otp: you deserve so much

AllTheseLittleWritings (ao3, tumblr)

She’s a really talented writer. The way she tells these stories is very beautiful, sometimes almost poetic. There’s no hiding away from the emotions, they’re all very much in there. It’s delicately intense. 

Thank you for sharing your stories and all the hard work you’ve put behind them! You are very much appreciated and you deserve hundreds and hundreds of kudos and comments and even more. Happy birthday!

You Are Giving Me A Whiplash by AllTheseLittleWritings (12k) ONE SHOT

Whiplash AU. Louis is an aspiring jazz pianist who gets in to a jazz band led by the feared Harry Styles. 

I Want The World To End With You by AllTheseLittleWritings (2,5k) ONE SHOT

Louis meets Harry the day before the world ends. They make a deal that they are going to be next to each other as the sun will set everything on fire.

Love Is The Last Light Spoken by AllTheseLittleWritings (26k) CHAPTERED

An AU, where Louis is a singer of a popular punk band. He has a habit of partying too much. As a result, he has to take a break.
Harry is a broken man, with a broken mind. He would need someone to be by his side.
What happens when they meet under the hot Indian sun, meditate and maybe become friends?


You Wish You Could Paint Our Love - series 

It’s A Higher Love by AllTheseLittleWritings (2,5k) part 1

When Harry has tooth ache, he needs to get his wisdom tooth removed. Louis is there to take care of him, but Harry has some problems remembering who Louis is.

These Moments In Vibrant Hues by AllTheseLittleWritings (2,5k) part 2

Harry comes to pick Louis up from an LA club after a night of partying. Some heated moments ensue…

Wait For Me To Come Home by AllTheseLittleWritings (3k) part 3

Louis has to go back to London while Harry stays in LA.

You Know It’s Time That We Grow Old by AllTheseLittleWritings (6,5k) part 4

Harry surprises Louis before a day of promo. He may realize what love really is and how it can also hurt.

When My Heart Stops Beating by AllTheseLittleWritings (10k) part 5

Harry and Louis plan a holiday together and everything seems finally okay. Until there is a car crash.

With You My Dear I’m Safe by AllTheseLittleWritings (10k) part 6

Harry and Louis go to Sweden for a holiday. Louis ponders about asking Harry to marry him, Harry is sure that things are worse than they really are.


It’s Your Image Burnt Into My Mind by AllTheseLittleWritings (47k) CHAPTERED

He might not have to watch the piano keys when he plays it. He could close his eyes and still play the melody perfectly. But this man is living without his sight. He must be recognizing everything with his fingers, he has to create something on to that canvas and never see it with his own eyes. Because it seems that the man is blind. Clearly, literally blind.


An AU, where Harry is a music student in university. He happens to be in a band that plays for art students. One of the art students is Louis. And Louis happens to be blind.


Moments Passing In Front Of Me 

- series

Wake Me Up by AllTheseLittleWritings (4k) part 1

The holiday was filled with laughter and getting to know each other and everyone had enjoyed their time together. Harry had given Louis a camera, so they could record their relationship.

“You are so beautiful in these lights.” Harry whispers, making Louis detach his lips from his cheek.

“I’m not beautiful in any other lighting?” Louis pulls his brows together in the tape.

“You know, you’re the most beautiful in every light.” Harry smiles and licks his lips.
An AU, where Louis and Harry live life to the fullest. Until their lives change dramatically.

Set My Spirit Free by AllTheseLittleWritings (11k) part 2

“Louis, please look at me. I miss your eyes,” Harry says with his soft echoing voice.“I can’t look at you because you aren’t real,” Louis says back to him.
Louis has to get used to living alone without Harry. But it’s not that easy to let go.


Once In A Lullaby by AllTheseLittleWritings (48k) CHAPTERED

“Oops! I’m so, so sorry!” The young boy apologizes, his hands freezing, his face turning into a grimace. Louis’ round eyes meet those already staring at him. Green. That’s the colour of his eyes.“Hi,” Louis smiles, his lips turning in to a wide grin.“Hi,” the other boy smiles back, deep dimples forming on his cheeks.

You Call Out My Name (For The Love You Need) by AllTheseLittleWritings (135k) CHAPTERED

“I’m so sorry, baby,” she says, as they watch the car burn in the silence of the first spring night, which still seems like it’d be winter. The small drizzle of water has turned into snowflakes and they are still falling, but they don’t feel cold. Some stick to Louis’ hair and eye lashes and they stay there, like they’d be part of Louis.


Louis thinks he has fallen in love. He’s so sure about it. Then everything changes. He gets into a car accident with his mother and suddenly his life turns from living into being an angel. He doesn’t know what to do with his time, until his mother gives him a task.

Harry is trying to make it as a singer. He spends his days on the streets, playing his guitar, and his nights at a pub. He loves his whiskey and he likes his one night stands. When a guy with blue, bright eyes sits next to him in the pub, he realizes things could be a lot different.

In other words, Harry is a street artist and Louis is an angel. Based on this fic prompt.

