part 3 next year or sooner

5 Tips for Staying Motivated

1. Reward as you go. You should be proud of everything you accomplish along the way, not just the destination itself. So be happy when you complete one assignment or find sources for an essay, don’t just focus on the overall grade at the end of the year.

2. Set goals. Early in the semester, you need to establish what you want to accomplish this school year. Whether that be study more or go out less, you need to make and write down a plan right off the bat. 

3. Don’t get discouraged. We all mess up. We all get behind in school work or break one of the rules we set for ourselves. That’s just a part of life. DO NOT use this as an excuse to give up though. Just start doing it again the next day. It won’t be the end of the world unless you give up complete. 

4. Do things sooner rather than later. Try to get your work done as soon as possible. When you get home from school, take a short break, and I mean SHORT, and then get your assignments done for the day. That way, you can just relax and chill until you go to bed, rather than pulling an all nighter if something ends up taking longer than expected. 

5. Procrastinate with other work. Let’s say you don’t want to read a chapter of a book for a class. Well, before doing that, go ahead and clean your room and practice your violin. If you’re going to procrastinate, do it with something worthwhile, rather than spending hours on tumblr. At least that’s a few less things you have to do later on. 

How would you feel- part 3

Author: @smutilinski

Character(s): Stiles Stilinski/Reader

Word count: 2261

Warning: NSFW 18+, swearing, drinking and people insulting each other (just in case that would offend someone), oh yeah and SMUT ;)

AN: Hi everyone! I’m very sorry for not posting sooner… On the bright side, PART 3 IS FINALLY HERE!!! I hope you like it! So sit back and enjoy the story! And a HUGE thanks to @minhosmeanhoe for all the help!

@ekinsyikin here you go dear! ;)

Plot: (Y/N) comes back to Beacon Hills after leaving 2 years ago. Only scott knows why she left and he swore not to tell a single soul. Stiles is still very angry at her and she confronts him about it.

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You were at your locker picking books you needed for first period, when scott appeared next to you. ‘’You must be an expert at sneaking out in the middle of the night by now. What do you have to say for yourself, young lady?’’ He raised an eyebrow at you, waiting for answer. You turned back to your locker, not wanting to let him see the sadness in your eyes. ‘’Yeah I-um couldn’t sleep, so I figured I’d just walk back home.’’ you were nervous and knew he would eventually pick up on your chemo signals or your incredibly fast heartbeat.


Without saying anything, you closed your locker and walked away. The truth is you were still pretty devastated with the way Stiles had left you on saturday night. You were very drunk, but not drunk enough to forget what had happened. You had fallen asleep after crying a little and woken up the next morning with a severe headache and a confused expression when you noticed that the handcuffs were gone and your clothes were next to you on the bedside table.


You headed over to your chemistry class. How convenient was it that you had to sit next to Stiles for the first period of the week ? You sat next to him silently opening your book to the page you were on. ‘’So how was the walk back to your house, Princess’’ He asked with a wicked grin on his face. You didn’t say anything back you just looked away, when your eyes landed on scott, who was looking at Stiles with an angry expression on his face. ‘’Would you just shut up and leave me alone, please.’’ Your voice was raspy and low as you fought to hold back the tears.


This time, when the bell rang you were the first one to get out of the class and rush to the bathroom. You heard Scott calling your name from the other side of the door. ‘’Go away Scott.’’ You were sobbing and questioning why you had even bothered to put makeup on. ‘’Look I’m sorry that Stiles was such an ass, but maybe if you told me what he did I could help you.’’ You opened the door and gave him a hug. You weren’t crying anymore. You told him what really happened saturday night, making sure to keep the details to a minimum. He looked pretty disappointed as he apologized for his best friend’s asshole behaviour.

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A week later, you felt better thanks to the pack’s help. Stiles and scott were eating together while you ate with the girls. You still couldn’t bear the thought of looking him in the eyes after what he did to you, but at least you were able to hold back the tears until you were alone in your room.

