otp: just stay here with me

Some angsty prompts for your OTP

Valentine’s Day is almost upon us and your OTP.  And not all couples are going to be happy.  So here are some angsty dialogue prompts, to help break a heart are two.

  • “You said forever!”
  • “We seemed to just always come up a little short.”
  • “Was loving me a joke?”
  • “I still love you, even after all that has happened.”
  • “Seven fucking years, and that’s all you have to say!”
  • “I was getting over you, why did you have to come back?”
  • “You’re not supposed to catch feelings for a bet.”
  • “Just this once, please stay.”
  • “I only ever wanted to hear that you loved me.  Was I asking to much?”
  • “I love you, but I have to go.”
  • “I hate you so much.”
  • “I can’t love you the way you want.”
  • “You were and still are my everything.”
To people who say Paige is only staying because Ali is pregnant. You are right.

So I got a lot of quotes and mentions and stuff from shippers of you-know-who telling me that Paige has only kissed Emily and only wants to stay because she discovered that Alison is pregnant. Well I think this is correct. But not because Paige is jealous and wants Emily for herself and wants Alison to die alone with the Emison baby (not my words). Not because she is manipulating Emily to fall for her or for whatever twisted reason. 

Let’s look into this.

Time code 17min into the episode:

First stop right there: As soon as Emily saw Paige again she thought they were going to get another chance. So that’s 7x08. And yeah they flirted like hell, you can’t deny that. And the scene where Em says she regrets being the reason they broke up tells all.

Emily: I was the reason we broke up.

Paige: Hey. As good as things were between us when they were right, it’s no guarantee it would have lasted. Something else could have just as easily come up.

Emily: Yeah?! Like what?

Then in 7x09 Emily called Paige at night to tell her about Noel. Then 7x10 happened and Emison kissed and Paige wasn’t going to get shit on again.

Let’s go back to 7x14.

Paige: You and Ali are still keeping secrets.

Em: I told you, it’s not what you think it is.

Second stop: Paige thinks something is going on between Emily and Alison and Emily talked to Paige about it, telling her that it’s not. (Erm hello? Lying much Emily?)

Paige: Maybe not, but when I see you two whispering in the hallways it takes me back to high school too. To feeling small, and insecure, and paranoid.

Third stop: Paige recognizes what it does to her seeing them together and she acknowledges that it makes her feel like shit, hence why she left when Emily was talking to her earlier in the ep and Alison showed up. She doesn’t want to interfere between them now.

Look how Alison is assessing Emily’s reaction to Paige leaving when she entered the room and as soon as Emily looks at her she looks away. God Sasha is so good.

But may I remind you what happened in high school?

Alison was bullying Paige. Paige had a crush on Emily, got manipulated by Alison to write Emily a letter about it and Alison kept it as blackmail.

There is no way Paige could have been 100% sure Emily wasn’t on it as well. She may have thought that both Emily and Alison had played her. And she then developed so much hate about herself because of her feelings for Emily that happened what happened (looking at you the head dunk).

Paige: I don’t wanna feel those things anymore.

Emily: You don’t have to.

Paige: I know I don’t. I can just go somewhere else.

Fourth stop: Emily told Paige she didn’t have to feel small and insecure and paranoid about her and Ali. (Seriously the writers are doing some reaaaal shit to both ships right there) and instead of getting sucked in by old habits (erm erm 7x10) Paige just offers to leave.

Let’s fast forward to 21min so AFTER the scene that just happened.

Yup, it was shitty for Paige to see the appointment. Really shitty (you know we can’t have nice things) but I doubt that Paige knew for sure that it was Ali’s bag, I’m not sure I wouldn’t have looked at the leaflet myself because of the bright colors and this post isn’t about that fact but to answer some shit I got.

So yeah. Paige found out Alison had an appointment to have an abortion. (And look at that screen and tell me she doesn’t feel shitty about that.)

50 shades of grey’s outfit.

And now let’s fast forward to 25.14min (can they stop englobing Paily scenes with Alison scenes? Try a little subtlety guys.)

Paige: I’m not the only one with demons. (…) This decision was a lot easier when the world seemed black or white.

And that dearies is the line I really wanna talk about.

