Summary: Stiles & Lydia Role Reversal. Lydia has the dream when Stiles is in her bed, based off of the dream Stiles had at the beginning of 3b (it’s a little different & full of my headcanons so you’ve been warned).
“All of those times when you see him and you cannot breathe until you’re with him, don’t you remember what that’s like?” “No.” “What do you mean no? You’ve had boyfriends.” “None like that.”
It wasn’t the first nightmare she had. She was all alone, dreaming about reality, dreaming while she was awake. It was called sleep paralysis. She usually woke up screaming so loud it caused her mother to come in. Sometimes she woke up in tears, and sometimes she was in the middle of class, when the nightmares occurred.
Needless to say, after Allison had to take her out of class and prove to her she wasn’t dreaming, that’s when everyone started to worry.
You all seem to want the Johnlock kiss to happen in a three garridebs episode. And yeah, that sounds good to me, too. But, like. I want it with the roles shifted. Like, we’ve seen Sherlock go out of his mind with fear for John before and protect him with everything he has. I mean, he faked his own death for him, and freaked out when he was stuffed in the bonfire, and killed Magnussen to protect him, and was actually incoherent when Moriarty kidnapped him. But, we haven’t really seen that same level of protectiveness from John. I mean, there was the potential when Sherlock was shot, but John was a bit distracted by the Mary situation, too, and totally unsure of what to do. Sure, he’s pretty damn protective, but like, just imagine.
Sherlock in mortal danger, or wounded or something, and John just flipping shit. Like, imagine Sherlock getting kidnapped, and when John finds him, he totally shoots the kidnappers, but doesn’t kill them, because that would be too easy. And then he’s all over Sherlock, running his hands over him, making sure he’s okay, and Sherlock’s just staring at him, gaping at him, because he never truly realized how much John loves him because even after John said he was his best friend, there was still all that doubt there, because how could he love someone likeme?
And then John’s hands are grasping the sides of his face, almost too hard with worry. And all Sherlock can do is whisper “John,” his voice all choked up. Their lips brush together hesitantly, and John pulls back, and everything is written there in his face, how much he loves Sherlock, and how he always has, and how hard it was for him when Sherlock died, and he never really got over it, even now with Sherlock alive right in front of him. And he knows if Sherlock died again, he wouldn’t make it through this time.
And Sherlock sees all of it, and he says, “John,” again, but this time it’s an apology and then continues, “That day…. I wasn’t going to say ‘Sherlock is a girl’s name.’”
And then they’re kissing, finally, really kissing, and it’s all desperation and fire and passion.
“He will always love Lydia, that’s not just a crush kind of thing.The way I look at that in the show is that this is the girl that he has had that in love with crush on since you were eight, but you know when your eight and you have that first crush, and then when your nine you have that next crush that new girl in the class, then as you get older your crushes last longer and longer kind of thing. I think he is one of those such hopeless romantic souls that he has literally set his sights on Lydia when he was eight years old and his love has only grown since.” - Dylan O’Brien.
dont know if this has been pointed out but ahem notice how stiles and malias first kiss is filmed in a dark place like literally a seedy basement and they didnt add any light or shit but the stydia kiss was filled with light like literally flooded with sunlight so deduce from that what you will motherfuckers