paranoias mentales

my paranoia, being vague as fuck: something bad is going to happen

me: what?

paranoia: something…..

me: *is suddenly hyperaware of everything & everyone and prepares myself for death or danger at any moment*

~ just paranoia things ~
(feel free to add on)
- hating showering for fear of someone being in the room with you/ the noises you hear outside of the bathroom
- having a fear of looking out windows at night
- blinds/curtains are always closed
- everyone is lying to you ???
- can’t enter a room without checking for intruders
- can’t leave a room without peeking out the door to make sure no one is out there.
- oh yeah, that noise you just heard? it’s someone breaking into the house
- staying home alone??? out of the question.

My brain: *takes a deep breath* your friends-
Me: yes, I know my friends hate me, I know, they hate me so much, they wish i was dead and that I would never speak to them again, they just hate me, I KNOW , they hate me they fucking hate me, I get it, THEY HATE ME, I GET IT.