own my truth

She got me praying all hours of the night, say she want my heart, She pulling me to the river, drawing me with her siren's call, Done gave her my heart but now she wants my soul, Well I already sold it to the man in red, "Fell in love with your charm," but its a curse; cos am dead, Girl you're not who you say, bad girl they say you are Innocence isn't where am at, wear your crucifix bae Don't make me out all serious bonnie, slave to this bad religion, Unrequited love, praying at my shrine, cos I don't have a heart Like a dead man walking, I lay at your side, Make sure you're alright in my world, atleast that for you girl,

I gave her my heart but she wanted my soul

i’m pulling recipts on jughead. 

  • joani jumpp, the alleged love of jughead’s life from when he was a kid? redhead 
  • debbie the first girl he ever dated? redhead
  • trula twist? redhead
  • sandy sanchez, who he dated in those atrocious new look comics? redhead
  • mr weatherbee’s niece who tried to get it on with him that one time? redhead
  • january mcandrews? redhead and archie’s literal great great granddaughter or something who is like archie in every way? interesting. 
She wanted to be everywhere; to taste the universe one bit at a time and to fly with the wind and sing with the rain. She wanted to go somewhere where windows looked out on big streets full of tiny people instead of empty roads lined with sleepy houses. She wanted to see the world through her own lens; to look at her life and not wait for someone to set her free from her cage, but to pick the lock herself.
—  Random Things I Write #16
  • Wait For It
  • Leslie Odom, Jr. & Original Broadway Cast of Hamilton
  • Hamilton (Original Broadway Cast Recording)
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This song is precios! Actually I adore all Musical’s songs. I hope I’ll have opportunity to see “Hamilton” with my own eyes. Truth about me is I love musicals so much so I would watch all favorite movies and tv-shows at musicals version ahahah and live in musical world. Lol. Yup, that’s me.

~Today’s Affirmations~

ॐ  I start every day as brand new, a clean slate, and allow abundance, love, and ease, to flow to me and through me.
ॐ  I speak my own truth, and what feels right to me, without fear.
ॐ  I am releasing the things that do not serve me anymore to make room for things that will serve me well on my path.

appreciation post!

The SOC fandom has many lovely and creative people, but these individuals have stuck close to me ever since I made this blog and inspired me to provide my own stories here. 

So here goes!


All hail @savagekaz, Queen of the Words, Empress of Fanfics, Goddess of SOC Headcanons. Nina is such a proficient writer when it comes to anything SOC-based, whether it be headcanons about Wesper, meta about Colm Fahey, or aus about Ninej. It was because of her that I actually got the courage to write here; her work encouraged me to do my own writing. Truth be told, I was actually very intimidated by her initially because hello? She provides amazing stories? Why would someone like her stoop so low to me? But I soon got over that once we interacted; she’s now one of my closest friends on here and my fellow writer of SOC fics. As a matter of fact, I’ve been thinking about collabing with her lately! You should absolutely follow her if you want to have outstandingly well composed SOC works on your dash. 

@noahcznerys, my fellow fic-maker on messaging! Winona and I initially met because she posted an angsty headcanon pre-CK about Kanej, and then we just started screaming at each other and making fics through improv. REALLY good fics, I might add - the Kanej Pride and Prejudice AU, for one. (I’m not posting all of them because I haven’t gotten her consent yet to tell you guys; she has a right to them too, since she contributed!) In addition, she’s also working on a big project of her own right now called The Disappearing Act, so you should check that out as well!

@queenofdemocracy is my quickest follower on here. Elena likes all of my posts so fast it makes my head spin, and I’m always going to grateful for how much attention she gives my blog. 

@necroschmancy (I don’t know why this isn’t tagging you I hate Tumblr sometimes) aka Madden the sweetest follower I have with a wicked sense of humor (see here for her Can Brekker proposal). They’re exceptionally kind and heap tons of praise and they’re basically such a wonderful human being. Plus they once said that me and @savagekaz are almost on the same level of Leigh Bardugo, which holy SHIT THANK YOU SO MUCH have I told you how much I love you?

@inej-thewraith-ghafa reblogs all of my works and once said I’m an inspiration to her, which is so??? Amazing??? I barely even thought I’d get anyone’s attention with my stuff and here she is saying that I’m her writing inspiration; it’s so heartwarming and lovely and basically she’s everything that’s pure and good in this world.

You all should thank @bookworm-addict for inspiring the Kanej fic where Kaz runs his fingers through Inej’s hair. She’s asked me for advice for writing a story (like I’m an expert; I was so honored when I got her mention!) which I still haven’t gotten to yet, but I’ll answer soon! She’s also a writer herself and she’s currently in the throes of NaNoWrimo like I am, so go on her blog and cheer her on, because I don’t ever want her feel like her writing is abysmal or flimsy. Her story’s going to be amazing, I can feel it. 

@clearlynotclaire posts great SOC fanart and I’ve officially named her artist of my aus and headcanons, which I’m still reeling over. I thought I’d only get reblogs and likes from my writing, but to have someone draw illustrations inspired by my work? She’s kind and such a supportive follower and I can’t wait for her draw more SOC stuff so I can reblog and spread the word about her! 

Others that I don’t quite know so personally, but appreciate and love all the same: @queen-ghafa, @dirtyhandsnet, @jesperinej, @breker, @heart-brekker, @youreallhorrible, @kazrompecorazones (nice URL by the way!), @runningoverroses, @twogrishas, and @infernalandmortal!

Of course, the biggest thank you goes toward @lbardugo, mastermind of the Grisha verse and conductor of this beautiful duology. I can never be able to thank you enough for providing this wonderful story to me and making me write my own things. 

Thank you so much for inspiring me to write to my heart’s content about the Dregs; I love you all so much.