parallel import

MORE CS PARALLELS

I keep saying how much Karamel and Mon-El showing up in S2 to be the endgame love interest is giving me all the feels and then he says the thing…

UNTIL I MET YOU

LOOK AT MY BOYS! BECOMING THE GOOD AND HEROIC MEN THEY WERE MEANT TO BE AFTER MEETING THE WOMEN WHO INSPIRE THEM TO DO SO!

I think Spike sums it up nicely.

  • But imagine we’re a quarter of the way through season seven and episode 4 opens and we’re in the Milkovich house. 
  • Mickey’s laying in bed. 
  • His eyes are shut but he’s not really asleep. 
  • His body is turned away from the door which stands open. 
  • A figure suddenly appears in the doorway. It’s Ian.
  • Mickey hears the footsteps but doesn’t roll over. Instead he just mumbles ‘Fuck off’ into his pillow.
  • Ian doesn’t retreat. 
  • He approaches the bed and slowly sits on the edge - on Mickey’s side.
  • Mickey’s laying in the space Ian’s body used to take up when they were together, before everything got so goddamn screwed up.
  • Mickey still doesn’t turn but his heart is beating so hard he thinks he’s going to die. 
  • He knows there’s only one person who would be so gentle.Only one person who would be so calm in the Milkovich house. Only one person who should approach him warily because they’re the same person who broke his heart. The person that promised to wait for him but didn’t. The person who’s name is scarred on his chest, spelt wrongly, just like their relationship. The one person he doesn’t want to see but also the one person he’s scared he’ll never see again. 
  • He doesn’t turn around in case it’s just another dream, another of his alcohol induced fantasies. 
  • After all he’s been out for weeks and Ian still hasn’t visited, hasn’t contacted.
  • And yet it’s Ian Gallagher’s voice that cuts through the silence of the Milkovich house. 
  • He doesn’t say ‘Sorry’. 
  • He doesn’t say ‘I love you’
  • He doesn’t say any of the things Mickey wants to hear but he says the one thing that gives Mickey hope. 
  • Ian simply says ‘I’m sorry I’m late.’ 
  • And Mickey knows that one day he’ll forgive Ian. That one day they’ll be happy again. That one day they’ll grow old together. That every day until their last day they’ll protect each other.
4

- Anything you want to do tonight? Go out, see your friends? You should, it’s fine.
- No, this is fine.

  • The Church: What are we up to, sweetheart?
  • The Querulous Theologian: Fixing your Bible.
  • The Church: I, um... What?
  • [Pan over to The Querulous Theologian, who works on a book with pens, brushes, and loose pages.]
  • The Querulous Theologian: Bible's broken. Contradictions, false logistics... doesn't make sense.
  • The Church: No, no. You—you can't...
  • The Querulous Theologian: So we'll integrate non-progressional evolution theory with God's creation of Eden. Eleven inherent metaphoric parallels already there. Eleven. Important number. Prime number. One goes into the house of eleven eleven times, but always comes out one. Noah's ark is a problem.
  • The Church: Really?
  • The Querulous Theologian: We'll have to call it "early quantum state phenomenon". Only way to fit 5,000 species of mammals on the same boat.
What is the Higher Self?

Just today alone, I’ve answered three asks/fanmails that were talking about the Higher Self and what exactly it is. I think the Source is trying to tell me something. It’s a commonly confused subject, since the Higher Self isn’t the spirit that travels outside of our body (consciously or subconsciously). I’ve tried to form the best explanation I can gather, with the help of some of my spiritual comrades too, and I’d be more than willing to add to this with input from anyone. 

Let’s do this in question format, since that’s the easiest to format! 

When I travel outside my body and I’m not aware of it, is that my Higher Self?

In this case, it isn’t your Higher Self that’s causing you to travel. This is your spirit just in another plane/dimension, that you consciously, as a spirit, chose to travel to. We can all exist in many dimensions at once, which I’ll explain in more detail below. Your Higher Self never leaves your internal being, but instead travels as a self inside yourself in all the ways you exist and every will exist. The Higher Self travels with you, as the internal intuitive force/Source connection, but is not the consciousness choosing to travel. 

Then what is the Higher Self if it can’t leave my being?

The Higher Self is something that every spiritual being and human soul has. It is an aspect of ourselves that is within the very center of our spiritual being, and is our intuitive guide. In a way, it’s the personification that we mentally create to communicate with the Source-aligned center of our being. The Higher Self is pure divinity, truly our “highest self.” The Higher Self will never do harm, since the Higher Self is our mental interpretation of the pure Source energy within us all. The Higher Self is our True Self, completely free of ego and attachment, but translated through our mental personification. The True Self can’t be mentally interpreted, since Source energy is too much for the mind to directly comprehend, so our minds and spiritual consciousness translate this True Self into something more mentally palatable: the Higher Self.

How can I communicate with my Higher Self?

The Higher Self is best reached through meditation, specifically ones that call for aligning with the Universe Within/the Source inside your spirit. Often, this translates easiest, in the everyday, as a pure and strong intuition. The kind that’s strong enough to prevent you from harm when there are no logical signs, but you just know you’ll be harmed if you don’t listen to your intuition. Or the intuition that steers your towards your best and highest purpose and reminds you “hey, maybe you shouldn’t do _____ because it’s going to harm you in the long run.” Intuition, and listening closely to it until you can clearly discern your intuitive voice from anything mental or egoic, is a great gateway towards communicating with your Higher Self. 

Is my Higher Self another being that isn’t “me?” 

