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On This Day I Complete My 36th Year
Provided to YouTube by The Orchard Enterprises On This Day I Complete My 36th Year · Tyrone Power The Poetry of Byron and Blake ℗ 2014 Heritage Records Relea...

“On this Day I Complete my Thirty-Sixth Year”
by Lord Byron

‘Tis time this heart should be unmoved,
      Since others it hath ceased to move:
Yet though I cannot be beloved,
                                   Still let me love!

  My days are in the yellow leaf;
      The flowers and fruits of Love are gone;
The worm—the canker, and the grief
                                   Are mine alone!

  The fire that on my bosom preys
      Is lone as some Volcanic Isle;
No torch is kindled at its blaze
                                   A funeral pile.

  The hope, the fear, the jealous care,
      The exalted portion of the pain
And power of Love I cannot share,
                                   But wear the chain.

  But 'tis not thus—and 'tis not here
      Such thoughts should shake my Soul, nor now,
Where Glory decks the hero’s bier,
                                   Or binds his brow.

  The Sword, the Banner, and the Field,
      Glory and Greece around us see!
The Spartan borne upon his shield
                                   Was not more free.

  Awake (not Greece—she is awake!)
      Awake, my Spirit! Think through whom
Thy life-blood tracks its parent lake
                                   And then strike home!

  Tread those reviving passions down
      Unworthy Manhood—unto thee
Indifferent should the smile or frown
                                   Of beauty be.

  If thou regret'st thy Youth, why live?
      The land of honourable Death
Is here:—up to the Field, and give
                                   Away thy breath!

  Seek out—less often sought than found—
      A Soldier’s Grave, for thee the best;
Then look around, and choose thy Ground,
                                   And take thy rest.

tenderlydeliciousstrawberry  asked:

Do you have any fics in which Eren is DEFINITELY not gay but then he meets Levi and... Boom. You're gay man. Or bisexual, or... As you want ! I don't know if you really understand my ask ? Lol Anyway thank you for your help 💜

I’m confident there are tons, but it’s not something people really tag, you know? As everyone knows my memory is purely appalling and I rely on tags to jog my memory, so I’m afraid I’ve only pulled up these two. Can anyone help?

Risk
Summary: Eren didn’t care if he was marked. He and Mikasa had built a relationship based on love, and pain, and shared secrets. No one could compete with that. Or so he had thought, until he met Levi, who was too short, too grumpy, too foulmouthed, and all together too enthralling.

Blue Silence
Summary: Eren is an impulsive painter who finds his greatest muse living just next door to him when he moves into his apartment near campus. Levi, a famous violinist at the school, agrees to model for Eren under a quirky mix-up of circumstances. Eren falls for the way Levi looks when he closes his eyes to hear songs that no-one else can hear, the way he tries to hide his happiness behind his lips, and the passion etched into his pained face when he masterfully plays the violin. Levi falls for the annoying way Eren still pipes up a hello (even though Levi never says hello back), the way his voice jingles when he laughs freely, and the way the boy’s voice softens like a delicately humming violin string when he says the man’s name.

»M.

anonymous asked:

tom would totally be the type to start jokingly kissing your hand when you entered a room/when you first started dating just bc it would get you blushing every time and then it would just evolve into such an affectionate touch that he would do every now and again for the sake of a silly little inside joke and i die thinking about it just more little kisses and inside jokes with tom pls

what the fcuk?????????? i feel sO attacked (but… i like it? pain kink??) I LOVE THIS  IM SAD

anonymous asked:

God. For one, Niall understands what he`s writing, and whilst he`s still got a whole lot of room for improvement, he takes the listener on a journey- His personal journey of pain, love, loss, whatever it may be. At least he gets what hes doing, unlike H, who`s so deep in his own hype that all we see in his 'deeply personal' album is, well, the worst stereotypes of Rock in a handful of songs. Some of these Harries need to chill and be kind instead of lambasting another artist who`s stepping out.

