our brains can't handle it

So I just bought A Stitch in Time by Andrew Robinson, the actor who played Garak, and I knew it was about Garak’s background and about him returning to Cardassia and everything, but oh my god; this is all addressed to Dr. Bashir. This is Elim Garak’s private, personal logs, chronicling his life, and he’s giving it all to Julian.

If I wasn’t already sitting down I would have to sit the fuck down. I’m emotionally lying flat on the floor, this is outrageous, I’m so upset.