Nope! The Higher Self is as much you as your every thought, in fact, it’s more you than thought (since thought is in the mind). The Higher Self is your truest and brightest form. The “healer within,” the “universe within,” “inner god(dess),” the “all you are.” These are all names for the Higher Self. Communication with this Self just means deeply listening to that pure voice inside yourself. The Higher Self will always communicate what is in your best and highest interest, and you will know that very deeply, since it takes a lot of dedicated meditation and energy work to really get to know your Higher Self. Talking to your Higher Self is basically talking to the personification of your Life’s Purpose/Dharma. The Higher Self will perfectly align you to who you are meant to be and what you are meant to do. The Higher Self has no purpose traveling outside of your being, since it is you (and you can’t travel outside of your spirit) and, even if this was possible, there would be no purpose to it. The Higher Self is for your own personal guidance and alignment to the Source, not for communicating with other beings–your consciousness is for that (whether you mentally remember it or not). The Higher Self totally accepts who you are, where you are on your journey, and everyone in your life. The Higher Self is totally open to emotion and experience, understanding that sadness, grief, anger, fear, joy, love, completeness, and acceptance are all divine emotional experiences that can be experienced with total compassion. The Higher Self brings compassion into emotion: in a way, your Higher Self is your heart. Your deepest, most loving, most open, Self. 

I don’t understand how I can spiritually travel if I don’t have another self. How does this happen? 

Since the Higher Self is an internal part of one’s spirit, not the spirit that goes out subconsciously and interacts with people and beings and stuff, it is not the you that can travel. It is a part of yourself that you can be conscious of in all travels, but not the part of you that does the traveling. When you access your Higher Self, you do so through conscious intention, and you will always consciously feel the guidance (or at least the rise of an intuitive reaction!). This interaction will always align you with your dharma/life’s purpose, and will never do harm or close you off from pure compassion. It’s a common belief to think the Higher Self is one’s spirit outside of their physical consciousness, but this is a misunderstanding. It’s easy to see how this is a hard thing to figure out, though! Terms are really tricky, and it took me a long time to make sense of this concept. (And now I’m doing my best to explain and hopefully provide a bit of clarity). 

When you get to a certain point (like 3-6 years of spiritual work), you’ll usually start being conscious of what your spirit does in higher planes, but most people are subconsciously traveling higher planes, not mentally aware of what their spirit does (if you were completely aware, your mind would have to comprehend all memories from shards, all dimensions you’re in, etc etc). You can easily be in multiple planes at once, but reflecting these multiple existences into one consciousness (the human mind) is incredibly overwhelming. 

Sometimes, most commonly, people will experience their subconscious or higher plane travel through dreams or meditation. This is just you in a different plane, out of your body, like spiritually projecting. All spirits are multi-dimensional beings, and can travel with or without a body. The mind just rarely comprehends most, if any, travel outside of what the mind intends to do (conscious travel). Think of an analogy to dreaming–you always dream during a night’s sleep, but your mind doesn’t always remember your dream travels. They still happened, but all your dreams are sometimes too much for your mind to comprehend, or unneeded information, so the mind doesn’t hold onto it. We only witness, mentally, what we need to for our role in this body with this mind. Our whole spiritual experience can’t be comprehended through our mind, so our travels are often not “recorded” mentally for us (though they are recorded in our personal Akashic field). 

This traveling is still wholly us, though. The Higher Self never travels, since it’s the internal connection to the Source that is within us all. The more integrated and aware of this Intuitive or Higher Self, the more Source-aligned a person is. The more bright and unconditionally loving they are as a result. Spirits can do harm, like during subconscious or conscious traveling, but the Higher Self will never ever do harm. In beings that harm others, they are disconnected from the presence of their Source self, their Higher Self, not reacting as their Higher Self, which is what most people believe the Higher Self does–acts as a spiritual being. The Higher Self is really just an internal guide. 

During spiritual travel, we can (and always do) exist in multiple places at once (like when astrally or spiritually traveling, you’ll be aware of both your body and astral self; you’re multidimensional, yet still one self). Only someone who views you will interpret you as a separate self spiritually, astrally, physically, etc; despite you actually being all one conscious self, just viewed in different states. It is difficult to comprehend the idea of multidimensionality, since thinking of yourself as one being in many states is an odd (and not commonplace) concept. When your spirit acts without you knowing, you’re still conscious of it (and can return to the memories, know what you did if someone says you did something, etc), but you just can’t always remember it when it happens, since not all that information is comprehensible to the mind instantaneously. All the acts of our spirit are still accessible, we just have to intuit it consciously, to tell our minds to perceive something specific. 

I hope this all makes some sort of sense! I tried to make this as in-depth as possible, for such a philosophical and esoteric topic. 

An important thing that happened in this clip was Isak talking about “Isak and Even” in this universe. He’s not saying that in a parallel universe they’re together because Even can just continue doubting that they’ll be together in this one. He’s saying, minute by minute, they’ll be together, so these parallel universes aren’t important anymore, because they’re together here and now, and they always will be no matter what.

apparently, an uncensored version of Oscar Wilde’s The Picture of Dorian Gray has been published in recent years, and Basil Hallward is (even more) obviously gay and in love with Dorian. Now, this is one of the uncensored parts:

“Tell me more about Dorian Gray. How often do you see him?”
“Every day. I couldn’t be happy if I didn’t see him every day. Of course sometimes it is only for a few minutes. But a few minutes with somebody one worships mean a great deal.”
“But you don’t really worship him?”
“I do.”

do you know what it reminds me of??

“So you and Mr. Raffles are great friends?” said Miss Belsize, harking back to a remark of Mr. Garland’s in introducing us.
“Rather!” I replied.
“Are you as great a friend of his as Teddy is?”
I liked that, but simply said I was an older friend. “Raffles and I were at school together,” I added loftily.
[…]
“And you worshipped him, I suppose?”
“Absolutely.”