I swear my body is breaking me. I don’t want to deal with this anymore. I don’t want to be bed ridden again & i don’t want my psychological conditions to get worse because of medications I need to keep my physical illnesses in check. I’ve been fighting so hard since I was a child, & it feels like I’m being handed more & more things to fight through each passing year. I’m so mentally & physically exhausted. My brain fog is making it hard to even write down my thoughts. I’m so tired of being sick. I can’t stop crying. I’m so tired. I’m just so tired. This is so exhausting.