You Made Your Mark (Here In My Heart) by AllTheseLittleWritings (15k) ONE SHOT

Louis is slowly caressing the baby’s cheek. He’s looking into bright green, wide eyes, which seem to look at Louis in wonderment. Louis picks the baby’s hand into his and holds it. He looks at it and then at Harry, who starts to chuckle with his cute baby voice.


When Louis is just a small child, he meets a chubby baby named Harry. He doesn’t realize that he meets the same boy over 20 years later and finds his soulmate.


I can’t pretend that there is any other girl in the entire world for me. There will only ever be one girl. You.


Ian and Mickey waking up next to each other


top 50 otps of all time ☆ #38. Andie McPhee & Pacey Witter

“I’m afraid because you’re the single most important being to ever grace my existence. Andie, I am falling hopelessly in love with you.”

A Little Thing About Troy Bolton and Why I'm So Defensive of This Poor Kid:

Troy Bolton is a tragic character when you really stop to think about it. Yeah, I’m well aware that he wasn’t intended to be (we’re talking about a series of subpar Disney Channel movies aimed at twelve year-olds), but consider this:

His entire life, Troy has been brought up to be a star basketball player. He’s the basketball coach’s son. Everyone in the community refers to him as “the basketball guy”. As long as he leads his teammates to victory and continues to be the star athlete of East High, everyone adores him. That’s a ton of pressure to put on a kid, but no one ever stops to think about how Troy might feel about it, or how the application of all of that pressure might affect him psychologically.

Then, when he’s sixteen, Troy realizes that he’s pretty good at singing. In fact, he actually enjoys it. He believes that Gabriella, the girl who just happens to aid him in this discovery, is someone that he can confide in, someone who would like the real Troy, the kid behind this image of East High’s “Primo Boy”. 

Of course, we learn that Troy is completely wrong about that. Gabriella ultimately turns out to be just one more person that only values Troy based on how associating with him can benefit her. She never supports him, unless doing so would make her look good, or he’s doing something that she can profit from. She sees the “real him”, alright, and she uses that insight as a means of mocking (“The Wildcat Superstar is afraid?” “You’re crazy, Wildcat”, “You have your team and I have mine. It’s where we belong. Go Wildcats”) or emotionally wounding him (“It doesn’t just seem like new stuff. It seems like a new Troy”, “The club talent show is a big deal to Sharpay, and, evidently, for your future. So, it’s cool. Make it happen. Wear your new Italian shoes”). She pressures him to live up to impossibly high standards (“I thought you were my fairytale, my dream when I’m not sleeping, a wish upon a star that’s coming true”, “I hope some of those activities include a job”, “Let’s just focus on right now! ‘Cause I’ve never been in one place for an entire summer”, “I want to remember this summer”), and when he inevitably fails to meet those standards, she harshly criticizes him, heaps on passive-aggression and guilt, and then abandons him until he apologizes for causing his own abuse at her hands. 

Troy spends a good chunk of his summer vacation getting sexually harassed by the daughter of his employers’. The sexual harassment is not only played for laughs, even when it takes a turn for the skin-crawlingly disturbing, but Troy also gets blamed for it by Taylor, a character who holds a grudge against him simply because he’s a jock and a boy, Gabriella, and the narrative, itself. 

His friends demonstrate how fragile their sense of loyalty truly is, as well, that summer. The very moment that Troy stops doing what they want him to do, they turn on him. 

Only once is Troy ever allowed to get angry at this behavior, by the way; in the first movie, when his friends/teammates’ selfishness and inconsiderate behavior almost ruins Troy and Gabriella auditioning for the musical, and would, as a result, obstruct the ultimate message of and resolution to the film. 

After that, Troy’s self-esteem begins to plummet drastically. And, this plummet is visible to the audience. He dubs himself a “jerk” for being concerned with his future. He believes that Chad- his best friend since preschool- and Gabriella- who has only been in his life for about six months, or so, at that point in the series- know him better than he knows himself. Troy is convinced that his future isn’t important if him trying to ensure a decent education for himself makes his friends unhappy. He allows his friends and girlfriend to bully him out of going after a scholarship, informing Sharpay that although performing in the talent show for the boosters from the University of Albuquerque could change his life, he’s “more interested in what [his] friends think of him”. He then apologizes to Chad for trying to better himself. 

Troy is so focused on pleasing other people, he just stops caring about his own future until around the last few months of his senior year. And, when it looks like another momentous opportunity is being extended to him during that time period, a potential scholarship to Juilliard, his friends and girlfriend all laugh at him. Not a single one of them is ever reprimanded for doing that, making it seem like the narrative wants you, the viewer, to think that Troy, himself, is one big laughing stock, and the very idea that he could ever get into one of the most prestigious performing arts universities in the United States is outright laughable. 

Troy reaches a point where he feels like he needs Gabriella to pick out his clothes for him so he’ll “look right”. His truck constantly breaking down results in Chad getting angry at him for needing help pushing the truck home, and Gabriella laughing as the engine splutters, and expressing complete apathy as the vehicle breaks down right outside her house. She stands there on her balcony, watching as Troy is left with no option but to walk home, too busy wallowing in self-pity to do anything for her boyfriend that she supposedly loves. 

