otp: ivy x raj

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“I’m dying, Ivy. If you stay with me you’re gonna watch me wither away. It only gets worse from here.”

"And you don’t think I know that, Raj? What do you take me for, I’m sort of a superficial bitch or something? I want to be with you, I do, I wanna be with you for all of it, for the good and the bad and I wanna be there until the end if that’s what it comes down to. I’m in love with you. And I couldn’t leave you at this point even if I wanted to.”

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Ivy and Raj ♥

Raj: I’m dying, Ivy. If you… If you stay with me, you’re gonna watch me wither away. It only gets worse from here.
Ivy: And you don’t think I know that, Raj? I mean, what do you take me for? Some sort of superficial bitch or something? Okay, I want to be with you. I do. I want to be with you… For all of it. For the good and the bad, and, I… I want to be there… You know, until the end, if that’s what it comes down to. Okay, I mean, I… I’m in love with you. And I couldn’t leave you at this point, even if I wanted to.

Raj: Look, Ivy… You are wasting your time with me. You have an incredible future. You have your whole life ahead of you… Surfing, traveling the world. I cannot let you sacrifice that for what is literally a dead-end relationship.
Ivy: Raj, Raj, stop that.
Raj: I’m not going to stop it! I’m dying, Ivy. If you… If you stay with me, you’re gonna watch me wither away. It only gets worse from here.
Ivy: And you don’t think I know that, Raj? I mean, what do you take me for? Some sort of superficial bitch or something? Okay, I want to be with you. I do. I want to be with you… For all of it. For the good and the bad, and, I… I want to be there… You know, until the end, if that’s what it comes down to. Okay, I mean, I… I’m in love with you. And I couldn’t leave you at this point, even if I wanted to.

I still can’t belive 90210 has ended… Five years have gone by and it feels like 15! This show has helped me through a lot. Ade’s addiction made me think waaay more before doing something, Annie’s kindness through all five seasons, specialy when she got with Patrick to pay for Dixon’s rehab, whose love and dedication showed me I can make my dreams come true if I not only believe them but make everybody believe it too; Navid’s responsability wether when Ade got pregnant of someone else or to work to help his family after his dad’s arrest. Also, Ethan, who after all made something good which was make Annie and Naomi fight like jealous sisters since the beginning; there’s Liam with his wall, protecting him from every harm someone could do, not realizing it was only making him lonely; Teddy for standing up and being himself, because there’s completely nothing wrong with him, he just likes dudes - and was an amazing friend until Silver’s pregnancy. Yeah, Silver… Probably my favorite character. The meltdowns, the hate and love, the lonelyness, but above all, her talent. Ivy and her rebelious-self, my favorite part of her. She wasn’t impulsive, she just wanted to live. Raj… That character made such an impact on me. He knew what was happening and still lived. He lived. He showed everybody that a disease can’t throw your hopes away; it brings them closer so you don’t forget to do what you want before it’s too late for you to do it. Of course there’s also the Wilson family, the Clark family, the teachers (hello mr. mathews, fuck you mr. Cannon). No, I didn’t forget about Naomi. It’s just… It’s hard to talk about her. She was the girl we all hated, the “bad guy” from the show on the first season, then we see how fragile she really is. After mr. Cannon, we saw a whole other side of her, which physically hurts, seeing her like that and not being able to do anything. You think she’ll be vulnerable forever but no, she shows how strong she is, she does crazy things and sure is a party girl, but try to mess with her friends and you’ll see the world’s most dangerous animal. Max… I loved you from the beginning, all the good things you’ve done to Naomi, even doing all wrong in the end you were the right one, you were the one she needed and you needed her, too. I just… I’m still digesting it all. 5 years that were crucial to me. I’ll always remember these episodes, the feelings I had while watching it… My thank you goes to not only the actors, but to the entire crew from each and every episode. It’s all there now, we’re all thankfull for those 5 seasons… We wish there were more, but we understand it and respect it. The ending was so good, I thought I would hate it but there was no way you - wirters - would make a last episode with the slittest chance of someone hating it. I’m proud of you all. I’m proud of being a 90210 fan. It’s a bittersweet goodbye. It was a great ending, but we didn’t want an ending at all…With no more delonging, I want to say an special thank you to the actors now. You grown with your characters, we saw it. We thank you for giving 110000% every scene, it made the difference. You guys are and always will be the role models most of people need. Keep doing your work and we’ll still be there for you, supporting you. The lights are off, the cameras were taken, the set is clean, but the memories will always be there. The screen wasn’t enough to keep me away from you guys, I feel I was there every single time, watching it from outside, as a spy. It’s time to let go of the tears and smile. It’s time to go on different ways, but we’ll never forget those friends and we’ll pretend they’re our friends too. The bird flew from its nest. “Namaste, bicthes”

Raj: You were awesome.
Ivy: Yeah… I was okay. 
Raj: And I was stupid. You were right. 
Ivy: Yeah, well, maybe it was a good stupid thing you did. 
Raj: Really? 
Ivy: I guess. I mean, yeah, I was scared this morning, but… I knew I could do it, so I just said, “Screw you, fear,” and I did it. 
Raj: Would it be sappy of me to say that I am proud of you? 
Ivy: Yeah, maybe a little bit. 
Raj: Well, I don’t care. I’m proud of you. 
Ivy: Thanks. 
Raj: I’m sorry, Ivy. I’m really sorry. 
Ivy: Seriously, Raj, next time you fake me out like that, I’m going to let you drown. 
Raj: Oh, yeah?  
Ivy: No, no, no. Actually, I’m going to make you drown. I’m going to drown you like you’re some little kitten or something.