p: aaron paul

Hi. Kate, alcoholic. One of the things l’ve heard is that… your best day drinking is worse than your worst day sober. Yeah, it’s not true. lt’s not true. l mean, l had… l had some amazing times drinking and laughing…and just feeling like the most adorable …charming girl in the world. And l was adorable. l was. l mean, l would piss my pants and l was still cute. When l first tried getting sober, l figured that as long as l didn’t drink… everything else would just sort of magically work itself out. But it didn’t.

Smashed (2012), a film by James Ponsoldt.