~ just paranoia things ~
(feel free to add on)
- hating showering for fear of someone being in the room with you/ the noises you hear outside of the bathroom
- having a fear of looking out windows at night
- blinds/curtains are always closed
- everyone is lying to you ???
- can’t enter a room without checking for intruders
- can’t leave a room without peeking out the door to make sure no one is out there.
- oh yeah, that noise you just heard? it’s someone breaking into the house
- staying home alone??? out of the question.
Idk man do you ever get rlly scared that ppl hate you for no reason and you rlly wanna ask if they hate you even though you know deep down they don’t but if you ask if they hate you they’ll get mad BC that’s me
My brain: *takes a deep breath* your friends-
Me: yes, I know my friends hate me, I know, they hate me so much, they wish i was dead and that I would never speak to them again, they just hate me, I KNOW , they hate me they fucking hate me, I get it, THEY HATE ME, I GET IT.