with crack just to function normally enough to start my day. My life is consumed by addiction. Partying is a part of most peoples lives at some points on weekends or late nights, addiction is such a massive part of my life that when the weekend ends and the night turns to day I’m still trapped in the brutal cycle of drug addiction, this is no fucking party, it’s a nightmare.
Lilith (Black Moon) Disclaimer: The full influence of Lilith isn’t always common. We always have challenges and trials to overcome in life. There is a dark side to life. You are the ruler of your life not astrology.
Aries Lilith tends to be influenced and hurt by coworkers, employees, males in their life, and people in their life with anger issues.
Aries Lilith is associated with becoming the warriors, fighters, bullies, gamblers, unhealthy risk-takers, killers, and a person who is overcome by their rage and acts on it brutally.
Lilith can be hurt and influenced by females in their life, the media (especially art/aesthetics), muses, or finances.
They can be hurt and influenced by someone with a lot of financial power over them or someone who is a stable person in their life.
Lilith can become the seducer, hoarder, penny-pincher, usurer, a glutton, or is dishonest with materialism, money, and pleasure.
Lilith can be influenced and hurt by extended family, friends, acquaintances, siblings, students, and teachers.
Lilith is associated with turning into a thief, gossiper, unfaithful, con artist, plagiarist, liar, whistleblower, instigator, and trickster.
Lilith can be hurt and influenced by immediate family, especially the mom or grandma. Can be hurt by mentor, coach, and community leader.
Cancer Lilith can turn into the traitor, profanator, selfish manipulator, coward, gives into vices, has terrible habits & attachments.
Lilith can be hurt and influenced by lovers, their own children, bullies, and people with power or fame.
Lilith can turn into the gambler, party-addict, gives into wild impulses, the abuser, the user, a pimp, and a heart-breaker.
Lilith can be influenced and hurt by coworkers, bosses, those that will take advantage of them, caretakers, and even healers.
Lilith can turn into the hustler, a lackey, suck-up, dependent/parasite, negative caretaker, and dangerous in medicine.
Lilith can be influenced and hurt by lovers, friends, allies, and people they have deals with.
Lilith is associated with becoming a schemer, gossiper, initiator, unjust, emotional vampire, seducer, and general corruption.
Lilith can be influenced and hurt by truly dangerous people. Can be a victim of abuse of all kinds. Death in family associated.
Lilith is associated with becoming a lot of bad things. Criminal activity, abuse, and self-destruction are its main themes.
Lilith can be influenced and hurt by false ideological and religious leaders, selfish people, con artist, reckless loved ones.
Lilith is associated with becoming a gambler, dangerous risk-taker, obsessed with competition, false prophet, and imposture.
Lilith can be influenced and hurt by males, authority figures, powerful people (especially in politics), and their father.
Lilith is associated with turning into the tyrant, cold cynic, power abuser, self-harm, blackmailer, and neglectful.
Lilith can be influenced and harmed by groups, peer pressure, friends, and current ideals or beliefs.
Lilith is associated with being the anarchist, traitor, trickster, deranged rebel, outcast, and discourages dreams or identity.
Pisces Lilith can be hurt and influenced by family members, friends, and lovers. Essentially anyone truly close to them.
Lilith can turn into the addict, give into criminal behavior, the cruel manipulator, have a heavy victim mindset, and have a us vs. them mentality.