otp: just stay here with me

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Some angsty prompts for your OTP

Valentine’s Day is almost upon us and your OTP.  And not all couples are going to be happy.  So here are some angsty dialogue prompts, to help break a heart are two.

  • “You said forever!”
  • “We seemed to just always come up a little short.”
  • “Was loving me a joke?”
  • “I still love you, even after all that has happened.”
  • “Seven fucking years, and that’s all you have to say!”
  • “I was getting over you, why did you have to come back?”
  • “You’re not supposed to catch feelings for a bet.”
  • “Just this once, please stay.”
  • “I only ever wanted to hear that you loved me.  Was I asking to much?”
  • “I love you, but I have to go.”
  • “I hate you so much.”
  • “I can’t love you the way you want.”
  • “You were and still are my everything.”
FIC RECS!!!! PT. II!!!

since the first fic rec list is getting too crowded, i have decided to make a second part!!!! because everyone deserves to read a well-written seventeen fanfic

AGAIN, most of these are probably junhui/minghao-centric (or at least theyre mentioned), and completed! i will indicate if there are any ongoing ones i absolutely love.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6808693 - OT13 (kinda jeonghan-centric). zodiac!au. 27k of pure talent. iS THERE ANYTHING ELSE YOU HAVE TO ASK MORE FOR CLICKIG THIS LINK.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7254406 - catboy!jun and fox!minghao. wonHUI, GYUHAO. I AM ABSOLUTE TRASH FOR THESE TWO

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7235998 - MINGSOL DRABBLE. I HATE MY LIFE I WAS SMILING SO HARD THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE 869 wORDS OF THIS FIC. THE OUIJA BOARD SPEAKS WHAT SHOULD BE SPOKEN

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6925387 - JIHANCHEOL OT3 GOODNESS. i love polyamory. AND I LOVE JIHANCHEOL WITHOUT THE RIVALRY AND STUFF BECAUSE THEY ALL LOVE EACH OTHER

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7345429 - SOONHAO IS LOVE. SOONHAO IS LIFE AND I LOVE LIFE. rated m + abo!verse + bff!junhui what else do i put in i loVE EVERYTHING IN HERE and minghao c*ming just by being bitten by soonyoung i can die in peace ((this has a ch. 2 witht he legit sMUT))

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7340521 - GYUHAO CRACK ONESHOT. IVE NEVER BEEN HIT ON BUT I STILL FIND IT RELATABLE +++hansol burning down their dormitory while cooking dinner i never have related so bad

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7330090 - OKAY. IM NOT READY FOR THIS. IM NOT. I CANT BELIEVE I ENCOUNTERED SUCH A GEM. MY BIGGEST OT4. COMING TRUE. I WONHUI? SURE. GYUHAO. HECK YES. WONHUIGYUHAO???? SIGN ME THE HECK UP. its ongoing but oh my lordt i know this fic is gonna be the death of me

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7158680 - HOE!MINGHAO. MINGHOE. IF YOURE NOT A FAN OF INFIDELITY(kinda) then unfortunately this isnt your cup of tea. but i love vague smut and heartbreak and DYING THROUGH CRYING SO I LOVED THIS

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6770299 - MINGSOL. MINGSOL FLUFF(??) VERY NICE. amazing piece. i love minghao with anyone YOU DONT UNDERSTAND

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7086619 - SPEAKING OF MINGHAO WITH ANYONE. A PRECIOUS WRITER HAS STARTED A FIC. an oNGOING MINGHAREM FIC. minghao is an incubus and yall know how this will end, rite. and nOT TO WORRY, because chan and seungkwan arent included in the smut part of it! heeeheheh i love siNNING

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6115852 - MINGSOL WITH VAMPIRE!HANSOL. and horny!hansol. NECK. boners4days. side!soonwoo I Just Love Sin and Dying

http://archiveofourown.org/works/5230565 - SPEAKING OF MORE!! MORE!! MORE EVERYONE X MINGHAO, look at this fic. this one is actually ot13!polyamory, minghao-centric. i love polyamory, but if its not ur cup of tea then i dont suggest it. !!!!!!!!IMPLICATIONS OF DEBAUCHERY

