out alive

Cold As Ice

(Negan x Reader)

christmas special number 5 (blizzard)

@nekodemon73 @alykatv

Not only had that run Negan “invited” you to turned out to be a complete waste of time, you had barely made it out alive as well. Rick and a few others from Alexandria had agreed to come along and help since they were, apparently, short on men at the moment.  

Sitting in an old cabin in the middle of the woods, you really wished you hadn’t come along. You couldn’t even call it a cabin. The thing had no roofand had more holes than you could count.  

Normally you wouldn’t have tagged along in the first place but it was close to Christmas and you had hoped to find something nice for everyone while being out there.  

“You should fucking stop, giving me that look darlin’.”  

“Why it’s your fault this happened.” You scowl at Negan who is leaning against the opposite side of the wall.  

“I saved your fucking ass back there, so don’t give me that shit.” While that was true, he had indeed pulled you out with him when walkers started to pour in, it was also true that you had been out here solely because of him.

“You got my ass in this position in the first place, so it’s only fair you saved it.” You shoot back, growing more irritated of the man’s presence by the second.  

His attitude was for show, you did realize that but it still got on your nerves more often than not which was exactly what he wanted. While it served his purpose he had also a lot of fun doing the shit he did.  

“I could think of a few other positions for that ass of yours.” He smirks and takes slow steps towards you.  

“Stay away you perv.” He wouldn’t do anything if you didn’t want it but he was still intimidating, especially standing right in front of you only an arm-length away.  

“Perv? Oh you have no fucking idea, I haven’t even started yet.” You gasp as he grabs your hand and pulls you towards him.  

You collide with his chest, one hand resting there while you can’t help the small blush that is showing on your face.  

“What are you doing?” You mumble, not daring to move a muscle as he wraps his arms around you.  

“You’re shaking like someone who’s having an epileptic fit and I don’t fucking want to be blamed for shit I’m not responsible for, so you’re staying just like that before you freeze to death.” As much as it pained you to admit, he was right.  

You had lost your jacket somewhere on the way and weren’t really dressed for the weather at hand. The sky had been clear when you left but steadily changed and now it looked like winter had definitely hit you. There was snow all around you and the wind was freezing cold.  

You put your arms under his leather jacket and wrap them around his back, resting your head against his chest, “If you tell anyone, I’ll be the one killing you.”  

“Merry fucking Christmas to me.” He smirks as his hands wander down your hips a bit too far.

Flashback- Where Have You Gone | Henrik & Eris

While waiting was something Eris was plenty used to, it was unlike the man she was meeting to be late. Every month they met at the exact same time at the exact same place. She would have known if there was something different or if it would have been canceled. Henrik would have let her know surly as he’d never let her down before. 

Somehow after their meeting a few years ago he had been checking in on her. Or at least that’s what she called their weird little meetings where he’d either bring some food for her or make sure she was still handy with a knife. Lately though she hadn’t needed as much help since she’d started getting in with some people who had shown her a different way to stay alive. 

Pulling out the watch she had in her pocket he was over a half hour late and that was the last straw. Something in her was saying that something wasn’t quite right and while she’d long sworn off letting emotions rule her decisions, it was time to let it happen. He wasn’t late and wouldn’t just not show up. So she did what she did best, tried to find out some information.

Living on the streets for as long as she had it didn’t take long for the brunette to find out what happened to him. People talked and she certainly had made a few acquaintances and knew people who wouldn’t mind sharing some information with her. Especially since the man she was meeting had apparently made himself known as well. After bribing a few she’d figured out a man about his size and age had gotten shot and was taken to the hospital downtown. 

Her heart started racing and her brain must have put herself on autopilot because she didn’t remember getting to the hospital. She didn’t remember asking the people at the front desk for his room, or even stammering that she didn’t know his last name. All she knew what that when she was escorted to the room was that for the first time that she could remember was that she cared about someone. 

“Holy shit.” No elegance and no sympathy came but more shock as she opened the door and just stared. 

anonymous asked:

Buckle up. When I was 16 and stupid I sent nudes to my internet boyfriend. When I stopped sending them he tried to black mail me and when I tried to leave him he threatened to kill himself and when that didn't work he staged his own suicide and a week later I found out he was alive I dumped his abusive ass and my parents found out and I was literally grounded for 9 months.

oh my god that’s so wild but somehow relatable? Online dating is such a trip

Go on anon and send me the most scandalous things you’ve done xx

Someone lmk what the heck I’m supposed to do once Teen Wolf is over, I started this blog 6 years ago live blogging it, I’ve followed it since the first premier, it’s my life, what the HECK am I supposed to do. Teen wolf was literally the show that got me to stay alive through out highschool when I was suicidal. It’s the reason I’m here.

Singing heavydirtysoul
  • Me: *prepares self for fast lyrics*
  • Me: There's an infspsm in minds imvnsoanation. AkvntbCHOKEbapxmv, this is not rap this is not hip hop.
  • Me:
  • Me: nailed it

u ever have lil phases where u majorly obsessed w bands but then u have that one band that is just constantly there n u know that’s the band that has ur heart n soul gripped so tight

remember that time when you didn’t know their names? when you didn’t knew who played which instrument, who’s your favourite and how their personalities are. when you had 4 albums that you’ve never listened to, finding out about so many new and amazing songs. when you still had to discover every little fact about them, not knowing that they’ll be your favourite band soon. yes? that’s my favourite part of discovering a band.

pop punk bands in high school
  • Green Day, Blink-182, All Time Low, Fall Out Boy, Paramore, My Chemical Romance, and Panic! At the Disco: the pop punk seniors that everyone loves (and tbh, kinda tries to emulate)
  • Twenty One Pilots, Pierce The Veil, Tonight Alive, Set It Off, As It Is, Halsey, and PVRIS: the pop punk juniors that are really up and coming and getting more and more popular everyday
  • Neck Deep, The Story So Far, State Champs, and We Are The In Crowd: the angsty and rebellious pop punk sophomores that aren't super well known by the mainstream, but are still gaining status quickly
  • All of the more underground bands that not that many people know about (pretty much any band not listed above): the pop punk freshmen that are new to the scene, but still very intriguing to everyone
  • 5sos: those fucking annoying ass teeny bopper middle schoolers that always try to hang out with you and your squad because you're friends with their sister; they try wayyyyyyy too hard to fit in with you and your friends; they're uneducated and ignorant as fuck about social justice issues and things that actually matter and they always say the most terrible things; they have no idea how the world works at all; then when they get called out they cry uncontrollably and just like that sobbing girl from Mean Girls, they don't even go here…
  • ***this can also apply to the age/grade level of the bands' fans