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Help an ND trans woman and her transmasc fiancé move out!

I really hate having to do this but my fiancé visceralhorns and I are moving this week and we could use some help. I am recently recovering from an intense bout of anxiety that left me borderline agoraphobic so I couldn’t work this winter or most of the spring. As a result our savings are almost nonexistent at this point and we both have to wait until fall before we can get more hours at work.

Also my computer, which Is important for a couple of my sources of income, is currently broken to add to that.

As two neurodivergent trans folx, finding safe housing is very tough and if we miss out on this opportunity we may not have another for a while.

We’re currently short on rent, money for furniture, for kitchen supplies, medications, food, pet supplies, and some miscellaneous stuff. On top of that my fiancé’s parents may be taking their car away so we will have to use lyft/uber to get to work since we’re not near a bus route.

I’m selling some clothes on my Grailed (Grailed.com/pelvispresleyrova) all profit will be going towards the move. And once my computers fixed I can do music commissions. But until then we’re stuck in a really tough place.

My PayPal is orcanair@gmail.com and my squarecash is $dorkshadow. Anything helps, this is a really tough time in our lives so any help at all would mean so much.

-Alison dork_shadow

a patrick hockstetter playlist (listen)

Closer - Nine Inch Nails

I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed

Change [In The House of Flies] - Deftones

I watched a change in you
It’s like you never had wings
And you feel so alive

Devour - Marilyn Manson

But I can’t sleep until I devour you
I can’t sleep until I devour you
You’re a flower that’s withering

Last Caress - Misfits

I got something to say
I killed your baby today
And it doesn’t matter much to me
As long as it’s dead

Head Like a Hole - Nine Inch Nails

Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I’d rather die than give you control. 

Attitude - Misfits 

Attitude, you got some fucking attitude
I can’t believe what you said to me
You got some attitude

Digital Bath - Deftones 

You breathed
Then you stopped

I Want You - Summer Camp

I want you. I want you.
And if I could I’d squeeze your hand so tight every knuckle would crack
I’d wrap my arms around you and snap every bone in your back
‘Cause I want you. I want you.

The Killing Moon - Echo & the Bunnymen

Up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him
You give yourself to him

One Way or Another - Blondie

One way or another, I’m gonna find ya’
I’m gonna get ya’, get ya’, get ya’, get ya’
One way or another, I’m gonna win ya’

Oblivion - Grimes

Another walk about, after dark
It’s my point of view
If someone could break your neck
Coming up behind you always coming and you’d never have a clue

I made a quick playlist of songs that remind me of the Bowers babes!! I hope you enjoy it and I will put a link below for the YouTube playlist💕 (art not mine)


The Bowers Gang Playlist:

Lights Out by Mindless Self Indulgence

Key lyrics: Punch your lights out, hit the pavement, that’s what I call entertainment.
Shut Me Up by Mindless Self Indulgence

Key lyrics: I can’t wait for you to fuck me up, in a minute.
Fat Lip by Sum 41

Key lyrics: Heavy metal and mullets is how we were raised, Maiden and priest were the gods that we praised.
Animal by Neon Trees (Minor Key Version)

Key lyrics: I do it every time, you’re killin’ me now. And I won’t be denied by you.
Bodies by Drowning Pool

Key lyrics: Skin against skin, blood and bone. You’re all by yourself but you’re not alone. You wanted in now you’re here, driven by hate, consumed by fear.
Should I Stay or Should I Go by The Clash

Key lyrics: If I go, there will be trouble and if I stay it will be double.
Apex Predator by Otep

Key lyrics: Your head upon a stick, Would look really sick But they would call me crazy for the way I spoke to it.
Dangerous by Big Data

Key lyrics: You understand, I got a plan for us. I bet you didn’t know that I was dangerous.
Whipits by Landon Tewers

Key lyrics: I’d probably terrify you.I’d sound so absurd. An animal in a cage I’m going straight berserk.
Nothing Cleanses Quite Like Fire by Schoolyard Heroes

Key lyrics: Don’t scream, Your worthless calls will draw attention to me. I’ll make you mine.