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7387372 - meanie + angst because i love hurting myself through reading fics that makes me want to curl up n cry myself like a smol babie

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7386403 - ok im hurting myself too much, its 3 AM AS I WRITE THIS FIC REC AND GYUHAO IS HURTING MY FEELINGS BUT I LOVE IT AND I COME BACK FOR IT ANYWAYS BECAUSE I WILL ALWAYS HAVE A BONER FOR ANGST

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7383067 - OF COURSE, what comes bETTER AFTER READING ANGST???? sum good ol’ bj and hj smutfics, AM I RIGHT OR AM I CORRECT so here’s a soonhoon smutfic

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7205936 - GYUHAO. i love gyuHAO AND FANTASY AND SMUT MIXED TOGETHER. and they swITCH, WHAT MORE COULD I HAVE ASKED FOR!!??? i love authors i owe them my life i will sell my soul to the devil just the all the fanfic writers will live longer and write more

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7168583 - gyuhao. the title is a CLICKBAIT I CAME HERE FOR THE MEMES AND STAYED FOR THE TEARS

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6850333 - YES I LOVE JUNHOON YOU LOVE JUNHOON EVERYONE LOVES JUNHOON, kinda angst??? but not really because happy ending and i just truly love junhoon i love them ok

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6994786 - MORE JUNHOON. im speechless, i love junhoon, i dont know but i love them its slowly creeping up my otp list

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6932014 - SOONHAO. SMUT. another otp i have a weakness for. thIS IS SO HOT AND AMAZING AND MADE ME NOT REGRET SINNING IN THE FIRST PLACE

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6942142 - MOSHI PRISONER!AU. this wAS A WILD RIDE. I LOVE EVERYTHING. trigger warning, though: mentions of criminals doing criminal stuff without remorse.

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“When you said you were going to Tokyo,” Haruka finally broke the silence, and Makoto was happy to find he had been wrong about the power of the human voice. “I was confused… I just thought we’d stay together after graduation. No other alternative was a possibility. Then in Australia, I realized why the thought of you leaving terrified me.” Makoto closed his eyes and pulled in closer to Haruka. “And where did all that stuff about smothering come from? You never smothered me. Sometimes, I stayed in the bath too long… because I knew you’d come and pull me out.” [x]

anonymous asked:

talk about their friendship :) it's a bit banal tho

Oh trust me my dear anon this won’t be boring!

First i want to start with the fact that kihyun and wonho are the longest trainee since they arrived in starship before other members,so there is already this long term friendship going on. 

The main important reason why i ship kiho is because of the way they supported each other in no.mercy! Kihyun and Wonho were together since 3rd mission until the very last mission they were always in the same team and from that i noticed how much kihyun took care of wonho as hyung and how much wonho look after kihyun as a dongsaeng! 

When wonho was practicing for his solo mission kihyun came up to him and cheered him before he leave.

I don’t know if you know but they showed 2 sec of kihyun literally sitting on wonho’s thighs while wonho was doing his sit up :)

^^(this is from ep 3 btw if you are curious). I mean you have to be pretty comfortable with each other to be able to do this. (gosh this ss always gives me extreme feels but i should move on)

In no mercy when they go out they were always next to each other and sit next to each other! After they went to k.will concert wonho talked about how he first met kihyun and acted out how kihyun was like when they first met. I found this really sweet and wonho is always teasing kihyun just to make him laugh!. 

this was when wonho was cheering on segyero and when wonho forgot to introduce the segyero team kihyun was there to remind him about it. 

When kihyun was nervous wonho cheered him by saying “show them what a main vocalist can do”. 

hugging after their last mission together.

when wonho’s name was announced as a member of monsta x kihyun willingly put his hand out to hold wonho’s hand probably to show that he is happy and glad and appreciate that after so long they are finally in a team together!