Paige just said that Alison isn’t all evil. Despite everything that happened between them. She acknowledged (fuck this word is hard to write for a non-English speaker) that she isn’t everything to Emily by saying that basically, Alison having her own demons, she needs Emily. And that’s okay. Alison isn’t playing anymore, she got proof of that. It was easier for her to hate Alison and to see her all black and no white when she thought she was playing with Emily’s feelings again. But now she knows she isn’t. So she knows (well she thinks she knows) that what’s going on between Emily and Alison isn’t romantic so everything that was keeping her from being with Emily is gone.

For now because we know what happens in 7x15. So please just let us enjoy the break before you get your endgame.

Side note: I hope this post also “helped” people that say that Emily kissed Paige because she knows she can’t be with Alison at the moment. I’m not one to gloat or attack people, rubbing them Paily on their face, so please, a little civility.

FIC RECS!!!! PT. II!!!

since the first fic rec list is getting too crowded, i have decided to make a second part!!!! because everyone deserves to read a well-written seventeen fanfic

AGAIN, most of these are probably junhui/minghao-centric (or at least theyre mentioned), and completed! i will indicate if there are any ongoing ones i absolutely love.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6808693 - OT13 (kinda jeonghan-centric). zodiac!au. 27k of pure talent. iS THERE ANYTHING ELSE YOU HAVE TO ASK MORE FOR CLICKIG THIS LINK.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7254406 - catboy!jun and fox!minghao. wonHUI, GYUHAO. I AM ABSOLUTE TRASH FOR THESE TWO



http://archiveofourown.org/works/7345429 - SOONHAO IS LOVE. SOONHAO IS LIFE AND I LOVE LIFE. rated m + abo!verse + bff!junhui what else do i put in i loVE EVERYTHING IN HERE and minghao c*ming just by being bitten by soonyoung i can die in peace ((this has a ch. 2 witht he legit sMUT))

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7340521 - GYUHAO CRACK ONESHOT. IVE NEVER BEEN HIT ON BUT I STILL FIND IT RELATABLE +++hansol burning down their dormitory while cooking dinner i never have related so bad

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7330090 - OKAY. IM NOT READY FOR THIS. IM NOT. I CANT BELIEVE I ENCOUNTERED SUCH A GEM. MY BIGGEST OT4. COMING TRUE. I WONHUI? SURE. GYUHAO. HECK YES. WONHUIGYUHAO???? SIGN ME THE HECK UP. its ongoing but oh my lordt i know this fic is gonna be the death of me

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7158680 - HOE!MINGHAO. MINGHOE. IF YOURE NOT A FAN OF INFIDELITY(kinda) then unfortunately this isnt your cup of tea. but i love vague smut and heartbreak and DYING THROUGH CRYING SO I LOVED THIS

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6770299 - MINGSOL. MINGSOL FLUFF(??) VERY NICE. amazing piece. i love minghao with anyone YOU DONT UNDERSTAND

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7086619 - SPEAKING OF MINGHAO WITH ANYONE. A PRECIOUS WRITER HAS STARTED A FIC. an oNGOING MINGHAREM FIC. minghao is an incubus and yall know how this will end, rite. and nOT TO WORRY, because chan and seungkwan arent included in the smut part of it! heeeheheh i love siNNING

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6115852 - MINGSOL WITH VAMPIRE!HANSOL. and horny!hansol. NECK. boners4days. side!soonwoo I Just Love Sin and Dying

http://archiveofourown.org/works/5230565 - SPEAKING OF MORE!! MORE!! MORE EVERYONE X MINGHAO, look at this fic. this one is actually ot13!polyamory, minghao-centric. i love polyamory, but if its not ur cup of tea then i dont suggest it. !!!!!!!!IMPLICATIONS OF DEBAUCHERY

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7387372 - meanie + angst because i love hurting myself through reading fics that makes me want to curl up n cry myself like a smol babie


http://archiveofourown.org/works/7383067 - OF COURSE, what comes bETTER AFTER READING ANGST???? sum good ol’ bj and hj smutfics, AM I RIGHT OR AM I CORRECT so here’s a soonhoon smutfic

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7205936 - GYUHAO. i love gyuHAO AND FANTASY AND SMUT MIXED TOGETHER. and they swITCH, WHAT MORE COULD I HAVE ASKED FOR!!??? i love authors i owe them my life i will sell my soul to the devil just the all the fanfic writers will live longer and write more

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7168583 - gyuhao. the title is a CLICKBAIT I CAME HERE FOR THE MEMES AND STAYED FOR THE TEARS

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6850333 - YES I LOVE JUNHOON YOU LOVE JUNHOON EVERYONE LOVES JUNHOON, kinda angst??? but not really because happy ending and i just truly love junhoon i love them ok

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6994786 - MORE JUNHOON. im speechless, i love junhoon, i dont know but i love them its slowly creeping up my otp list

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6932014 - SOONHAO. SMUT. another otp i have a weakness for. thIS IS SO HOT AND AMAZING AND MADE ME NOT REGRET SINNING IN THE FIRST PLACE

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6942142 - MOSHI PRISONER!AU. this wAS A WILD RIDE. I LOVE EVERYTHING. trigger warning, though: mentions of criminals doing criminal stuff without remorse.