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becky-with-the-good-hair-ahs  asked:

K o t and X for Kai

K. Kink

Anything that establishes dominance for him and humiliation for his partner. Daddy kink, public sex, spanking, choking, bondage, anything with pain.

O.Oral

He loves receiving, will force it during sex every time. Oral is only given when he thinks his partner deserves it.

T.Toys

nipple clamps, rope, plugs, don’t really see him as a vibrator type of guy, but I think he would have a dildo stashed. Ball gags and whips definitely. No blindfolds, he likes the eye contact.

X. X-Ray

9 inches, low key probably manscapes. 

I do feel bad for plants in general.
Like, I know they are often as vicious as animals in many ways, just slower.
But, I mean, they just show up and they’re like, “I Think I Will Evolve To Eat The Sun And Also Make Oxygen And How Now Is All This.”
And, like, everything fucking dies at first (totally not plants fault, btw. okay maybe it was but they didn’t mean to) but then new things evolve.
And they’re like, “Fuck it, eating each other suuuucks. Let’s eat the plants which give us life.”
And so we start doing that.
And plants are all, “Oh Dear No, I Do Not Care At All For Being Eaten. I Will Make Myself Into Poison Sometimes.”
But, y'know, stuff kept eating plants anyway so plants, ever the bro, came up with a new idea. “I Have Made A Decision About Being Eaten And You May Eat Me Friends And Here Is An Especially Tasty Bit Packed All Full of Delicious Sugars Which I Have Produced At Great Cost (What They Do Not Know Is That My Seeds Are Within And Shall Be Propagated Near And Far By Their Dung)“
But that’s not good enough for animals, no, not at all.
We love the fuck out of some pomegranates but also alliums which are like, "I Have Not Decided To Go In For This Being Eaten Business. I Shall Be Very Foul Tasting And Also A Poison.”
But no, sorry, onions, you fucked up.
You accidentally wound up with a species that just doesn’t give up or fully comprehend the idea of things tasting “”‘bad’“’ or other concepts like not eating poison. (Sorry, plants, later we turn some of you who are not poison into a poison we consume recreationally. We really enjoy eating poison.) 
Legit, alliums are deadly to, like, every other species.
And we call them aromatics and throw them in everything.
Peppers are the best, though.
They completely got on the being eaten train.
BUT ONLY BIRDS
Peppers are like, "You May Eat Me, Fair Avian, For You Are Sure To Spread Me A Great Distance. But, Mammal, Take HEED. Should You Eat Me Then I Will Burn You Most Terribly.”
And we were all about that.
“The FUCK, burning? I love pain,” said humans, presumably.
“You know, peppers, you and evolution have done a good job at burning us but I am pretty sure we could make your chemical agony even more potent. Come hang with us,” humans added to a very confused pepper just before creating the ghost chili.

anonymous asked:

Dear Bex, If you could please kindly never scream "No!" like you did in S4 of Voltron again, it would be greatly appreciated. It broke our hearts hearing you in that much anguish. Our hearts cannot take anymore pain. Thank you.

I love this and I love you anonymous sender this made my night

Thalassophobia

II. of Melophobia

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@spookyyfuck‘s second piece of art: Do You Understand The Things That You’ve Been Seeing?: Come A Little Closer

I think that ocean is only my tears.

Go after her. Fuck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call. Go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone, don’t wait for them to give you a sign because it might never come. Don’t let people happen to you, don’t let me happen to you, or her, she’s not a fucking television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and I always thought I’d be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can’t just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyone’s idea of love but it is the way I can recognize it because that is what I do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is, that is raw and that is unguarded, and that is all that is worth anything, really.
—  Harvey Milk (via floydgasmic)

@thatsthat24 I do okay art sometimes lol and I got new charcoal pencils which are👌👌👌
Also I’m getting my first tattoo today and I’m vvv excited but also worried bc I’m not too stellar with pain.

Love you Thomas, I hope you’re doing well!! Please keep updating on how Joan’s doing I’m worried about them and just wanna make sure they’re okay❤