Now that was just short no.mercy friendship kiho that i have in mind rn. after debut,i see fancams where wonho would tease kihyun and tickle him. there was a show champion backstage video where wonho said he wasn’t sure how his performance turn out well and kihyun told him he did well and in the same video they were sweating and wonho wiped kihyun’s neck with a tissue and etc.

On kihyun’s birthday last year they had a fansign and mind you kihyun have his own jacket on and wonho gave his jacket to kihyun to show that he care. action speaks more than words right?

so kihyun ended up with  two jackets 

there is a fancam where shownu accidentally hit kihyun’s lips with his elbow during a fansign and wonho came screaming at shownu for hurting  him and asked kihyun if he was bleeding. 

These little moments where they take special care of each other and how they always support each other is what makes me love kiho so much as an otp and i love their friendship so much i can’t explain it in words. They are not touchy obvious otpbut they stay a distance from each other while supporting each other and i just have a weak heart for them two being sweet to each other.  

WOW ok this is longer than i expected but i shall stop here. Please appreciate kiho and their friendship :)

anonymous asked:

Are you still doing those drabbles? I'm loving them. You're so awesome at writing bechloe. Could I put two together? 19 and 38

Sorry this took so long!

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“We were never meant to fight on our own,” Chloe said, pulling Beca to her feet.

“I told you to leave,” Beca said, wincing as she put her weight on her broken leg.

“I know you did,” Chloe said, pulling Beca’s arm over her shoulder. “But you also must have known I wouldn’t ever leave you. I’m here for you, you know that.”

“I’m gonna get you killed,” Beca said, gritting her teeth. “I can’t really run away can I?”

“Well you won’t need to if I can get us to the roof. Aubrey radioed saying that a rescue copter is on the way,” Chloe said.

“You should have left me,” Beca said trying not to cry out in pain.

The endless hoard of zombies that had surrounded the abandoned building they were in knew there was something inside, but Beca didn’t want to give them more incentive to start breaking through doors.

“We’re going to get out of this,” Chloe said, her voice straining from the effort it took to half-carry Beca up the stairs. “We just have to keep going.”

Beca felt another wave of guilt at the sound of Chloe struggling. If it wasn’t for her, Chloe would probably be on the roof by now and would be one step closer to being rescued.

The next step they stood on snapped at the weight of both of them, and caused them to fall.

Beca felt blinding pain shoot through her leg and thought for an alarming second that she was about to pass out.

“You have to go without me,” Beca said, her face pale. “I can’t… I can’t walk on this. I can’t keep going.”

“Yes you can,” Chloe said, breathing heavily as she pulled Beca up. “You have to. You can’t leave me on my own, so you have to keep going.”

“Chloe-”

“No arguments,” Chloe said.

Beca had to bite down on her tongue to stop herself from screaming as they carried on climbing the stairs.

They reached the top floor, and there was a hatch and a ladder which would get them onto the roof.

Beca wanted to tell Chloe that she couldn’t climb it. That the pain would be too much. But the redhead was looking at her with a fierce look of determination.

“I am not leaving you,” Chloe said. “You are my girlfriend, and I am not leaving you to die here. So you are going to pull yourself up that ladder, and then I’m going to follow you.”

It was a long and agonising climb, but Beca finally managed to pull herself onto the cold concrete of the roof. She could already here the helicopter in the distance. She’d never heard anything sound so wonderful.

She lay on her back looking up at the stars and soon Chloe was beside her.

She could hear the redhead panting as she slammed the roof hatch shut. She could hear her fumble in her backpack and then the sky was bathed in the red light of a flare. When she closed her eyes, she could still see it.

“Becs, look at me,” Chloe said, suddenly appearing over her. “Just… just stay with me, okay?” Chloe helped her sit up. “Aubrey will be here soon.”

“You saved me,” Beca said, resting her head against Chloe’s chest.