“When you said you were going to Tokyo,” Haruka finally broke the silence, and Makoto was happy to find he had been wrong about the power of the human voice. “I was confused… I just thought we’d stay together after graduation. No other alternative was a possibility. Then in Australia, I realized why the thought of you leaving terrified me.” Makoto closed his eyes and pulled in closer to Haruka. “And where did all that stuff about smothering come from? You never smothered me. Sometimes, I stayed in the bath too long… because I knew you’d come and pull me out.” [x]

anonymous asked:

Are you still doing those drabbles? I'm loving them. You're so awesome at writing bechloe. Could I put two together? 19 and 38

Sorry this took so long!


“We were never meant to fight on our own,” Chloe said, pulling Beca to her feet.

“I told you to leave,” Beca said, wincing as she put her weight on her broken leg.

“I know you did,” Chloe said, pulling Beca’s arm over her shoulder. “But you also must have known I wouldn’t ever leave you. I’m here for you, you know that.”

“I’m gonna get you killed,” Beca said, gritting her teeth. “I can’t really run away can I?”

“Well you won’t need to if I can get us to the roof. Aubrey radioed saying that a rescue copter is on the way,” Chloe said.

“You should have left me,” Beca said trying not to cry out in pain.

The endless hoard of zombies that had surrounded the abandoned building they were in knew there was something inside, but Beca didn’t want to give them more incentive to start breaking through doors.

“We’re going to get out of this,” Chloe said, her voice straining from the effort it took to half-carry Beca up the stairs. “We just have to keep going.”

Beca felt another wave of guilt at the sound of Chloe struggling. If it wasn’t for her, Chloe would probably be on the roof by now and would be one step closer to being rescued.

The next step they stood on snapped at the weight of both of them, and caused them to fall.

Beca felt blinding pain shoot through her leg and thought for an alarming second that she was about to pass out.

“You have to go without me,” Beca said, her face pale. “I can’t… I can’t walk on this. I can’t keep going.”

“Yes you can,” Chloe said, breathing heavily as she pulled Beca up. “You have to. You can’t leave me on my own, so you have to keep going.”


“No arguments,” Chloe said.

Beca had to bite down on her tongue to stop herself from screaming as they carried on climbing the stairs.

They reached the top floor, and there was a hatch and a ladder which would get them onto the roof.

Beca wanted to tell Chloe that she couldn’t climb it. That the pain would be too much. But the redhead was looking at her with a fierce look of determination.

“I am not leaving you,” Chloe said. “You are my girlfriend, and I am not leaving you to die here. So you are going to pull yourself up that ladder, and then I’m going to follow you.”

It was a long and agonising climb, but Beca finally managed to pull herself onto the cold concrete of the roof. She could already here the helicopter in the distance. She’d never heard anything sound so wonderful.

She lay on her back looking up at the stars and soon Chloe was beside her.

She could hear the redhead panting as she slammed the roof hatch shut. She could hear her fumble in her backpack and then the sky was bathed in the red light of a flare. When she closed her eyes, she could still see it.

“Becs, look at me,” Chloe said, suddenly appearing over her. “Just… just stay with me, okay?” Chloe helped her sit up. “Aubrey will be here soon.”

“You saved me,” Beca said, resting her head against Chloe’s chest.

“Of course I did,” Chloe said. “I love you.”

“I love you too.”

This is going to be an ongoing thing with Isak and Even’s relationship. Instead of post-it notes or texts it’s always going to be drawings. Before Even goes to the grocery store he doodles a drawing of him in the cereal aisle getting Isak’s fave cereal. Or when he has to go away for work Even draws himself in his hotel bed alone, not being able to sleep cos he misses Isak and can’t sleep without being next to him. And when Even proposes it’s going get down on one knee and hand Isak a piece of paper. On one side it’s going to be Even down on one knee asking Isak to marry him and on the other side of the paper it’s “50 years later…” with two old men sitting in rocking chairs next to each other holding hands. 

