On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets?
Unfailingly, you can find knives in his pockets. He is always armed. Usually you can also find his wand. At nearly all times, he also carries drugs of one type or another, as well as cigarettes. He only carries money when he has some purpose to use it in mind, and never takes it just in case. He never carries identification.
Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way?
Lol. Hot and bothered maybe.
In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism?
He doesn’t compare himself to others in a typical sense tbh? He notices differences between himself and the majority of others, but they’re not hard to spot. He knows he thinks differently than other people, though he is unfamiliar with the word sociopathy or anti-social personality. He does know he’s different, though, and uses others to gauge just how different he is. He reacts differently to violence and to blood, and he is almost hyper aware of his lack of understanding of societal moralities. It’s not used for validation or criticism, since he assigns no emotional value to those differences. He just notices them by comparison.
He used to be envious that others could do things he couldn’t, like let their mothers hug them for instance, but he grew out of it. His father used those differences to criticize and demean him, but frankly he didn’t understand, since it wasn’t something he could change.
I should add that he only notices differences in behaviors, not in appearances. If you stuck him in a room where everyone was in a suit and tie and he was wearing jeans, he would have no concept that he was in some way out of place. It’s what people do that makes him notice he’s different, not how they are on the surface. And again, it’s all fairly analytical.
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