I cry every time I think about never seeing you again
I miss you.
You ended things for so many reasons. You talked of how our relationship stressed you out and brought you so much sadness because of that. You said how, in the end, you weren’t getting anything from the relationship - that hurt, so much. You’re so positive and full of light about everything, which is why I’m finding your negativity towards us so hard to understand. Maybe everything that comes with it as a bit much, I know it hasn’t been easy for you, but I’m here for you and I want to always be, whether that be as a lover or a friend. Maybe, after a bit of time, and things have settled down for you, we can try again. I want to hold out hope because I can’t leave without trying one more time. I know there’s a part of you that wants to, we’ve had such an amazing time together and made so many beautiful memories, I don’t want that to stop. If I’m wrong, if there isn’t a part of you that wants to try then I’ll just have to find some way of accepting that and try to move on from it. If you change your mind then please come to me, I’ll be here, and we can talk it out and see each other again and then see from that if we can salvage us. Regardless of if this is permanent or not, please don’t leave me for good, you’re too important to me to just vanish.