OTP quotes are like my drugs

Mickey: What you and I have makes me free.

Lukas: Because I like you, you idiot.

Philip: I love you, Lukas. Please wake up.

Even: Am I the man of your dreams?

Mickey: You gonna wait for me?

MIckey: He stays here. He’s staying with me.

Isak: Just take it one day at a time.

Isak: It’s nice to see you smile again.

Originally posted by giphy

What will happen next episode
  • Clarke: No... No! I missed it. I missed the launch. They're gone... he's gone... *her eyes start to water*
  • Bellamy: *makes a dramatic ass entrance from behind* Did you seriously thought I would leave you?
  • Clarke: *turns around quickly still with watering eyes, tries to smile, but instead she just runs and hugs him*
  • ~Meanwhile in the spaceship some seconds later after Bellamy got out~
  • E.cho: *starts to unbotton the seatbelt* Well um... you know I don't really like space that much. I think I should stay...
  • Raven: Oh no sit the fuck down, you're coming with us.
  • E.cho: But I'm only here because of Bellamy! There's no reason for me to go if he's staying!
  • Raven: Um sorry, yes there is. We're saving you. And besides our OTP will become canon, and we're not letting you ruin that. Now, sit down and put the seatbelt on. It's going to be a heavy ride.

I’ve thought long and hard whether or not to make a post. Spirits are high right now and I don’t want to add fuel to fire or make anyone uncomfortable, but I see this sense of ending near and it tugs at my heart.

My birthday is on Sunday and it seems it now has turned into a complete different thing altogether. I’m sad for the news but at the same time I’m one of the people that is looking forward to see what a season 7 might possibly bring. It probably won’t be everyone’s cup of tea and that is more than ok.

If the show ends for you on Sunday, please know that it has been a pleasure to be in this ride with you.

If you’re going to stick around for a possible season 7, I’ll be here for you to come talk about with me.

I love this fandom… there were many times where I felt out of place, or disheartened or even hurt, I’m not going to sugar coat it either, but overall, this had been a place where I have been able to pour down myself over the past 2 years and half.

I started writing again because of Captain Swan. I did gif stories for the first time in my life. Fuck, I even dusted out my pinterest account to make aesthetics posts. I wrote 50k words in a month. I finished more stories than ever before and I still have so many more to write. I’ve read so many wonderful fics and I have so many more to read. I have a house full of bracelets, notebooks and mugs with CS art! I designed tea blends.

Jesus, I got people writing Liam Jones smut!

I’ve met so many wonderful people - some of them even in real life! – with whom I’ve talked not just about the show but about life and family and politics and so many things. I’ve went through heavy crisis myself and had some of you lift me up.

We’ve done so much as a fandom, even coming together to raise money for causes that were important to us. This is what I’m going to remember when time goes by. The ship will still be there to watch on screen, but I much rather keep the memory of all of you with me.

Whatever happens, whether you decide to stay or go, thank you for everything. Thank you for being here for the good and the bad. Thank you for being just you. I’m still here and I will be here if the show remains. And I will be here to continue paying homage to the OTP that brought us together.


Stay (1/2)

Rated: T

Pairing: Barry/Iris

Words: 1.377

Summary: "Before she can think it through she spins around. “Don’t go,” it’s a plea, barely above a whisper. And he hears it; she sees the way his hand freezes on the doorknob and the way his entire body tenses. He doesn’t say anything, just remains still. “Don’t go,” she says again, this time louder, the tremble evident in her voice.“ Iris tries to get Barry to stay.

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@cbsnforeverandalways here ya go, I hope you enjoy the angst.

She stands in the middle of the room as she listens to him gathering up his things. She can’t believe this is happening. She feels so lost and broken and she doesn’t know what to think or how to react. All she can do is stand there. Then she hears him begin his descent down the stairs and she freezes, she doesn’t know if she can look at him right now. So when he pauses at the bottom of the stairs his gaze heavy on her she turns her back to him.

"I’m gonna go,” his voice is resigned and sad like he doesn’t want this either, but he’s the one who made the choice.

She hears the click of him turning the doorknob and she knows he’s about to walk out the door.

But she can’t let him leave.