There was a party at lydia’s and as one of her best friends, you were forced to go. You told yourself that one night of socialization wouldn’t be the end of the world. You put together a cute outfit and refreshed your makeup before leaving for the party.

When you got there, people were already drunk. You made your way to the kitchen to pour yourself a drink. ‘’OH MY GOD! Look who finally decided to show up…’’ said a visibly drunk Lydia. You laughed and rolled your eyes before giving her a hug. “Alright, now enough with the hugging, go mingle!” the redhead said before winking at you and heading towards the living room.

You poured yourself a cup of rum and coke before going to look for Scott in the backyard. ‘’Hey Scotty!’’ He turned around and smiled at you and then, you noticed that Stiles was sitting in front of him. Your eyes met his and he instantly looked away, but this time something was different. He didn’t look angry or annoyed if anything he actually looked sad.

He got up and walked towards you. ‘’Hey hum, do you think we could talk?’’ You glanced back at scott who looked as shocked as you. You were very reluctant to say yes, but at the same time you wanted to talk to him. ‘’ yeah um do you want to go take a walk so we don’t get disturbed?’’ After he agreed, you both walked in silence towards the metal gate leading to the front of the house. You were pretty far from lydia’s house when stiles stopped to walk and sat on the sidewalk. He waited a few second, then mumbled ‘’hold on’’ and he removed his plaid shirt to lay it on the cement next to him. You sat down and thanked him, slightly blushing at the thought of Stiles being so nice to you. “No problem. I don’t want you to ruin that beautiful outfit.”

A moment later, Stiles turned to look at you. He was playing nervously with his hands, while you were looking at the ground playing with small rocks that were lying around at your feet. ‘’I wanted to apologize for the way I acted the other night. It was really- I had my reasons, but it was still- I’m sorry i’ve been such an asshole with you. I mean nothing can really justify tying you to my bed-’’ You looked back at him ‘’Can you please not say that out loud i’m trying to forget it, like really hard.’’ he looked at you with an apologetic look on his face. ‘’Yeah, yeah- um totally. Well, i’m still sorry for um- it.’’

You were still playing with the rocks when stiles got up. You looked at him with a confused expression. ‘’ So that’s it, you said you were sorry, you’re just gonna walk away and not talk to me ever again, You’re just going to leave?’’ He stopped walking and turned only his head so he could look at you from the corner of his eyes. ‘’That’s what you did.’’ He said this with a blank expression, breaking your heart.

You got up and dried the tears that had fallen on your cheeks, but new ones replaced them. You spoke without thinking and said the thing that you had only told to one person. ‘’ You were talking in your sleep and you said ‘I love you’. That’s why I left’’ He turned to face you and he looked confused. ‘’Huh?’’

‘’I said , I left because-’’ He got closer to you and you could see the angry expression on his face.

‘’I know what you said, but do you even realise what’s wrong with what you are telling me? You could have just told me you didn’t love me instead of just leaving.’’ He was yelling and throwing his arms in the air.

Tears were still streaming down your face. ‘’ You mean like you did? Don’t you remember what I told you before we kissed the other night? Because I do. I told you that I loved you.’’

‘’Then why the fuck did you leave (Y/N)? WHY?’’ You had never seen Stiles that mad in you entire life. ‘’ You said I love you, it just wasn’t meant for me to hear.’’

Thinking about it made your heart shatter again. Stiles had been asleep for about thirty minutes now and your head rested on his chest. You were delicately tracing invisible patterns on his sin with your finger when he began petting your hair slightly. You looked at his face, he was sound asleep he looked so peaceful. He mumbled a few words before you could really hear what he was saying. Your smile faded as you heard him pronounce a name that wasn’t yours.

‘’ It was meant for lydia. You said ‘I love you, Lydia’ and that’s why I left. Because if I had told you, you would have denied it and i would have believed you and I would have fallen even more in love with you and-’’ You didn’t even realised how close he was before his lips crashed on yours.