“Of course I did,” Chloe said. “I love you.”

“I love you too.”

This is going to be an ongoing thing with Isak and Even’s relationship. Instead of post-it notes or texts it’s always going to be drawings. Before Even goes to the grocery store he doodles a drawing of him in the cereal aisle getting Isak’s fave cereal. Or when he has to go away for work Even draws himself in his hotel bed alone, not being able to sleep cos he misses Isak and can’t sleep without being next to him. And when Even proposes it’s going get down on one knee and hand Isak a piece of paper. On one side it’s going to be Even down on one knee asking Isak to marry him and on the other side of the paper it’s “50 years later…” with two old men sitting in rocking chairs next to each other holding hands. 

OTP quotes are like my drugs

Mickey: What you and I have makes me free.

Lukas: Because I like you, you idiot.

Philip: I love you, Lukas. Please wake up.

Even: Am I the man of your dreams?

Mickey: You gonna wait for me?

MIckey: He stays here. He’s staying with me.

Isak: Just take it one day at a time.

Isak: It’s nice to see you smile again.

Originally posted by giphy

fanfic: in her eyes (he found reassurance)

Olicity Hiatus Fic-A-Thon Week 2: Eye Contact

rating: general
words: 1,075
summary: After the stressful events on Lian Yu, Oliver and his team fly back home but there’s only one person he has eyes for at the moment.

credit on the beautiful banner to @alexiablackbriar13. Thank you, Lexi!! 😘

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Excerpt: 

“You look smug,” she told him in a low voice as she settled.

“Not smug. Just admiring you, that’s all.”

Felicity gave him a dry look. “That’s never all it is with you, Mr. Queen. I recall that much about our relationship, at least.”

“Can I help it if I’m just so glad to have you here, safe, with me that I can’t hide it?” he asked her.

Her expression softened instantly. “I can’t even stay playfully annoyed with you when you say things like that.”

@olicityhiatusficathon, @thebookjumper

Beanie Boy - Bughead - Part 14

Part 13

Summary: “You were lonely, homeless, broken. I just gave you a place to stay.” Beanie Boy Jughead and Good Girl Betty are in it together… until romantic feelings for each other bloom between them.


“So you don’t want me to date Betty?”

Archie sighed, “you can do what you want, Jughead. Just keep in mind that I like her too.”

“What’s your goal here?” Jughead asked, adjusting his beanie, “do you want to stand between me and Betty getting together?”

Archie went silent. The janitor passed them, whistling. In another room, instruments played, and beyond that, voices harmonized together in song. Jughead scoffed.

“You do want to get between us.”

Archie opened his mouth to respond, but Jughead silenced him.

“You’ve got to be kidding me.”

“I can’t help it if I like her.”

“Yes, you can! If she’s clearly after my attention, why are you even trying?”

Archie scratched the back of his neck, but didn’t respond.

“That’s what I thought,” his voice was dangerously low.

“Ooo,” Cheryl said from behind Jughead, “this is juicy stuff.”

Archie’s shoulders tensed. “Cheryl, put the phone down.”

Jughead whirled around, noticing Cheryl’s fingers wrapped around a phone — which was aimed at them.

“This is going live, and Betty’s watching. So make your words count, hmm?” Cheryl smiled, perching her other hand on her hip.

Archie stepped forward, but Jughead stopped him.

“Cheryl,” Jughead’s tone of voice was cold, a warning, “put it down. Now.”

Archie said, “what did you get on video?”

Cheryl smiled, and walked closer. She had a confident strut to her step, that pretty much said, I own this place, not you.

“Oh everything. Archie likes Betty, Jughead likes Betty, and now Archie doesn’t want Jughead and Betty to be together, blah, blah.”

Jughead watched her circle them, a lump rising in his throat. Betty was watching them. Right now.

“Cheryl — ”

“Leave them alone, Cheryl,” Veronica said from the other end of the hallway, “or I’ll bring your mother into this.”

