otp: it will happen someday

All she wants is to be alone. 

Yet somehow she ends up in Polis. It’s not intentional. She tries to avoid the city. But her heart ignores her head and somehow she eventually ends up there anyway. 

And then she is in a room standing face to face with Lexa.

It is just the two of them and she is not exactly sure how she ended up there. All she knows is she wants to yell at Lexa. Tell her its not fair. This isn’t what coming to earth was supposed to be about. 

But then she looks into Lexa’s eyes and notices the resignation and sadness that echos within herself. And she doesn’t know what to do with it. 

She needs someone to blame. Someone else. 

She steps towards Lexa. 


Lexa stills waiting for the worst… 

Anger.

Yelling.

Violence. 

What she doesn’t expect is Clarke pushing up against her kissing her hard and passionately. And as suddenly as it begins it ends, their lips disconnected by a sob that vibrates from Clarke’s throat as tears begin to fall.

They pull apart just far enough to be able to see one another. Lexa’s eyes piercing into Clarke’s before she pulls Clarke into her,  holding her tightly as they both crumble to the floor. Allowing her tears to fall silently as Clarke sobs violently in her arms. Wishing she had the power to take away the burden and cause of all of Clarke’s pain.

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I think, that someday, you’ll meet someone new,
                                                     and you’ll fall madly in love,
and you’ll have moved on, without even realizing it.

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I Am Sixteen Going On Seventeen - The Sound of Music

My life goal is to move to England and buy a cute flat down the street from a coffee shop. I’ll go to that coffee shop everyday and write and make loads of lovely friends. We’ll all drink coffee and bubble tea together while discussing art and life and our secrets. I will go to Paris daily. I will shop at little stores. I will make a point to make someone smile everyday. And I will be the happiest person alive. 

I want a lizard in grad school or wherever I’m not moving across the country twice a year
Like get a baby bearded dragon so it’ll not mind being handled so much as an adult
Like seriously best pet for a geologist because they like hot environments right well the best outcrops are in deserts so there’s no vegetation obstructing the view
Also I just really want a dragon. I know it’s not winged but. Dragon.

When my little cousin's friend asked if the girl my necklace (Naya Rivera) was my girlfriend

Kamile: *grabs necklace* Hey is this your girlfirend?

Me: (What I wanted to say) OMG YES SHE IS AND WE ARE IN LOVE SHE IS AMAZING AND SO SWEET AND WE GO ON DATES ALL THE TIME ITS HARD BECAUSE SHE LIVES IN LA AND WORKS SO MUCH BUT WE SKYPE AND SHE FLIES OUT TO SEE ME WHEN SHE CAN EVEN THOUGH WE HAVE TO KEEP IT UNDER WRAPS FOR RIGHT NOW BUT WE’RE IN LOVE AND I’M GOING TO MARRY HER AND HAVE LADY BABIES

(What I actually said) Haha no that’s just Naya Rivera. My friends know I like her so they got this made for me.