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In Shaw’s Mind |  When Root Is The 1st (& Only) Thing She Cares About

- at every waking moment, the first thing Shaw does is call out or look for Root

- Shaw’s innermost feelings (the truest because it comes from the subconscious level) about Root is laid bare in this episode

I felt like doing something cute, so I took the full pose from the Minicat comic I did and made it into a full drawing. I can’t get enough with how much I like this position, and the kissing is just: o3o The couch took forever to do, but I’m happy with how it turned out. I’ll stop with the same-drawing spam now for the tag, and will start working on my Christmas piece for the Secret Santa. There might be some “sketch requests” open in the near future, so keep an eye out if you want to hit me up with some ships! Christmas Break will be the 15 days of Undertale!BBS and Ship Requests! Prepare yourselves :3

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I love how Andy and Joe are like casual posting, hands by their side and in their pockets and then there are Pete and Patrick going like ‘hey let just put our arms around each other and lean into each other really close lmao nbd‘ (cr.)

you can do so much better, honestly. you can do so much more than you give yourself credit for. and i wish you’d see that. and if you could have that kind of respect and love for yourself, you’d stop selling yourself short and throwing your life away in meaningless pursuits. 

you have the ability to inherit the most amazing things if you just tried. if you just stopped feeling bad for yourself. and stopped allowing your fears to drive you away from the things you really want. 

closing yourself off isn’t going to do anything for you. running away from your problems isn’t going to do anything for you. pretending you’re okay with what you seem to be getting is simply not going to do anything for you. you need to fight for your happiness. you need to punch through walls, you need to climb over the things you don’t think you can overcome. 

it’s crucial for your personal growth. and i know you can do it. you’re just shying away from it because the idea of failure scares you. you’ve been burned one too many times. but you’re still here. you’re still fucking here. and you’re still breathing and living and hoping. i know, you’ve sustained a few injuries. some scars, maybe. you think building up an armour is going to protect you from what life has in store? hell no. 

you’ve got to face it square in the eye and say “you cannot defeat me” and keep fighting. 

all it takes is the courage to try. maybe you’ve forgotten what courage means. maybe you’ve forgotten what it feels like to have hope and fervour pump through your veins. but it hasn’t forgotten you. ask it to dinner. it’s probably hungry and waiting for your invitation. 

xx

I dreamt of you today.

And it amazes me, because I try so hard not to think of you, or mention you, or think we could ever be more than what we are now: nothing.

Yet, subconsciously, I think of you.

I can’t get you out of my head.

And, I like to think you belong there, but things will never be that way. Ever.

I wish my brain would get the idea.

I miss you.

- Ohsnapcrackle

Confession

I must confess I never get over things that easy. Its like a favorite song. It gets stuck, tattooed into my subconscious until I start to hate it so much, but then again its like a love/hate relationship, which must be like the perfect relationship there is, or so I think it is. So I will always love it. forever. Even though it might piss me off at times, I will hold on to it. Sadly. Annoyingly. Forever. and Ever.