Before she can think it through she spins around. “Don’t go,” it’s a plea, barely above a whisper. And he hears it; she sees the way his hand freezes on the doorknob and the way his entire body tenses. He doesn’t say anything, just remains still. “Don’t go,” she says again, this time louder, the tremble evident in her voice.

Her feet carry her closer to him at the same he turns to face her. “Iris,” it’s almost as if saying her name pains him. His voice cracks and his eyes are boring into like he’s begging her not do this, begging her not to make this any harder than it already is.

But she doesn’t give a damn. She can’t let him go. Instead she rushes toward him and he lets out a quiet “oomph” as her tiny body collides with his and she clutches at the front of his shirt, bunching the fabric in her hands. It takes a moment but his arms circle around her just as tight as he buries his face against the top of her head.

“Don’t go,” she pleads once again resting her forehead against his chest. “Don’t leave me, don’t - I can’t - I need you okay? I’ll - I’ll wear the ring if that’s what you want.”


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Me trying to sleep:
  • Me: Well, it's time to go to bed!
  • Brain: of course, but it's still early, you have time for one or two minutes on Tumblr, right?
  • Me: obviously!
  • *6 hours later*
  • Brain: meeeeh still early, LOOK!!!! A new fanfic about one of your OTPs!!!
  • Me: WHERE?!
  • *in the morning*
  • Me: I should wake up, it's time to go to school!
  • Brain: Are you serious, gurl?! Oh hell nah, you're staying here and you're sleeping now, next time you just have to sleep earlier!
  • Brain: No but really, young people these days...

anonymous asked:

Hi, sorry i was wondering if you have any suggestions for otp names? i love your blog is very helpful btw

i’ve never had a request like this but i’m super excited to answer it?? they’ll all probably be song lyrics ( some adapted to work better ) because i just find that easier and also, song lyrics are very common for otp tags/names/verse ( whichever you wish to call them ), so here’s a bunch of otp names for a range of different ships and brotp’s: 

otp: thinking out loud, otp: wish you were here, otp: stay with me, otp: love me like you do, otp: as long as you love me, otp: where are you now that i need you, otp: never let you go, otp: nothing like us, otp: stuck in the moment, otp: die in your arms, otp: somebody to love, otp: catching feelings, otp: heart wants what it wants, otp: come and get it, otp: love will remember, otp: you belong with me, otp: i knew you were trouble, otp: back to december, otp: everything has changed, otp: bad bood, otp: our song, otp: i know places, otp: all you had to do was stay, otp: pictures to burn, otp: how you get the girl, otp: the story of us, otp: see you again, otp: when i look at you, otp: can’t be tamed, otp: 7 things, otp: someone else, otp: wherever you go, otp: give your heart a break, otp: gift of a friend, otp: fix a heart, otp: two worlds collide, otp: shouldn’t come back, otp: this is right where it begins, otp: promised myselfi wouldn’t let you complete me, otp: is there somewhere you can meet me, otp: didn’t mean to fall in love tonight, otp: could we pretend that we’re in love, otp: something that we’re not, otp: let’s cause a little trouble, otp: maybe you could devastate me. otp: we wrote a story in the fog, otp: thinking about the feelings that we hide, otp: would it really kill you if we kissed, otp: loving him was red, otp: losing him was blue, otp: no one has to know what we do, otp: swallowing my pride, otp: i realised i loved you in the fall, otp: i swear i’d love you right. otp: you’ll be mine and i’ll be yours. otp: your eyes look like coming home. otp: it used to be mad love. otp: bandaids don’t fix bullet holes. otp: they are the hunters, we are the foxes, otp: i’ll take care of you, otp: dealing with a heart i didn’t break, otp: best i ever had, otp: we’re running out of time, otp: set fire to the rain, otp: make you feel my love, otp: can’t make you love me, otp: is it too late now to say sorry? otp: missing more than just your body. otp: falling in and out of trust. otp: no one’s ever left my quite this sore, otp: once upon a time you were my everything, otp: you always be by my side, otp: knew that i’d love you to the day i die, otp: we’re a secret, can’t be exposed, otp: heartbreak girl, otp: beside you, otp: long way home, otp: english love affair, otp: what i like about you, otp: heartache on the big screen, otp: everything i didn’t say, otp: close as strangers, otp: wrapped around your finger, otp: the only reason, otp: love in the sky, otp: where you belong, otp: they don’t know about us, otp: midnight memories, otp: summer love, otp: last first kiss, otp: crazy in love, otp: drunk in love, otp: best thing i never had, otp: bed of lies, otp: right by my side, otp: one last time, otp: love me harder, otp: almost is never enough, otp: just a little bit of your heart, otp: best mistake, otp: break your heart right back. otp: be my baby, otp: next to you, otp: don’t be gone too long. otp: we found love, otp: love the way you lie. otp: hate that i love you. otp: better together, otp: everlasting love, otp: feels like vegas, otp: scars to your beautiful, otp: river of tears, otp: focus on me, otp: good for you, otp: girls like girls, otp: never forget you, otp: how deep is your love, otp: every time we touch, otp: all the small things, otp: here in your arms, otp: she will be loved, otp: teenage dream, otp: say my name, otp: since you’ve been gone, otp: this love is a sure thing, otp: the one that got away, otp: unconditionally, otp: thinking of you, otp: international smile, otp: not like the movies, otp: it takes two, otp: lay it all on me, otp: stand by you, otp: the trouble with us, otp: fire and the flood, otp: on my mind, otp: the girl is mine, otp: wildest dreams.

