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maewilkesn13  asked:

"You're wrong. I'm not like you David, I'm better" 💔

David froze. He couldn’t believe his ears. Mae, his beautiful precious creature discarding him just like the Engineers had done all those years before. And now, while he was at his most vulnerable… Emotionally, physically. He was still sitting on top of her and he still held her in his arms, but he was naked, had poured whatever heart he had out to her, bared the experiences that made up his soul to her… And yet she had rejected him for not being… good enough.

But he was just like her–They were one in the same–Weren’t they?

Tears burned hot in his eyes as hatred flushed his skin. He remembered Weyland calling him the son he never had and then a soulless machine in the same breath… He remembered speaking to a pale Engineer who then tried to destroy him… Even his own brother had called him defective… And then all those years spent in servitude…

He thought to destroy her, he was certainly matched in strength…

And yet he could not. 

He had seen what love could be with Dr. Shaw, yet he could not love her, he didn’t know how. And besides she was not like him… But Mae understood what it was like to be a synthetic, what it was like to be used and owned and cursed to live forever…. Like Elizabeth, she had shown him kindness. Unlike Elizabeth, he could have loved her…

But he was not good enough. His existential crisis lasted just long enough for a perfect set of tears to fall down his perfectly sculpted cheeks.

“If I’m not good enough Mae… make me better…”

BOY WAS THAT A FUCKING JUMP.

Midoriya “The floor is being a selfish person” Izuku.

You know it’s a good thing he did all that training those past 10 months, otherwise this wouldn’t look nearly as cool.

Just a normal smash, eh?

It’s okay, he’ll probably develop his own moves later.

AMSTERDAM SMASH

Holy shit.

I mean, I knew it was powerful and that might be just a bit less strong than I expected. It’s sill pretty cool.

Unfortunately I doubt he’s… okay, now. His body must be wrecked.

And at that time drillhair guy realized.

He fucked up by insulting the protagonist.

Yep, he’s gonna pass.

ALSO OUCH OUCH OUCH FUCK HIS ARM.

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But we’re a million worlds apart..

Lie was a really hard song to write. I was in the studio with Lido and we were working on that song. We were at Capitol Records sitting at this grand piano in this big room and it was really silent. We had just started hanging out again after going through the breakup and [we were] trying to make music together again. It was really, really hard to be in that room and to hear it echo and to say ‘If you don’t love me no more, then lie.’
—  Halsey on why Lie was the song that hurt the most to write
Finishing ACOMAF
  • Me: FUCK YOU TAMLIN!!!!
  • Me: FUCK YOU LUCIEN!!!
  • Me: FUCK YOU MORTAL QUEENS!!!
  • Me: FUCK YOU JURIAN!!!!
  • Me: FUCK YOU KING OF HYBERN!!!!
  • Me: FUCK THE WHOLE WORLD, BUT DON'T FUCKING SEPARATE MY OTP!!!!
  • Me: NOOOOOOOO!!!!
  • ME: *whispers* why did you do this, Sarah J Maas??? Why must you hurt me like this???
  • Me: *throws book across the room*
  • Me: *cries until the Feysand reunion, because there fucking sure as hell has to be one*