part of me feels like

I’m quitting my second job.

Ya know that one that I do from home on the computer? Yeah. It was a seriously tough choice, but I finally put in my notice and my last shift will be on 8/31. I can’t go through another year of working 65-80 hours/week. 

Originally posted by a-night-in-wonderland

^Legit feels. The weeks leading up to my notice gave me such anxiety, but I wrote this during my break earlier and I’m so exhausted. As much as I love the company (and I’ve been with them for almost 3 years!), I know this is the right choice. I also have a million teacher things to do and I had to stop because it was time to work, which is what always happens. Tonight will be yet another night of minimal sleep, but I know I can power through.

Right? Is it too late to say send coffee? Okay, fine, send coffee tomorrow.

real bored so drew myself on how i blush IRL

im a blush grump >:”O                                                                                                                             

okay, but real talk.

if there was actually a pride and prejudice (2005) discord server, would anyone actually join?

anyone else kinda terrified you’ll never be able to hold a job in the future because of your mental illness

Sometimes I hate being trans. A lot of the time, actually. While everyone else is moving forward, you’re feel like you’re waiting, waiting, waiting. For the next GIC appointment. For hormones to show any effect. For surgery. For the next surgery. For forms and reports and assessments to be filled out.

These things take weeks, months, years. Whole parts of your life get eaten away on waiting lists for services that are already stretched to their limit. And all the time you want everything to stop - to right itself in some magical overnight miracle. You spend nights crying and asking ‘why me?’ Why am I the one who has to be stuck here? 

But you will get there. I promise you. Nobody knows patience like us trans folk. We have to be strong, mentally, emotionally and physically, because we are forced to be by our very nature. It’s something huge to bear and it’s okay if you’re not always okay. It isn’t fun, and it isn’t fair. And it’s okay to grieve - for being born with the wrong parts, or for all the times that your body restricted you in life - for the things you wish you had. Grieve if you need to. 

There is light and dark to everything in life. Being trans is no exception. Keep going. Wait and fight and grieve and celebrate and live - in the way that only we trans people know how. 

You’ll come out stronger in the end.

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jess mariano + smiling/laughing (requested by anonymous) 

#i would like to take a moment to acknowledge how difficult it was to find scenes without rory where he was genuinely smiling #she is his sunshine and light #carry on

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i can’t believe i stan him TT

anonymous asked:

do you ever think about how when even was manic he said 'we're so going to get married' and then when he was depressed he said 'in another universe we're together for all eternity' and cry

I cry more about what that turned into actually??? They started off talking on such a grand scale, “man of my life” and “married” and “eternity”, and while that might be romantic… I feel like that didn’t serve Even particularly well? If you’re living life as a film, you might make the big gesture and let the curtain fall. If you’re living life thinking of all the parallel universes, you can comfort yourself that one of them is getting it ‘right’. What I really loved about season three was that it wasn’t too precious about anything, Isak and Even enjoyed all the talk about the infinite and du er mannen i mitt liv but it wasn’t what ended up actually meaning the most to them. 

What wound up being the most important thing was you and me and this bed and now. And then ‘move in with me because I want you and your dirty socks and your elbow next to mine on the kitchen table’. The everyday, every day. The “now” means more to me than any hypothetical forever and they’re giving everything they could right at this minute. That’s what gets me more than anything with them, seeing them take such good care of each other because they aren’t counting on anything else. Because life is

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batb meme → [1/6] lyrics
↳ and for once it might be grand, to have someone understandi want so much more than they’ve got planned

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Goryeo’s Best Dressed: Hae Soo as the King’s Woman

lemon eyes by turnyourankle

Harry/Louis /  Explicit / ABO - Alpha Louis, Omega Harry / 50k

It’s not proper for omegas to mess around with alphas before finding their bondmate. But Harry doesn’t give a damn what’s proper and fully intends on getting as much experience as he can before even trying to find one. As far as he’s concerned, the right alpha won’t care, and he’ll have some fun on the way.

And who better to start with than Louis Tomlinson, the alpha with the worst reputation on campus?

AKA the versatile ABO.

a reminder to any fan

not having the money to buy an album, merch, etc. does not make you a bad fan.

not being able to see your idols in concert does not make you a bad fan. 

not having the resources to do any of the above does not make you a bad fan.

please don’t forget that.

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Kuroo from @eicinic‘s Superman AU. 
Because Gin is amazing and deserves all the Kuroos in the world (so he better save it).


I’ve been listening to this song a lot while drawing, and I think the first verse is awfully fitting

There’s a war we can’t ignore, waging silence on our lives
We will overcome, let the cowards run and hide

We were born to take it back
This is revelational

I am not afraid

– Dillon Francis - Love in the Middle of a Firefight