badwolfinthetxrdis  asked:

Number 5: Ten and Rose please :D

“Just stay with me, like this please.”

The Doctor stilled immediately at Rose’s words. He’d been planning on extracting himself from her bed, on heading to the galley to make her some soup and fetch a cuppa and a banana for himself. But Rose’s words stopped him.

“Are you sure?” he asked quietly as she snuggled back into his chest.

She hummed softly against him, and nodded slightly. “Feels better with you here,” she told him softly. “An’ I don’t really feel nauseous now, just tired.”

Rose had picked up a bug on their last adventure, and it had left her vomiting and retching for a little over a day and a half. The Doctor had no doubt that she was exhausted, but he was also fully aware that she had had nothing but some water in all that time.

“I was going to get you some food,” he whispered into her hair.

“‘M fine,” she mumbled, and he could tell she was dropping off to sleep. “Stomach’s a bit sore though, an’ I really don’t feel like eating.”

The Doctor pulled her a little closer, wriggling his right hand between the hem of her pyjama top and her skin, and began rubbing soothing circles on her bare belly.

“That’s the muscle strain,” he told her. “If you just let me go to the medbay-”

“‘M fine,” she mumbled again, and the Doctor sighed. “Jus’… Let me sleep. You can fix me up an’ feed me later.”

The Doctor said nothing.

“Relax, would you?” Rose murmured, and she was giggling slightly. “Honestly, ‘m fine. I just wanna rest. Wake me in an hour an’ then I promise I’ll try an’ eat somethin’, yeah?”

The Doctor mulled the words over in his head for several moments, before letting out a breath. “Yeah.”

There was a pause. “An’ you’ll stay with me?” Rose asked him, and this time she sounded shy.

He pressed a kiss to her hair. “Forever.”

send me a number and a pairing and I’ll write you a short fic. 

okay but ragnar:

  • invited athelstan to sleep with him and lagertha and then years later basically asked him again even though he was no longer with lagertha like???????
  • cradled athelstan’s hand tenderly in both of his own while gazing lovingly into his eyes?????
  • and then he???? told him he would basically follow him anywhere?????
  • sensually clutched athelstan’s thigh and begged him to come home end me
  • told the seer he was dreaming of athelstan i’m??? ragnar??? r a g na r calm down
  • conquered fucKING PARIS IN HIS NAME?????
  • literally said the words “i love you” with more tenderness and affection in his voice than i have ever managed to muster in my life no matter how in love i was?????????????????????
  • respected athelstan so much that he genuinely didn’t care when he told him he rejected his gods and he threw his arm ring into the fjord essentially breaking the oath he swore to serve ragnar by wearing it all those years and??? he didn’t care??? it was never about that??? he just??? wanted athelstan by his side no matter what he believed or how different they were???????????
  • gave athelstan a proper christian burial and even carried his pristinely wrapped body all the way up to their special spot overlooking the waterfall??? Like he didn’t have to do that????? He could have just given him a viking funeral but he was so selfless when it came to his little darling priest that he would never dishonor his beliefs of his wishes eND MY LIFE
  • openly wore a cross around his neck after athelstan’s death??? like he is the fucking king of denmark and a pagan and he’s walking around with his head shaved like a monk wearing a crucifix and clutching it like it’s the only thing anchoring him to the earth and?????
  • Hallucinated Athelstan when he was alone in the forest and half dead and delirious with a fever and out of all the hallucinations he could have had he??? He just saw Athelstan and then visions of what was keeping them apart????? And then he reached out to him desperately wanting to go with him but theN?????????