Cheryl visibly stiffened. Jughead’s eyebrows rose, and he exchanged a glance with a surprised Archie. She glanced back at the two boys, and said, “fine. But I will be back.”

As soon as Cheryl left, Veronica walked up to Archie and —

Smack!

Veronica’s hand came in contact with Archie’s cheek, and the sound practically echoed across the hallway walls. Archie’s head snapped to the right.

“What was that for?” Archie asked, his hands reaching up to soothe his freshly-slapped cheek.

“You have no idea, do you … ”

Jughead turned to leave, but Veronica reached out and gripped his sleeve, snatching him back.

“Archie,” Veronica said, tears visible in her eyes, “you’re clearly an attention pig. You know what? We’re over. You had your chance and you blew it.”

She snatched a locket off her neck, and shoved it in his hands, saying, “don’t forget your pathetic attempt to buy my attention.”


The diner was quiet this evening. The only person there was the same man from before, whose eyes seemed to stare through his soul.

Jughead did his best to ignore him.

He pulled his computer out of his bag, and began writing. His fingers raced across the keyboard as he wrote, his mind all over the place. He couldn’t stop thinking about Archie and Veronica.

While he wrote, the bell above the door jingled, and fast footsteps approached his booth.

“Jughead!” an angry Betty exclaimed, slamming her palms down on the table.

He calmly closed his laptop, and said, “yes Betty?”

She slid into the booth across from him. He noticed her hands were in fists.

“Why do you keep defending me?”

“You saw the video … ”

“Yeah, damn right I did,” Betty replied, “can’t you stop defending me?”

“Why should I?” Jughead demanded, “Archie likes — ”

“I don’t care if Archie likes me,” Betty said, “I care that you continually defend me when I can defend myself.”

Jughead released a tense breath, and said, “okay.”

“Okay?”

“Okay.”

The two were silent for a moment. Betty fidgeted with her nails, and Jughead packed his computer in his bag.

Jughead’s mind was shouting at him to say something, one thing in particular. But he didn’t want to — not yet, at least.

So to busy himself from even thinking about it, he played with the straps on his backpack.

“I … ” Betty seemed to be overthinking things as well.

But before they had a chance to say anything, Veronica appeared at their booth, and said, “come quick, it’s Archie.”

What will happen next episode
  • Clarke: No... No! I missed it. I missed the launch. They're gone... he's gone... *her eyes start to water*
  • Bellamy: *makes a dramatic ass entrance from behind* Did you seriously thought I would leave you?
  • Clarke: *turns around quickly still with watering eyes, tries to smile, but instead she just runs and hugs him*
  • ~Meanwhile in the spaceship some seconds later after Bellamy got out~
  • E.cho: *starts to unbotton the seatbelt* Well um... you know I don't really like space that much. I think I should stay...
  • Raven: Oh no sit the fuck down, you're coming with us.
  • E.cho: But I'm only here because of Bellamy! There's no reason for me to go if he's staying!
  • Raven: Um sorry, yes there is. We're saving you. And besides our OTP will become canon, and we're not letting you ruin that. Now, sit down and put the seatbelt on. It's going to be a heavy ride.
Stay (1/2)

Rated: T

Pairing: Barry/Iris

Words: 1.377

Summary: "Before she can think it through she spins around. “Don’t go,” it’s a plea, barely above a whisper. And he hears it; she sees the way his hand freezes on the doorknob and the way his entire body tenses. He doesn’t say anything, just remains still. “Don’t go,” she says again, this time louder, the tremble evident in her voice.“ Iris tries to get Barry to stay.

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@cbsnforeverandalways here ya go, I hope you enjoy the angst.


She stands in the middle of the room as she listens to him gathering up his things. She can’t believe this is happening. She feels so lost and broken and she doesn’t know what to think or how to react. All she can do is stand there. Then she hears him begin his descent down the stairs and she freezes, she doesn’t know if she can look at him right now. So when he pauses at the bottom of the stairs his gaze heavy on her she turns her back to him.

