otp: i'm onto you


marvey week [day 5]: au verse

Shock. That’s what Harvey feels when he opens the door to find Mike on the other side, even though the word isn’t nearly powerful enough to convey the full scope and depth of what Harvey is feeling right now. He checks his watch, because it’s entirely possible his sense of time has become somewhat distorted due to the emotions of the day, but no, it’s 4pm. The exact time Mike and Rachel’s wedding ceremony was supposed to begin.

“What are you doing here?”

“What do you think?” Mike says, voice tinged ever so slightly with anger, before he storms into the apartment.

Harvey slowly closes the door, taking a moment to gather his wits before heading into the apartment to face Mike.

“Tell me why,” Mike demands.

Harvey lets out a resigned sigh, shaking his head. “No.”

“Harvey, I asked you to be my best man, and when you said no, I accepted that, even though it fucking hurt. But if that wasn’t bad enough, yesterday you tell me that you aren’t coming to the ceremony and refuse to tell me why. I mean, what the hell man? After everything -” Mike cuts himself off, taking in a shaky breath like he isn’t sure he can go on. Harvey wants to say something, but he knows Mike too well now, knows he’s just getting started, and interrupting him would just make things worse. Mike takes one more deep breath before continuing, “This morning, when I was supposed to be getting ready for the most important day of my life, all I could think about was you. I was on the verge of a goddamn panic attack because the most important person in my life wasn’t going to be present for the most important day of my life and you…" Mike trails off, his face distorting with realization. “Oh my God, you fucking knew, didn’t you? You knew that I was really in love with you and that was why you weren’t going to come to the wedding.”

Harvey feels like he can’t breathe. He doesn’t even think about it, taking a small step forward. “Mike, believe me when I tell you, I didn’t know.”

Mike looks nervous, chest rising and falling like he’s just run a mile. “You didn’t?”

Harvey shakes his head. “All I knew was that I was in love with you. And I couldn’t just sit there and watch you marry someone else. That’s why I said no to being your best man. It’s why I couldn’t go to your wedding.”

Mike just looks at him for a moment. “Why didn’t you ever tell me?” he asks, plaintively.

“Why didn’t you ever tell me?” Harvey counters.

“Because I didn’t know!” Mike exclaims, indignant.

“Yeah, well, now you do,” Harvey says defensively.

Mike just looks at him for a moment before bursting out into laughter, his whole body sagging with it. It isn’t long before Harvey joins him.

“We’re ridiculous,” Mike says, grinning.

Harvey smiles. “Agreed.”

Mike takes a step forward. “Kiss me.”

“Gladly,” Harvey replies, before doing just that.


Initiated kisses: Killian vs. Emma 

Here's a thing that I love

I wrote not one but two long posts today about my marriage and our transition into non-monogamy, and lost zero followers. 

I see a lot of judging on here, but I was happy about this response. For the record, if people unfollow me over that, good riddance, but I LOVE when people just roll with our differences. 

Also I figured out which one of you are pervs like me. ;)