Disclaimer: Works marked with * are rated explicit for sexually explicit content and/or other adult themes. The works are in order from oldest to newest under each category.
Illuminate x Her
I. No Promises* - He needs her more than anything else, he needs to be close, to be touched and held. He needs nails grazing his skin and teeth dragging along his shoulder. Because he feels a little less like a machine, and a little more like a person when he’s with her. All despite her tenacious attempts to keep him distant from her.
II. Patience Like This* - “I care about you. More than I want to. And that scares me. It scares me so much that I sometimes wish we’d never met. I hate that you make me feel this way. You kind of drive me nuts. But somehow I still want you. You mess me up so bad and I still want you.”
I. Touch* - “I wanted to stay. I wanted to fight for us, but you wouldn’t let me. You just left and took the easy way out.”
Next to Our Brand New Bed* - “Can I have a taste?”
There’s Nothing Holdin’ Me Back* - “Baby, I’ve missed you, I’ve been gone for ages, and I need you so bad.”
Where My Demons Hide - “I’m not leaving you like this. Please. Is there anything I can do?”
A Little Help* - “How long have you been standing there?”
Pickering* - Shawn hands me the phone when he’s done uploading the picture and I look at the image, the caption underneath it saying, “Us and our son.”
Care for You - “I’ll give you a massage.”
- Cuddle hoe
- Shawn’s lips
- You guys can finally enjoy some time to yourselves without a barking ball of fluff showing up between the sheets
- He falls asleep knowing that you are there, that you will be there when he wakes, and he is happy.
- At the end of the day you’d end up in a bed and finally get to catch up on the feeling of each other’s bodies.
- My writing process
But when it really comes to it, I don’t think it would make a difference to Shawn. Bisexual or not, I think Shawn would treat all his partners with all the love and care that he can give.