"I’m gonna go,” his voice is resigned and sad like he doesn’t want this either, but he’s the one who made the choice.

She hears the click of him turning the doorknob and she knows he’s about to walk out the door.

But she can’t let him leave.

Before she can think it through she spins around. “Don’t go,” it’s a plea, barely above a whisper. And he hears it; she sees the way his hand freezes on the doorknob and the way his entire body tenses. He doesn’t say anything, just remains still. “Don’t go,” she says again, this time louder, the tremble evident in her voice.

Her feet carry her closer to him at the same he turns to face her. “Iris,” it’s almost as if saying her name pains him. His voice cracks and his eyes are boring into like he’s begging her not do this, begging her not to make this any harder than it already is.

But she doesn’t give a damn. She can’t let him go. Instead she rushes toward him and he lets out a quiet “oomph” as her tiny body collides with his and she clutches at the front of his shirt, bunching the fabric in her hands. It takes a moment but his arms circle around her just as tight as he buries his face against the top of her head.

“Don’t go,” she pleads once again resting her forehead against his chest. “Don’t leave me, don’t - I can’t - I need you okay? I’ll - I’ll wear the ring if that’s what you want.”

“Iris-”

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anonymous asked:

Hi, sorry i was wondering if you have any suggestions for otp names? i love your blog is very helpful btw

i’ve never had a request like this but i’m super excited to answer it?? they’ll all probably be song lyrics ( some adapted to work better ) because i just find that easier and also, song lyrics are very common for otp tags/names/verse ( whichever you wish to call them ), so here’s a bunch of otp names for a range of different ships and brotp’s: 

otp: thinking out loud, otp: wish you were here, otp: stay with me, otp: love me like you do, otp: as long as you love me, otp: where are you now that i need you, otp: never let you go, otp: nothing like us, otp: stuck in the moment, otp: die in your arms, otp: somebody to love, otp: catching feelings, otp: heart wants what it wants, otp: come and get it, otp: love will remember, otp: you belong with me, otp: i knew you were trouble, otp: back to december, otp: everything has changed, otp: bad bood, otp: our song, otp: i know places, otp: all you had to do was stay, otp: pictures to burn, otp: how you get the girl, otp: the story of us, otp: see you again, otp: when i look at you, otp: can’t be tamed, otp: 7 things, otp: someone else, otp: wherever you go, otp: give your heart a break, otp: gift of a friend, otp: fix a heart, otp: two worlds collide, otp: shouldn’t come back, otp: this is right where it begins, otp: promised myselfi wouldn’t let you complete me, otp: is there somewhere you can meet me, otp: didn’t mean to fall in love tonight, otp: could we pretend that we’re in love, otp: something that we’re not, otp: let’s cause a little trouble, otp: maybe you could devastate me. otp: we wrote a story in the fog, otp: thinking about the feelings that we hide, otp: would it really kill you if we kissed, otp: loving him was red, otp: losing him was blue, otp: no one has to know what we do, otp: swallowing my pride, otp: i realised i loved you in the fall, otp: i swear i’d love you right. otp: you’ll be mine and i’ll be yours. otp: your eyes look like coming home. otp: it used to be mad love. otp: bandaids don’t fix bullet holes. otp: they are the hunters, we are the foxes, otp: i’ll take care of you, otp: dealing with a heart i didn’t break, otp: best i ever had, otp: we’re running out of time, otp: set fire to the rain, otp: make you feel my love, otp: can’t make you love me, otp: is it too late now to say sorry? otp: missing more than just your body. otp: falling in and out of trust. otp: no one’s ever left my quite this sore, otp: once upon a time you were my everything, otp: you always be by my side, otp: knew that i’d love you to the day i die, otp: we’re a secret, can’t be exposed, otp: heartbreak girl, otp: beside you, otp: long way home, otp: english love affair, otp: what i like about you, otp: heartache on the big screen, otp: everything i didn’t say, otp: close as strangers, otp: wrapped around your finger, otp: the only reason, otp: love in the sky, otp: where you belong, otp: they don’t know about us, otp: midnight memories, otp: summer love, otp: last first kiss, otp: crazy in love, otp: drunk in love, otp: best thing i never had, otp: bed of lies, otp: right by my side, otp: one last time, otp: love me harder, otp: almost is never enough, otp: just a little bit of your heart, otp: best mistake, otp: break your heart right back. otp: be my baby, otp: next to you, otp: don’t be gone too long. otp: we found love, otp: love the way you lie. otp: hate that i love you. otp: better together, otp: everlasting love, otp: feels like vegas, otp: scars to your beautiful, otp: river of tears, otp: focus on me, otp: good for you, otp: girls like girls, otp: never forget you, otp: how deep is your love, otp: every time we touch, otp: all the small things, otp: here in your arms, otp: she will be loved, otp: teenage dream, otp: say my name, otp: since you’ve been gone, otp: this love is a sure thing, otp: the one that got away, otp: unconditionally, otp: thinking of you, otp: international smile, otp: not like the movies, otp: it takes two, otp: lay it all on me, otp: stand by you, otp: the trouble with us, otp: fire and the flood, otp: on my mind, otp: the girl is mine, otp: wildest dreams.