MKIT RAIN & 42 Soundcloud Playlist

Originally posted by groovyroom

  • Holy - Nafla
  • I know myself - Nafla ft Big Banana
  • Asdf - Nafla
  • Stanky - Nafla
  • Foothil - Nafla
  • Act right - Nafla
  • Wu - Nafla
  • Locked and Loaded - Nafla ft Owen Ovadoz
  • Grown up - Nafla
  • You gon need it - Nafla
  • Ready - Nafla
  • Big dusty remix - Nafla
  • Hot nigga remix - Nafla
  • Only the real - Nafla ft Bloo
  • 펔보이 전시회  - Naflat ft Neil
  • 멀쩡해  - Nafla
  • 시간의 여행자 리믹 - Nafla
  • Forrestgumremix - Nafla
  • 35th night - Nafla
  • 센치한시간 - Nafla
  • 그리워하지마 - Nafla
  • Cookin’ - Sous Chefs
  • Come thru - Mkit Rain
  • Mkit Rain - Young West
  • Easy - Bloo
  • Where are you? - Lifeis42
  • Heavily Ovadozed - Deppflow x Owen Ovadoz
  • Why? - Loopy ft Niahn
  • 999 - Neil
  • 6am - Bloo
  • Meantime - Neil
  • + - Young West, Louis Maui
  • Wassup - Loopy
  • 10 ocean 2007 - Neil
  • Bud light - Bloo
  • Tha city - Neil, Young West, Louis Maui
  • Ocean view - Louis Maui, AP, Loopy, Young West
  • Friday - Loopy
  • Pistol - Ap ft Loopy
  • Feathers pt.2 - Lifeis42
  • Hot n*gga remix - Loopy
  • 코 베인 - Lifeis42
  • Goldie on my neck - Loopy
  • Bad boy intro - Bloo
  • Smoking - Bloo
  • In it (On it remix) - Loopy
  • King Loopy - Loopy
  • Intro to Ocean - Neil
  • Swag - Loopy
  • Skit - Lifeis42
  • Juice - Neil
  • Monday - Loopy
  • Me - Loopy
  • Montain Dew - Neil
  • Chilling online - Neil ft Young West
  • Bae - Lifeis42
  • Swish - Young West
  • 42 - Lifeis42
  • No more - Loopy ft Young West
  • Freestyle - AP
  • Like the way - Bloo
  • Gold chains - Bloo
  • OMW - Young West
  • Feel about us - Lifeis42
  • Vegas - Loopy ft Nafla
  • Nike - Loopy
  • Happy meal - Loopy
  • Mula - Neil
  • Intro - Loopy
  • On it - Ap ft Young West
  • Change up - Young West
  • Papers - Louis Maui, AP, Young West
  • Highway drivin - Louis Maui, Nafla, Young West, Bloo
  • Gear 2 - Loopy
  • Wit da hommies - Nafla ft AP
  • Mijangwon - Dumbfoundead ft Nafla & Loopy
  • China Town - Neil x Niahn
  • Maybe - Bloo x Niahn
  • Selfish - Niahn ft AP & Bloo
  • Fresh as f - Bloo
  • Don’t sleep - G2 ft Owen Ovadoz & Reddy
  • Lala - Loopy ft Bloo
  • Bread - G2 ft A.C.T & Loopy
  • Hi si - Niahn ft Young West
  • Fall in love - Young West
  • Somebody - Young West
  • Soft - Nafla
  • Conor - Dope’Doug ft Loopy, Louis Maui
  • Quickie - Owen Ovadoz
  • Love me - Young West
  • Door - Lellamarz ft Owen Ovadoz
  • Fly - Neil & Young West
  • Out of the world - Neil & Young West
  • Hug - Young West ft Niahn
  • Believe it - Neil & Young West
  • See me now - Neil & Young West
  • Superstar - Neil & Young West ft Nafla
  • Sorrys - Neil & Young West
  • Run to you - Neil ft Bloo
  • Jealous - Neil & Young West ft Sik-K
  • Wonderland - Neil & Young West
  • Fool you - Young West ft Loco
  • 40oz - Nafla ft Niahn
  • Came out of it -Young West
  • So fake - Young West
  • Super! - Young West
  • New day - Young West
  • Hanabi Loopy
  • Gone - AP ft Nafla

Link to the playlist 

Here you are! A playlist of all the songs Mkit Rain and 42 have on Soundcloud, enjoy :)

Gif Cr. @groovyroom

Drunk- Bloo

anon: Can I request a scenario with Bloo when he when he tries to do something special for his anniversary but f*cks up badly cause he got drunk. Tell me why he’s so cute, but always drunk af.

Originally posted by street-crush

Today was a very special day, it was yours and Hyeunwoong’s 2nd year anniversary. Just for this occasion you saved up money to buy him a Gucci watch and t-shirt. Which it may have made you work overtime for 5 whole months, but you wanted to get him something really nice. Past that, you were extremely happy to be with him. He is such a genuine and caring boyfriend, and you love spending every moment with him. 

On the other hand, Hyeunwoong was stressed, he wanted to make this day perfect for you. You took care of him, and always showed him endless love, he owes it to you. It is his goal to make sure this is one of the best nights of your life. How though? He thought of many ideas, but he was pessimistic about each one. 

“A nice cooked dinner,” he said aloud to himself. “Never mind, I can barely make a cup of soup, Y/N will hate it. If I take her out for dinner it won’t be original enough.”

“Oh! I should take her out to a romantic movie… but thats something you do on a first date.” He looked at the gift basket you sent to him in the morning, it was cute and funny. You put in a bottle of Hennessy, a plush puppy, and a card that you spilt all your feelings on to. That was enough to make him the happiest man ever, but he didn’t know what to do for you. 