Troy is guilted into encouraging Gabriella to accept the early enrollment at Stanford, and when he does, which is actually incredibly mature and selfless of him, Gabriella whines about how it’s unfair to her, and that she wishes everything would slow down to a stop, just for her, or that she could go back to kindergarten. 

Sharpay, the very girl that sexually harassed him relentlessly, the previous summer, winds up taking Gabriella’s role as Troy’s girlfriend in the school musical. 

When Troy considers looking into colleges outside of the one his dad wants him to attend, he’s scolded for it and pushed into having his second onscreen emotional breakdown. This one is astonishingly not made into a farce, unlike the previous one. 

Troy is told that Gabriella extensively stringing him along, only to decimate his hopes at the last minute that she’s actually going to follow through on her word and come down to attend the prom with him, makes her “one step ahead”. 

In the end, he “decides” that Gabriella getting to have her cake and eat it, too, is more important than his psychological well-being, and he follows her to college. Not a single person tries to talk him out of it. 

Think of how people would have reacted if the roles were reversed, if a teenage girl followed her selfish, passive-aggressive, emotionally abusive boyfriend to college, and was never allowed to figure things out for herself, or even accept credit for her own personal accomplishments, because the narrative was biased in her boyfriend’s favor and gave him credit for things that she did.

Think of the outrage that would have ensued. 

I will never understand why this was allowed to happen, and I’ll never not be angry about it. The appalling level of negligence and apathy that the writer showed to his main character, who happens to be a truly likable, sympathetic, good kid, is why I can’t stomach watching High School Musical 3: Senior Year all the way through ever again. Seeing Troy be forced to bend to his abusers, apologize for “causing” them to mistreat him, and wind up following his main abuser to college to please her, because she couldn’t make an effort to be with him, is like someone telling me that I deserved to be mistreated by my dad, that he was right in how he treated my family, that he deserves to have his house back, and that we should be more understanding of how he feels. That we should just accept him back into our lives and apologize for getting a protection order against him. It’s like telling anyone else with a history of abuse, or who is currently in an abusive relationship that if they don’t do exactly what their abusers want them to do and it makes their abuser angry, that they’re a “jerk”,  that their abusers clearly know them better than they know themselves, and that they aren’t worthy of love or friendship because they aren’t putting their abusers first at all times. It’s saying that if you just give in and let other people control your life without question, then and only then can you be happy.

And, that’s WRONG. I shouldn’t even have to get into how WRONG that is.

Sharpay kind of got the short end of the stick from the writer; never being really developed due to the “Status Quo Is God” trope resulting in her continuously reverting back to her scheming and manipulative state from the first movie, no matter how many times she learns her lesson, and being characterized as the “villain” when she’s actually more sympathetic and likable than Gabriella. 

As did poor Ryan, who they not only tried to unceremoniously shove back into the closet, but also receives very little screen time, in spite of his undeniable status as a fan favorite, is short-changed in the merchandise department, and, according to the merchandise that he is fortunate enough to appear in, isn’t allowed to have any friends other than his sister, Sharpay. Even though Zac Efron and Lucas Grabeel went to great lengths to depict Troy and Ryan as being very close, as in 'sexually and romantically interested in each other’ close, and Ryan is one of the only characters that treats Troy as though his feelings matter.

But, what happened to Troy is utterly inexcusable. Peter Barsocchini, Kenny Ortega, and anyone else involved with sealing Troy’s fate should be ashamed of themselves. Not only for promoting this repulsive victim-blaming mentality and glorifying a character as vile as Gabriella Montez, but for some of the most unforgivably bad writing I’ve ever seen. Kids movie or otherwise. 

anonymous asked:

Hi, love! Just wanted to ask how you are? How's your day been? Did anything nice happen? I really hope it did, you totally deserve anything and everything that would make you happy. Love you lots, dear!💖

aw thank you love you’re so sweet ❤❤❤❤ It’s been v stressful because I had a test/quiz in every class and tbh by my last test my hand was shaking from stress the entire time I was writing.. but now I’m in bed listening to music and wasting time doing nothing + trying not to think and that’s nice :) I have a lot of hw for the weekend, but I’m way too tired to even think about that now. love you too! 

Happy Valentine’s Day Oliciters

Our OTP may be on different pages right now but just remember how beautiful it is when they are in sync

Originally posted by nell-crt

They may have lost their way but they found themselves in each other and they will again

Originally posted by ihavefeelsokay

They are at their happiest and most content when they are together

Originally posted by fponthedl

And once that ring (or another ring or bread twisty tie; IDEC at this point lol) is back on her finger, it will be forever

Originally posted by yet-i-remain-quiet

Because through the years of struggles and loss and pain that have been woven with those small moments of joy, one thing has remained the same…

Originally posted by thecwarrow

a very belated happy birthday gift for my sweet @oicean.

“you taught me to live each day, to live each day like it’s my last.
i won’t make you turn away, so come with me and never look back.
after all that we’ve been through, you are still by my side.”

[Pinklike Dreams]

Happy Birthday! @pitukel