He pulled you closer to him and you wrapped your arms around his neck. He licked your bottom lip to ask for entrance, which you happily granted him. It was like someone had set fire to you and the only remaining source of water on heart. Your lips were moving in perfect sync as your hands desperately roamed each other’s body with as much passion as Beethoven when he was playing the piano.

You stopped when it started raining cats and dogs. ‘’Come on, the jeep is not far from here’’ You both started running towards his car. Stiles was holding your hand, practically dragging you behind him, but you didn’t care as you were too happy to feel any pain.

When you got to the jeep, you clothes were soaking, so you climbed in the back seat to get them off, while Stiles was looking at you in awe. ‘’You know I’m pretty sure this is illegal.’’ he said raising his eyebrows. You playfully showed him you wrists. “Well arrest me then, officer Stilinski.” He looked at you with a smirk while pulling something from under the seat. “Maybe I will.” He clicked the handcuffs around your wrists while kissing you. “Just make sure that you don’t leave me here, this time.”

He looked at you before talking with a soft voice. “I won’t, because I never want you to leave again.” He placed a soft kiss on your lips before looking at you intensely. ‘’ No, this isn’t right.’’ He handed you the clothes scattered around the floor of the jeep and buckled his belt before getting out of the car and in the front seat.

You put your clothes back on and stayed there. You couldn’t move, you felt the tears rushing back as stiles glanced back at you. He muttered some words to himself before quickly joining you again in the backseat. He grabbed your hands and rubbed the back of them with his thumbs, while looking at you with a smile. “No, no, no. I meant this as in having sex in the back of my car. I mean- you truly are gorgeous and sexy and- I want you very very much, but I want it to be special, as special as you are t-” you cut him off with a kiss.

He placed his hands on your cheeks and slid one down your neck as he closed the space between you. You delicately massaged the back of his head with your fingertips while he pulled you on top of him as he lied down. You pulled away when you realised he had stopped moving. ‘’What’s wrong?’’ You moved so you were kneeling next to the car seat. You were both panting as you looked in each other’s eyes.

He sat up and slid in the front seat and gestured for you to do the same. ‘’ home. Now. i need you like now. ‘’ you smirked as you reached to put your hand on his thigh, but before you could touch him he grabbed your hand and interlaced his fingers with yours. ‘’ don’t even think about it.’’

The ride to his house was long and there was enough sexual tension in the car to make the windows break. As soon as you got there you both jumped out of the jeep and ran inside his house. After noticing that his dad wasn’t home, he pushed you against the door, kissing you hungrily. His hands slipped down your back and on your ass. He took the time to gently squeeze it, before gripping the back of your thighs and lifting you up.

You wrapped your legs around his waist and he placed kisses along your jawline and down your neck. He carried you up the stairs and closed the door with his foot, before gently putting you down on the bed. He hovered over you and looked into your eyes as he pushed a hair strand behind your ear. ‘’ You’re so beautiful.’’ He grabbed your cheeks and kissed you tenderly. You smiled as he removed his shirt and threw it across the room. You then removed yours and grabbed the back of his neck to bring him closer to you.

You both removed the rest of your clothes and he rolled you over so you were on top, your legs on each side of his body. You placed his tip against your entrance and a groan emerged from deep inside his throat. He grabbed your hips and lowered you until he filled you completely, resulting in a moan from both of you.

You started to roll your hips, once you adjusted to his generous size. He removed one hand from your hips to rub circles against your clit, once he felt you clenching around him. Then, he turned you over and slammed back into you at a punishing pace, which made your eyes roll, and your back arch from the bed. “Stiles! Fuck- I’m gonna-” Your vision became blurry, as you felt a wave of pleasure pulsating from your core and spreading all over your body.

As you came back to your senses, Stiles groaned, while lightly biting into your shoulder skin. His pace became slower, as he fell over the edge. He pulled out of you and fell next to you.

Without a word you both crawled under the covers. You rested your head on his chest and he wrapped his arms around you, before placing a kiss on your forehead. He broke the silence “So, how would you feel if I asked you on a date?”