As he was used to, he picked up the bottle of Hennessy and downed a few sips. The taste of the liquor was his favorite, it went down smoothly, and gets him fucked up. That wasn’t necessarily his goal, to get fucked up, but it seems to be happening more often. 

“What do I do? She does everything for me but I can’t think of a single fucking thing.” He picks up the Hennessy and downs more. “I’m not good enough for her, she deserves better.” He continues to drink, completely unaware of everything that surrounds him. He didn’t hear the 30 missed phone calls from his girlfriend and his friends. He didn’t notice the hours passing on the clock, or the constant knocks on his door from his crew. He was awake but unaware, he wishes to stop this constant cycle of getting drunk, but right now he can’t find his self control. 


Right when work ended you caught a taxi rushed straight to Hyeunwoong’s apartment. He wasn’t picking up his phone, and when his friends went to check on him no one answered the door. You didn’t care about getting ready for your anniversary anymore, you knew something wasn’t right and you had to make sure he was okay.

When the taxi reached his apartment complex you quickly payed the driver, and ran straight into the building. The elevator ride felt like forever, but as soon as the doors opened to his floor you sprinted right to his room. When you opened the door, you saw him sitting against couch with an almost empty bottle of Hennessy beside him. There was no reaction from him, he just sat their lifeless with his eyes staring into empty space. You approached him slowly, and sat next to him on the floor. You weren’t angry, like others would be in this situation. You were glad to be next to him, he needed someone. He entangled his hand with yours, and you rested your head on his shoulder.

“I’m sorry.” He said choking up. “I…I just don’t know how to stop myself from drinking, and I don’t any other way from escaping my stress. I want to be happier, but then I see all the hate I get and you too. I hate that because of me people say bad things about you, you don’t deserve this. I don’t know what I did for people to hate me, and say horrible stuff about the people I love. I can’t handle any of this.” Tears start flowing down his face, you stand up putting your hands out for him to grab. When he stands up next to you, you wrapped your arms around his torso. He placed all his weight on you, you rubbed his back as he continued to sob. “I’m so sorry, I ruined a special day Y/N. I’m sorry for always being a mess. You need someone better than me.” 

You grabbed his face to bring it to yours, “Don’t you ever say that again. You don’t need to be sorry for anything. You let your feelings bottle up inside you, and you let yourself fall into the hate. I don’t want you to think that no one is here for you, if you are upset, if you are angry, if you need to cry, you have me, you have your friends, and your family. I will never look down on you, I have never and will never think that I am too good for you. I know you’re not okay, you need to stop turning to alcohol when your stressed, or down. I will help you, okay? I will always be here for you, you are not by yourself. I love you, and I will never give up on you.” 

He pulled you into a hug, “I love you too. I’m so grateful for you Y/N.” 

Giving him a light peck on the lips, you could tell he was drained emotionally, and physically. “Let’s go to bed, we can celebrate our anniversary another day.” You said, he nodded his head in response and followed you to his room. 

Once you both got under the covers, he pulled your body closer to his. “Thank you for always being there for me, you are truly an angel sent from heaven,” with that said you both fell asleep, hoping for happier days.


a/n: this took a sad turn, hopefully this is what u wanted, and hopefully bloo never finds this. 

Favorite Music of 2017 So Far


Calvin Harris (feat. Frank Ocean & Migos) - “Slide”
Carly Rae Jepsen - “Cut to the Feeling”
Drake - “Passionfruit”
Future Islands (feat. Debbie Harry) - “Shadows”
Gorillaz (feat. D.R.A.M.) - “Andromeda”
Kendrick Lamar - “ELEMENT.”
Lorde - “The Louvre”
Slowdive - “Slomo”
Xiu Xiu - “Wondering”
The xx - “Replica”


Feist - “Pleasure”
Kelly Lee Owens - “Kelly Lee Owens”
Kendrick Lamar - “DAMN.”
Lorde - “Melodrama”
Migos - “Culture”
Perfume Genius - “No Shape”
Slowdive - “Slowdive”
Sza - “Ctrl”
Vince Staples - “Big Fish Theory”
Xiu Xiu - “Forget”

*subject to change*
Patsy Cline

Patsy Cline - Crazy

Patsy Cline almost lost her life in a car crash in June, 1961. The recovery was difficult but she and her producer Owen Bradley were eager to follow up on her hit, “I Fall To Pieces”. Hugh Nelson, a scuffling songwriter, pitched “Crazy” to her husband in a bar. He took the demo home but Patsy hated it and said she couldn’t sing before and behind the beat like Hugh (later known as Willie). Bradley, however, saw its potential and recast it in the ballad form we all know. The recording session featured pianist Floyd Cramer and Elvis’s backup singers, The Jordanaires. But things did not go well as Patsy struggled for four hours with a song she did not like and with fractured ribs not healed from the accident two months ago. Bradley decided to call it a night and overdub Patsy in the future. 

One week later she returned and nailed the vocal in one take.