otp: just stay here with me

This is going to be an ongoing thing with Isak and Even’s relationship. Instead of post-it notes or texts it’s always going to be drawings. Before Even goes to the grocery store he doodles a drawing of him in the cereal aisle getting Isak’s fave cereal. Or when he has to go away for work Even draws himself in his hotel bed alone, not being able to sleep cos he misses Isak and can’t sleep without being next to him. And when Even proposes it’s going get down on one knee and hand Isak a piece of paper. On one side it’s going to be Even down on one knee asking Isak to marry him and on the other side of the paper it’s “50 years later…” with two old men sitting in rocking chairs next to each other holding hands. 

Just stay here with me | Nate

Serena was so over and done with everything completely. She just had to get the hell out of New York and leave to another country. There was no point in staying. Why would she? She completely screwed over her friendship with her best friend, Blair. The one person she could always go to for anything, the one person she trusted. And she blew that by sleeping with her boyfriend. She knew it was wrong and she shouldn’t have but she couldn’t help it. Serena loved Nate. Heck she even told him during sex. Then when he said it back apart of her felt like the happiest person alive, like nothing in the world could ever be wrong again. But when she heard that he only had sex with her because he wanted to get back at Blair. Then that’s what destroyed her. Most people would say she was running away from her problems but she isn’t. She just wants to leave everything and everyone from her past behind and start a new life. Somewhere where people don’t know who she is or what she’s done. Packing her bags, she heard the taxi honk infront of her house and wasted no time but got into it. When she arrived at the airport, she went inside and waited by the gate for her number to be called. So she could leave and get on the plane. This was it. She was really leaving.

if I loved Bucky Barnes any more I’d be Steve Rogers

Post Dette er Even Thoughts:

Ok so this iis gonna be quick and probably not very well thought out because I have to go to work, but I have some thoughts after watching Dette Er Even:

I think things are definitely pointing towards Even being bipolar. He keeps talking about Sonja’s truth vs his truth and how she wants to control him and his feelings and how she doesn’t want him to be free and real, and to me it all sounds like someone who has stopped taking their meds (I am so terribly sorry, that sounds crass even to me, but I’m in a hurry and I didn’t know how else to phrase it.)

I think that Sonja isn’t the evil overlord that Even is trying to paint her as, but is just someone who has loved and known Even for a long time and is worried about him. I think she wants Isak to know what he’s getting into, and since Isak said that very unfortunate and cringey thing about now wanting people with metal illnesses around him (and we all remember Even’s reaction to that) Even is terrified that Isak will leave him.

I think what will end up happening is that Isak will find out in this episode (this idea is boosted by what I feel like is a lack of clips this week) and from there we will see them possibly separate for a small while (I know! I hate myself for even saying it!) until Isak can come to terms with his mom. I think it’s just like before when Isak had to get himself right before he could really be with Even, and I think the same thing is going to happen again before they can really, truly understand each other and be happy. And I do think they will end happily. It will be with everything out in the open. No secrets. Just love and understanding.


nate and serena appreciation week | day one - the moment you started to ship them

1x14, Bad News Blair.

I have to rant about why I started to ship Nate and Serena in this episode, in such a random scene. It was the first episode after the writers’ strike. I started watching Gossip Girl in 1x07 and I shipped (trust me) Dan and Serena. Not fiercely, but I did. I only watched the first seven episodes during the writers’ strike and I fell in love with their backstory. I hate abandoning ships so, even though I knew I liked Nate and Serena better, I held on to my DS shipping for a while.

HOWEVER, when 1x14 aired (after ages) I had already rewatched all the Nate and Serena scenes and when this happened it was BAM. OTP. One True Pair. They finally can talk to each other as friends again. They finally can be around each other but they still know each other SO WELL and she knows all his weak spots (aka her cute faces) and it just flows so naturally. You can sense they have known and loved each other their whole LIVES.

She’s also so glad that one of her UES friends finally aknowledges that Dan is good for her. You can see it means the world to her. And also Nate’s face. And also those Christmas lights and everything about this scene. I can’t. My OTP is flawless and this started everything.


and i break down as you walk away…