I’ve thought long and hard whether or not to make a post. Spirits are high right now and I don’t want to add fuel to fire or make anyone uncomfortable, but I see this sense of ending near and it tugs at my heart.

My birthday is on Sunday and it seems it now has turned into a complete different thing altogether. I’m sad for the news but at the same time I’m one of the people that is looking forward to see what a season 7 might possibly bring. It probably won’t be everyone’s cup of tea and that is more than ok.

If the show ends for you on Sunday, please know that it has been a pleasure to be in this ride with you.

If you’re going to stick around for a possible season 7, I’ll be here for you to come talk about with me.

I love this fandom… there were many times where I felt out of place, or disheartened or even hurt, I’m not going to sugar coat it either, but overall, this had been a place where I have been able to pour down myself over the past 2 years and half.

I started writing again because of Captain Swan. I did gif stories for the first time in my life. Fuck, I even dusted out my pinterest account to make aesthetics posts. I wrote 50k words in a month. I finished more stories than ever before and I still have so many more to write. I’ve read so many wonderful fics and I have so many more to read. I have a house full of bracelets, notebooks and mugs with CS art! I designed tea blends.

Jesus, I got people writing Liam Jones smut!

I’ve met so many wonderful people - some of them even in real life! – with whom I’ve talked not just about the show but about life and family and politics and so many things. I’ve went through heavy crisis myself and had some of you lift me up.

We’ve done so much as a fandom, even coming together to raise money for causes that were important to us. This is what I’m going to remember when time goes by. The ship will still be there to watch on screen, but I much rather keep the memory of all of you with me.

Whatever happens, whether you decide to stay or go, thank you for everything. Thank you for being here for the good and the bad. Thank you for being just you. I’m still here and I will be here if the show remains. And I will be here to continue paying homage to the OTP that brought us together.

<3

Me trying to sleep:
  • Me: Well, it's time to go to bed!
  • Brain: of course, but it's still early, you have time for one or two minutes on Tumblr, right?
  • Me: obviously!
  • *6 hours later*
  • Brain: meeeeh still early, LOOK!!!! A new fanfic about one of your OTPs!!!
  • Me: WHERE?!
  • *in the morning*
  • Me: I should wake up, it's time to go to school!
  • Brain: Are you serious, gurl?! Oh hell nah, you're staying here and you're sleeping now, next time you just have to sleep earlier!
  • Brain: No but really, young people these days...

okay but ragnar:

  • invited athelstan to sleep with him and lagertha and then years later basically asked him again even though he was no longer with lagertha like???????
  • cradled athelstan’s hand tenderly in both of his own while gazing lovingly into his eyes?????
  • and then he???? told him he would basically follow him anywhere?????
  • sensually clutched athelstan’s thigh and begged him to come home end me
  • told the seer he was dreaming of athelstan i’m??? ragnar??? r a g na r calm down
  • conquered fucKING PARIS IN HIS NAME?????
  • literally said the words “i love you” with more tenderness and affection in his voice than i have ever managed to muster in my life no matter how in love i was?????????????????????
  • respected athelstan so much that he genuinely didn’t care when he told him he rejected his gods and he threw his arm ring into the fjord essentially breaking the oath he swore to serve ragnar by wearing it all those years and??? he didn’t care??? it was never about that??? he just??? wanted athelstan by his side no matter what he believed or how different they were???????????
  • gave athelstan a proper christian burial and even carried his pristinely wrapped body all the way up to their special spot overlooking the waterfall??? Like he didn’t have to do that????? He could have just given him a viking funeral but he was so selfless when it came to his little darling priest that he would never dishonor his beliefs of his wishes eND MY LIFE
  • openly wore a cross around his neck after athelstan’s death??? like he is the fucking king of denmark and a pagan and he’s walking around with his head shaved like a monk wearing a crucifix and clutching it like it’s the only thing anchoring him to the earth and?????
  • Hallucinated Athelstan when he was alone in the forest and half dead and delirious with a fever and out of all the hallucinations he could have had he??? He just saw Athelstan and then visions of what was keeping them apart????? And then he reached out to him desperately wanting to go with him but theN?????????
  • oh yeah and then he snuck off in the wee hours of the morning to cASUALLY GET BAPTIZED BECAUSE HE WAS ON HIS DEATHBED AND HE COULDN’T STAND THE THOUGHT OF NOT SEEING ATHELSTAN AGAIN

and then athelstan:

  • chose to return to ragnar again and again and again??????
  • started out as ragnar’s slave but ended up his most trusted friend and like???? so much more than that???? when they found each other it was like straight up soulmate shit??????
  • this tiny little priest found his soulmate in a big brute viking???????
  • was like yeah i kinda miss england sometimes and then ragnar freed him and he didn’t have to go home with him but he did????
  • he went back to a place where most people didn’t like him just to be with ragnar?????
  • because ragnar is hIS HOME AND HIS FAMILY I’M GOING TO THROW MYSELF INTOT HE LAKE
  • when given the choice between the woman he supposedly loved and had just slept with and ragnar he chose ragnAR BECAUSE HE ALWAYS CHOSE HIM ALWAYS
  • “all my future lies with ragnar” carve out my heart with an axe blade this is too m UCH
  • trusted ragnar so so much???? like he always checked with him before making decisions and always went where he asked and generally just wanted to make him happy bury me here and now pls
  • loved jesus a lot but tbqh loved ragnar just as much
  • because he thought he could leave but then ragnar was like wait no i love you and athelstan was like sHIT
  • so he???? stayed???? in kattegat where he knew everyone but ragnar would reject him and quite possibly want to kill him?????
  • he loved ragnar that much???? he would rather???? die there???? than leave him????????????

tbqh your otp could never

Imagine your OTP

Person A: JESUS CHRIST YOU PISS ME OFF CONSTANTLY I’VE HAD ENOUGH

*A get’s up to leave but B grabs their hand*

Person B: *calm* Nope you’re staying.

Person A: *angry* Why should I stay here with you?

Person B: Because you love me.

Person A: *angry and on the verge of tears* WHO SAYS I AM?! WHAT IF I DON’T LOVE YOU?!

Person B: *gently takes sobbing A into their arms* I know that is just the tears talking, and you love me because you wouldn’t get this upset over someone you don’t love. Under those tears, I know you’re madly in love with me.

Person A: *laughs softly and wipes away a few tears* How are you so calm when I yell at you?

Person B: Because I’m madly in love with you too.