and then athelstan:

  • chose to return to ragnar again and again and again??????
  • started out as ragnar’s slave but ended up his most trusted friend and like???? so much more than that???? when they found each other it was like straight up soulmate shit??????
  • this tiny little priest found his soulmate in a big brute viking???????
  • was like yeah i kinda miss england sometimes and then ragnar freed him and he didn’t have to go home with him but he did????
  • he went back to a place where most people didn’t like him just to be with ragnar?????
  • when given the choice between the woman he supposedly loved and had just slept with and ragnar he chose ragnAR BECAUSE HE ALWAYS CHOSE HIM ALWAYS
  • “all my future lies with ragnar” carve out my heart with an axe blade this is too m UCH
  • trusted ragnar so so much???? like he always checked with him before making decisions and always went where he asked and generally just wanted to make him happy bury me here and now pls
  • loved jesus a lot but tbqh loved ragnar just as much
  • because he thought he could leave but then ragnar was like wait no i love you and athelstan was like sHIT
  • so he???? stayed???? in kattegat where he knew everyone but ragnar would reject him and quite possibly want to kill him?????
  • he loved ragnar that much???? he would rather???? die there???? than leave him????????????

tbqh your otp could never

Imagine your OTP


*A get’s up to leave but B grabs their hand*

Person B: *calm* Nope you’re staying.

Person A: *angry* Why should I stay here with you?

Person B: Because you love me.

Person A: *angry and on the verge of tears* WHO SAYS I AM?! WHAT IF I DON’T LOVE YOU?!

Person B: *gently takes sobbing A into their arms* I know that is just the tears talking, and you love me because you wouldn’t get this upset over someone you don’t love. Under those tears, I know you’re madly in love with me.

Person A: *laughs softly and wipes away a few tears* How are you so calm when I yell at you?

Person B: Because I’m madly in love with you too.

Hey, just getting around to this thing I was tagged in a few days ago by @ghost5, anyway here it is!

Rules: Answer 15 questions (it was 20 but I got really lazy) and tag 15 followers you would like to get to know better.

Name: call me mel :)

Zodiac Sign: Leo

Height: 152 cm, it’s not fun.

Top 5 Fandoms You’re In:


-Harry potter


-All things and anything Disney


Favorite Characters: Lloyd, The rest of the ninja, Harry fuckin Potter, His boyfriend Malfoy, Hermione & Ron, Peeves, Chat Noir, Adrien fricken Agreste, C L O U D S T R I F E, Newt Scamander, Link, Belle, Beast, lumiERE, Natsu Dragneel my bb, Lucy Heartfilia my bb 2x, this list could go on forever but I have hw

Favorite Animal: Chameleons!!

Favorite Disney Movie: Mulan is a badass and there is n o denying it

Favorite Ninjago Character: Lloydlloydlloydlloydlloydlloyd

Number of Blankets You Sleep with: One and it’s tiny af which pisses me off, i’m an angry smol ok?

Dream Trip: Japan no doubt about it

Total of Sleep Last Night: 30 minutes pls save me, I honestly don’t know how i’m awake rn


OTP: You can’t have just one, so here are a ‘few’ favs: Drarry, Scorbus (which is weird bc I lowkey want their dad’s to be together buT SCORBUS IS SO PURE), LadyNoir/Adrienette, Starco, Nalu, MikaYuu, Kagehina, Greenflame ofc, YoonMin, JiHope, VKook, NamJin, just to name a few

Favorite Season: Autumn bc I don’t like freezing or blazing hot weather

Favorite Music Artist: BTSSS my boys <3

I tag (some of these people don’t follow but I realized when it was too late & now I do not feel like fixing it): @ninjago-skillet-fanboy-223, @firstfandomfangirl, @lloyd-and-kai, @ninjaofmagic, @onlyninjago, @jewelrainbow, @blue-blip-radar, @jayviii, @mintyminty, @lloydlovescandy, @rainbow-kandi-korn22, @grandrebellbbh, @trashie-senpai, @spinjitzu-comics, @angeldoesstuffs

Totally unrelated but, I finally thought of the idea I needed to get my fanfic on track and I am very excited to continue writing. Next Wednesday is my last day of school so the release date should not be far. :D