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HAWKE FAMILY EDITION

(originally intended to be specific to my hawke but ur welcome to reblog & tag ur own hawke/add ur own headcanons the more the merrier)

  • bethany is the first person hawke tells, when it’s just the two of them, and she helps him cut his hair. it’s an utter disaster and when she sees, leandra immediately flies into action to save the terrible haircut while malcolm watches and laughs.
  • hawke waits a while to tell the rest of his family because he’s so nervous. he knows his parents love him but what if they only love him as a girl? bethany holds his hand under the table while he tells them, and hugs him right after. it’s still scary, but she helps.
  • malcolm understands at once, but leandra has never come across this before. it takes her a long time to stop ‘mourning her daughter’ and realise she is hurting her son.
  • when carver discovers he isn’t the only hawke son, he locks himself in his room. he emerges rather sheepishly several hours later and offers some of his clothes to hawke for him to try out.
  • he asks people to call him ‘hawke’ because he knows he wants to change his name before he knows what he wants to change it to. ‘hawke’ is an easy middle ground, and it sticks.
  • there’s a gaggle of kids who give hawke a hard time when he goes into town, laughing at his short hair and his boy’s clothes. hawke grits his teeth and ignores them, but he comes home crying more than once. carver disappears one day and returns with a split lip and a grin. the kids don’t bother hawke again.
  • malcolm stumbles over pronouns at first, and hawke is too nervous to correct him. but bethany is always there to step in and gently remind their father for him, and soon malcolm is always getting it right.
  • leandra doesn’t remember so well, and finally hawke ends up crying when she forgets and misgenders him yet again. malcolm finds his son out in the barn and sits with him, tells hawke how brave he is, how proud they are of him, how much they both love him. when they come back inside, leandra cries her way through an apology and promises to do better.
  • the family has to move once because a man deliberately misgenders hawke and bethany sets his trousers on fire. their parents are angry at her for putting herself in danger, but her brothers stand up for her. leandra can’t help thinking this is the closest she’s ever seen the siblings.
  • the first time hawke hears leandra refer to him as ‘my son’ to someone, he can’t stop smiling all day.
  • helping hawke choose a new name becomes something of a family ritual while preparing for dinner, batting names around the room. bethany picks names from romance novels, carver suggests the names of his heroes, and malcolm invents outrageously long and ridiculous names that invariably involve terrible puns.
  • leandra is upset at the thought of hawke changing his name - they named him after malcolm’s mother - but eventually even she joins in, drawing on family naming traditions in her suggestions.
  • sometimes hawke worries whether it was worth putting his family through all this trouble, changing his relationship with them for ever. but then bethany calls him her brother, or leandra calls him her son, or someone refers to ‘the hawke boys’, and it just feels so right and he feels warm inside, all over again.
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max domi: lion whisperer 

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A panel redraw to celebrate a certain someone’s return in this week’s episode. Welcome back, Neo Kakyoin!

Okay I’m counting my Nicos. So far I’ve written Nico as:

  1. 19th century noble bastard (j)
  2. working in a flower shop (j)
  3. working in a coffee shop (j)
  4. coroner (j)
  5. RPG GM (j)
  6. Goblin (j)
  7. Goblin KING (p)
  8. Sleeping Beauty (p)
  9. the girl from Rumpelstiltskin (p)
  10. Student riding trains (j)
  11. Pre-med student who likes poetry (j)
  12. going on a sailing trip (p)
  13. cellist in a band (j)
  14. jailbird (j)
  15. a guy who knocks on the wrong door (j)
  16. a guy who falls asleep in libraries (j)
  17. playing Danny in Grease  (j)
  18. phone sex operator (j)
  19. demon/fallen angel (j)
  20. comic book artist/nanny (j)
  21. pirate (j)
  22. magician? (j)
  23. model/makeup student (j)
  24. kid from the 1940s on a spaceship (j)
  25. trapped in the Aperture Science Enrichment Center  (pa)
  26. heir to the empire (p)
  27. mysterious guy from Skyrim (jp)
  28. sneaking around zombies (p)
  29. going to a high school for superheroes (j) 
  30. playing mood music at a movie set (j)
  31. exchange student (jp)

actually that’s less than I thought, though I didn’t count anything that’s vaguely canonverse or only AU after BOO came out, nor the stuff on my computer I haven’t published anywhere.

Did I miss something?

i was helping the it guy update our directory and then program new company laptops today and i while i had his laptop signed into the directory i put myself on every intercompany mailing list i could just so i’d have more stuff to pretend to work on

It’s 3:40 am come be sad over pearlrose with me

I am so incredibly lucky to have such amazing friends. Thanks to @buttermybooks @iprefertoread @bookphile and @beckatronsramblings​ for sending me such thoughtful Christmas presents. I love you guys so much!!!!! <3333 (Well I actually bought myself the mug so Merry Christmas to me. You can find it here.) 

the first good thing that came out of Taemin’s bad memory - jongtae (home movies au)

~800 words. pg. plotless domestic au fluff.

this is for @taketaemtoyourleader‘s brilliant crop top jonghyun challenge!

hello !!! i am alive !!! here is a brand new au that i’m calling the home movies au (yes, i know, creative) in which taemin has a camcorder and records things from domestic jongtae’s day to day life. it’s fluffy/feel-good/pointless and there may or may not be smuttier installments later on but for now it’s just a cute slice of life for all to enjoy uwu

i know i haven’t been as active in writing but i’m hoping this changes that! i hope y’all enjoy !!


10/15/2014


“Are we still walking down to the pizza place for lunch?”

Taemin looks up from where he’s fiddling with the camera as it test-records. He’s just gotten it; he read online recently that keeping video logs of things would help out with his shitty memory. He can’t remember where he read that, go figure, but he’s pretty sure it holds merit. He had the extra cash lying around, anyway.

Jonghyun looks cute on screen. He’s lying on his back, pale hair falling onto his black pillowcase like a halo. The elder is nestled on top of the quilt with a book, his favorite pair of Naruto boxers contrasting funnily with the serenity of the man and his comfortable knit sweater crop top. It’s the perfect rainy day in outfit and activity.

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